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The vampire girl. mcr is my favorite band of all time, billie eilishs bitch since 2016’ /24/pdx (i don’t post pics that dont belong to me lol)

[st4r-ange1]

Lestat my beloved IS BACK ABDHDJXNKEJD

[st4r-ange1]

Obviously my hiatus is ending because lestat me crypt has cracked back open with all the teasers 😛…you know what that means 🤭

[irinviolet]

Commissions for Oil, Gouache or Digital artworks

Please DM or email me at [email protected] for commissions

These commissions are for personal use only. The artwork is not for commercial use or NFTs.

[thedaswolves]

rock Les 🖤🩸

[st4r-ange1]

I choose not to watch dan and Phil for months and then play catchup because I remember what it was like when dan left and I'd already watched everything 😐. Never again.

[st4r-ange1]

“Lestat is an abuser!!!”

No shit. Name a single vampire in The Vampire Chronicles who wasn't abusive, manipulative, or exploitative in some way. That's quite literally the POINT. Ann rices vampire are immortal children are frozen in their flaws, condemned to repeat cycles of cruelty and selfishness. Pretending (or god forbid believing) Lestat is uniquely monstrous is missing the forest for the trees.

Anns vampires were never written as aspirational. They were written as FLAWED *DEEPLY* flawed decadent disasters that REFLECT HUMAN CORRUPTION turned eternal. This and this alone is why people read and watch the series. The obsession with pointing out"Lestat is abusive" as though it's a revelation just proves you don't have the range or intellect to engage with nuance. You're actively asking for tidy morality tales in a series that's explicitly about moral decay, trauma cycles, and power imbalances.

If you asked me? Lestat stands out because of his *awareness* of his behaviors especially in his hindsight!!! He self mythologies through it and is more honest in EXCESS in his narcissism than HALF the vampires who pretend to be “better” than him (that you seem to foolishly believe).

I'm not excusing him. He's not an exception. He's just the rulebook, and my affinity for him is not one I'm going to apologize for or grovel to nobodies on the internet for. You only focus on him because he's louder, gayer and more theatrical about his behaviors than those who are literally written to pull wool over your eyes.

So yes, congratulations: you've noticed that vampires are abusive. Next step is realizing that's the narrative design, not a personal discovery.

Coming to my comment section with your weak remark about it doesn't exactly reek of intelligence either. If anything it just exposes how little critical thought you're capable of. If you seriously digested all this media and all you came to me with is “lestat bad” “he's an abuser btw” as your thesis? congratulations you've basically shown up to a graduate seminar with a coloring book.

[st4r-ange1]

I hope you all recognize that Lestat was “territorial” over Louis not because he *hated* Claudia, but because of how deeply he was shaped (groomed) by his mother, Gabrielle. Gabrielle crossed the boundary of parent and child in ways that were VERY MUCH incestuous, leaving Lestat with no clear or healthy understanding of what a normal parent–child relationship should look like.

Lestat genuinely feared that Louis might choose Claudia in an entirely different way than a father should choose a daughter. Read that again until it sinks in!!! His lines between love, family, and possession were already blurred by HIS mother, and he didn't know how to trust or interpret what was happening or if he even COULD. His constant need for reassurance and his short temper are due to trauma.

Yet, Lestat still loved Claudia. He loved her enough that he fought with Louis constantly, not because he was jealous of her, but because he needed reassurance that Louis wasn’t going to repeat what Gabrielle had done to him, wasn’t thinking of her with sick intent, and wasn’t going to abandon him.

The man has the most severe case of bpd imaginable and you’re all going on about how he should’ve just been more mature or simply not done certain things….read the room. 🫠

[st4r-ange1]

“Lestat didn’t love Claudia”

Did you even watch the show.

[imhappierthanever]

My girl sweeping all those categories! So proud!!!

[rip-my-heart-out-and-eat-it]

HEY GUYS!!!

my friend has a petition to put narcan on Portland TriMet!! i take the bus a lot and ive been lucky to not see an overdose, but she and many of my friends have. this would remove the burden of carrying narcan from the passengers, and save lives. tysm for signing, and please boost if u can!!!

Narcan on Portland TriMet

My freshman year of high school, I was on the Max, when our Max was stopped for several minutes while the TriMet Safety and Response Team ar

@granma-sweetie @emoelmoisgay

[st4r-ange1]

I really need billie to stop putting tickets up for sale like IMMEDIATELY after announcing them in the MIDDLE of the workweek. Girl i HAVE BILLS. BILLIE PLEASE 😭.

[st4r-ange1]

I will be fighting the ticket master general sale yall. PRAY FOR ME.

[st4r-ange1]

I really need billie to stop putting tickets up for sale like IMMEDIATELY after announcing them in the MIDDLE of the workweek. Girl i HAVE BILLS. BILLIE PLEASE 😭.

[st4r-ange1]

Mad at mcr for going to mf seattle the DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY but NOT portland this time. What the fuck guys.

[st4r-ange1]

I really hate having invisible disabilities. I feel so SICK.

[st4r-ange1]

I kinda realized that higher quality videos are hard to come by with mcr and youre all absolutely devouring the other video i posted 😭 so have another while i figure out how how to cut down a couple others so they actually post.

Love you all, 🖤🖤

📸 by me, my chemical romance, portland OR 2022

[st4r-ange1]

Nobody cares if youre losing yourself.

📸: all mine.

[irinviolet]

A Wip of a big ass oil painting I impulsively started a month ago but haven’t had time to work on 😔

(I hope i finish it…)

[st4r-ange1]

Oh by the way iwtv tumblr…. If you havent seen this painting by this astonishingly talented human may i grace your eyes with it, AND if you have… may you boil with envy because *i bought it* and am getting the finished piece professionally framed 🥰. Please consider supporting this lovely person, they are so unbelievably talented and flexible and understanding and i honestly am so overjoyed with this piece. 🖤🖤🖤