active july 25

TW:ED any prns

[st4rv1ngang3l]

why do I always binge once then it lasts like 2 weeks and then I eat "normally" for like 2 months and now I wanna restrict again and for some reason my body wont let me????? so im doing a body check to hold myself accountable

body check below

this is without sucking in. currently at 149lbs and 5 foot 4 so I'm overweight rn. I wanna get down to 130 by September, then 125 by October, and hopefully 115 by December

[st4rv1ngang3l]

binged but burnt 600 cals so.....

[st4rv1ngang3l]

Cal Log (10/6/25)

breakfast: 2 poached eggs on toast (476)

lunch: half a small ciabatta (103)

dinner: crispy chicken wrap (469), ice cream (175)

snacks: none (0)

burnt: 322

net: 901/1000

[st4rv1ngang3l]

Cal Log (9/6/25)

sorry I didn't post this last night, I was lowkey embarrassed because I felt super fat

breakfast: costco free samples (150ish, I only had a couple)

lunch: costco hotdog (602)

dinner: chicken fajita quesadilla (461)

snacks: skipped (0)

burnt: 329

net: 884/800

i would have been way lower but my mum made me eat dinner and that almost led to a binge but i spat the binge food out instead of swallowing it

[st4rv1ngang3l]

just saw my ass in the mirror. never eating again it's so fat but not even in a good way

[st4rv1ngang3l]

my mums making me eat dinner kms

[st4rv1ngang3l]

just saw my ass in the mirror. never eating again it's so fat but not even in a good way

[st4rv1ngang3l]

Cal Log (7/6/25)

breakfast: skipped (0)

lunch: chicken bacon cheeseburger (548), fries (337), toffee cake (300ish)

dinner: skipped (0)

snack: skipped (0)

burnt: 102

total: 1083/1000

[st4rv1ngang3l]

dinner!!!!

[st4rv1ngang3l]

had a huge lunch so we're omad today

[starrycrumbs]

[st4rv1ngang3l]

Cal Log (6/6/25)

breakfast: ham and cheese lunchable (215)

lunch: 160g grapes (120), toast (162)

dinner: bacon and tomato sandwich (437)

snack: 0

burnt: 148

net:786/900

[st4rv1ngang3l]

it's my birthday next Friday so my plan is:

Monday: 800cals max

Tuesday:1000cals max

wednesday: fast

Thursday: omad (800cals max), I'll be at a theme park so this will be super easy. I'll be too busy on rides to eat

Friday: omad (800cals max) and then go get FUCKING DRUNK BITCHES!!!!!

[magvvgs]

[st4rv1ngang3l]

instead of binging, I just ate 120 calories worth of strawberries. I feel so skinny

[tooth-is-going-insane]

[st4rv1ngang3l]

IM BACK!!!! because I tried on a bikini and looked like a whale

[quantum-dragon]