ALICE // ✌︎☹︎✋👍︎☜︎

✋︎☼︎☹︎ 💣︎☜︎☼︎💣︎✌︎✋︎👎︎///// irl mermaid my name is alice!! she/her catholic lesbian. gaster follower

[ssstarbewwy]

hello ! i’m alice !! :3

my name is alice and im actually a mermaid irl !!!

i’m seventeen, i have adhd, i’m a lesbian (which has been a shocker considering most of my fictional crushes are men), and my pronouns are she/her !! i'm cis but i like using a couple neopronouns if you wanted to ask me about them,,,,

CURRENTLY GOING INSANE OVER WD GASTER I LOVE THAT MYSTERY MAN,,,, (strawpage here) and this happens a lot on this blog so if i start spamming one specific media do not get scared this too shall pass

i also go to school and i keep pretty busy so i go from never being online to becoming obsessed with tumblr lol. do not be alarmed if i disappear for days or even weeks!! not dead, just tired

yumeshipper and sharing bc chances are if you make self insert fanart with my husbands (gender neutral) (im a lesbian irl but sans undertale is the love of my life) i'm eating that shit uppppp

my writing sideblog is @alice-is-elsewhere where i post shitty poetry and short stories generally

another writing blog is @wiltingflowers-is-elsewhere where i post blurbs and shtuff for my original story wilting flowers pleasepleaseplease please check it out <3

im like vaguely mostly kinda catholic. i disagree with a lot of the greater church's teachings but i find a lot of peace with the saints and more down to earth catholics. (things are weird but hail mary full of grace i guess) (also my family is ...trad 😿 and so im technically excommunicated so uh..... pray for me ig)

shout out to my sister @localareahotmilfs

not alterhuman but i Do Believe In Their Beliefs

tagsss

#meduka meguka: friendship is meguka - madoka magica

#craneposting - the crane wives

#mental illness overload - needy streamer overload

#despite everything - undertale

#alexa play bug mafuyu cover - project sekai/general vocaloid

#worms 🪱🪱 - slay the princess

#okie doki - ddlc

#moutwash yum - mouthwashing

#mining my craft rn - minecraft

#cannibal lesbians - yellowjackets

#your too too - deltarune

#a kog in the machine - knights of guinevere

#my circus freaks <3 - the amazing digital circus

#rock show - steven universe

#the cookies. they are run kingdom - cookie run kingdom

#reblogs - …

#snow posts - my original posts/actual add ons to other posts

i can’t figure out how to link tags, but this post will be under all tags minus reblogs

do not follow

listen this used to be a lot longer but ive found dnis are kinda going out of fashion for good reason,,,,

if you have ideologies that hurt people dont talk to me

if you support ideologies that hurt people dont talk to me

if you're generally mean and judgemental dont talk to me

thats all bye <3

LISTEN TO THE CRANE WIVES BTW!!!

(credit to @mmadeinheavenn for the fang dividers!)

(credit to @styxiegoesinsane for the meguka blinkie!)

[empanadastheresurrection]

guy

[ssstarbewwy]

my brother wants to play undertale with me maybe ill finally turn him woke lads

[the-archivists-left-eye]

when i was a little girl i used to watch sans comic tv and look at errorink fanart on google images because i didnt have tumblr and my mom work walk in and tell me she didnt like me looking at it so i would stop and then i would start doing it again then in twenty nineteen i made a new email account to watch beetlejuice animatics because i didnt want her to know i watched something with swear words in it and i sat there watching my beetlejuice animatings and my saying a lot of things as jevil videos and my sans comic tv videos and i would start underverse about 10 times but never finish it and i still havent ngl and then i would sit awake in bed and think about frisk and sans and asriel and chara in steven universe and itd be fun and cool

[mortalityplays]

tips for managing cleaning/tidying in a way that gives you a sense of control instead of dread and shame:

dishes

- wash at least one dish every day. could be a single fork. just do one. at absolute worst this means you're regularly running clean hot soapy water through the heap of backed up dishes in the sink.

- any time you have to wash a plate or utensil because you're out of clean ones, wash two of them. need a knife? wash two knives. need your only baking sheet? wash a cup too.

clutter

- overwhelmed by clutter? take out the bins and do laundry. it's very difficult to organise a space when it's full, and trash and dirty clothes take up a lot of space both physically and mentally. emptying bins makes room for the whole cycle to move.

- those little boxes and containers advertised for ADHD really do work, even if you don't have ADHD. they let you move surface clutter around even if you don't have time to sort and clear it. you can quickly box up the craft project that's been taking up your desk for two weeks, clean the surface, and put everything back.

- on that note @3liza clued me in to the power of a simple wicker basket a decade ago and it changed my life. this isn't a desk tidy, this is a medium to large box or basket without a lid that you can comfortably carry in two hands (doesn't have to be wicker). personally I like a collapsible one so I'm not tempted to fill it with stuff when it's not in use. the point of it is collecting and carrying.

- instead of taking on individual sidequests for every item in an overcluttered room, walk through with your simple wicker basket and collect everything that has to go in the kitchen. take it to the kitchen, put it away. then collect everything for the bedroom. take it to the bedroom, put it away. it's your sifter, your filter, your best friend. this is but one use of the simple wicker basket.

trash

- differentiate in your head between dry trash and wet trash. dry trash is paper, plastic wrappers, packing foam, scrap fabric, dried up pens. 'shelf stable' trash, if you like. nothing likely to leak or rot. this can be collected in small lined wastepaper size bins around the house – one in every room honestly isn't overkill. you only have to empty these when they reach the top of the container.

- wet trash is food waste, soiled or greasy food wrappers, empty bottles, sanitary products, used medication ampoules, anything contaminated by mould or pest damage, etc. the yucky stuff. this goes in a single, large, lined bin with a lid, in a central part of the house (probably the kitchen). Empty this every 3-4 days or as soon as it reaches the top of the container. it won't fill up as fast without dry trash bulking it up, and disposing of it in small amounts regularly keeps the place feeling fresh. importantly it also means the gross stuff is contained in one place, not wearing on your peripheral attention day after day making you feel bad.

generally

- everything I said about clutter and surfaces above also works for floors. you can take stuff off the floor, vacuum, and then dump that shit right back where it was. you don't have to wait for one glorious day when you have the energy to do everything.

- the longer something goes untouched, the worse it gets psychologically. if a particular area of mess is especially upsetting or daunting to you, agitate it. pick up just one thing. dust around it. divide it in two. do anything you can bear that gets you to engage with it and handle it. it's manageable. you'll get there.

- never ever ever ever feel bad about spending money on trash bags, gloves, disinfectant wipes, sponges, or whatever you need to comfortably stay on top of things. you're allowed to use cleaning products and you're allowed to just throw shit out.

[ssstarbewwy]

i am convinced that my sundays would be much less depressing if i could find a good fucking outfit to wear for church. this white tshirt plus long skirt plus jeansn jacket combo isnt keeping my morale up enough

[ssstarbewwy]

goodnight gay people in my phone

[wittyusernameonline-deactivated]

[nyancrimew]

wow my tweet on my dash

[justsomeectoplasm]

The context:

[pokemonheritageposts]

Pokemon Heritage Post

[ssstarbewwy]

guysssss i might have to watch twf againnn

[lohengramm20-deactivated2023070]

St. Brendan the Navigator giving Holy Communion to a mermaid

[ssstarbewwy]

damn i got blocked by someone i thought would like me,,,, oh well ! good thing they didn't harass me and this was better for both of us 😊

[charlieswanismydad]

what is the amazing digital circus

[ssstarbewwy]

ohhhh baby alice. you will find out

[charlieswanismydad]

my friend dylan says that this is me in two years. she’s cosmical0 on youtube and she’s funny even if she’s ashamed of me 😢

FOLLOW COSMICAL0 ON YOUTUBE!!!

[ssstarbewwy]

look what i found on my old blog i'm subjecting you all to this.

[leafsea]

[tac-bat]

heading nowhere.

[ssstarbewwy]

also i don't kin any specific deltarune character. i kin the entire game as a concept

[ssstarbewwy]

its actually noelle and ralsei but the GAME the entire GAME MY DELTARUNE,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, when the light is running low and the shadows start to grow and the places that you know seem like fantasyyyyy theres a light inside your soul that's still shining in the cold withhhh the truth the promise in our heartsss

(don't forget, i'm with you in the dark!)

[ssstarbewwy]

also i don't kin any specific deltarune character. i kin the entire game as a concept