🎼Take my hand, let's set this world on fire
Light it up-up for the show🎶
Welcome to my main blog! Here you'll find occasional thoughts, reblogs and other stuff. If I remember that this blog exists, that is.
🎵Picture your planet in disharmony🎶
Random Infos:
Call me Seeker!
Not ashamed to admit that I run rp blogs (currently: Bsd, To Be Hero X & Link Click, but I'm always open to crossovers!)
Just a random silly person who can recite facts about various httyd dragons from memory
I read too much (I'm building a mini library at home at this point)
My music taste is about as random as it can get
I enjoy writing as well (but get writer's block easily so updates can take anywhere from a few days to even weeks or months, even if I update other stuff)
My main language is German, so I mess up sometimes-
You can also find me here and here!
Rp Blogs I run! (Active ones only)
Bungo Stray Dogs Rp Masterlist (Of All Blogs I find)
Link Click Rp Masterlist (Of All Blogs I find)
🎵Dance with me baby don't stop praying🎵
Hobbies?
Running my rp blogs
Reading, anything from regular books and manga to fanfics
Editing! I'm not very good at it yet but I sometimes make silly little edits (even more sporadic than my writing, honestly)
Writing (as stated above)
Sketching, but not very regularly
Cosplaying is kinda a hobby of mine, but I don't post them
🎶Nothing's gonna make our fate back down
But we gotta turn the time around🎵
Fandoms!
Bungou Stray Dogs! The fandom that led me to some of my closest friends on here
Link Click! My most active fandom rn
How To Train Your Dragon! Definitely my oldest fandom. Still love it to bits despite sadly engaging less actively
The Dragon Prince, which is honestly awesome, go check it out!
To Be Hero X! It is so worth it
Tokyo Aliens! Extremely underrated manga but I swear it's really funny and amazing all around-
Random other fandoms that come and go! Honestly there's so many things I enjoy but don't engage with much- name a fandom, it's a 50/50 on whether I know it and another on if I enjoy it or not!
🎶Our memories come back to life (back to life)Take you on a journey through time🎵
Favorite Characters?
Sigma (Bungou Stray Dogs)
Chuuya Nakahara (Bungou Stray Dogs)
Paul Verlaine (Bungou Stray Dogs)
Cheng Xiaoshi (Link Click)
Lu Guang (Link Click)
Vein (Link Click)
Xia Fei (Link Click)
Liu Xiao (Link Click)
Aaravos (The Dragon Prince)
Hiccup (How To Train Your Dragon)
Nice (To Be Hero X)
Lin Ling (To Be Hero X)
Amamiya Reiji (Tokyo Aliens)
Botw/Totk!Link(Legend of Zelda)
More TBA
Tagging system might get explained. At some point-
🎶Why would you even bother?
Time is like music, now you know I've got to kill it🎵
Can my mother for once in her fucking life listen to me when I try to say "that isn't the issue, my issue is this" instead of shutting down any communication attempts and getting mad at me for getting louder in an attempt of "Hey, can you listen to me when I try to explain what is and what isn't an issue!"
Because she never fucking listens and oh no we're arguing so now the dog is upset and that's so much more important than me being upset at my attempt of explaining the problem being shut down immediately
The dog wouldn't be upset if you just stopped for a sec and let me explain that no, that one wasn't the issue
But hey! It's fine! I suck at fucking everything and I'll get in trouble at work tomorrow because I suck at everything and can't do what I'm told and I get homework on my free weekend because I got confused and then stressed over something I'm bad at while tired and in pain and getting stared at and this fucking sucks
Can my mother for once in her fucking life listen to me when I try to say "that isn't the issue, my issue is this" instead of shutting down any communication attempts and getting mad at me for getting louder in an attempt of "Hey, can you listen to me when I try to explain what is and what isn't an issue!"
Because she never fucking listens and oh no we're arguing so now the dog is upset and that's so much more important than me being upset at my attempt of explaining the problem being shut down immediately
The dog wouldn't be upset if you just stopped for a sec and let me explain that no, that one wasn't the issue
But hey! It's fine! I suck at fucking everything and I'll get in trouble at work tomorrow because I suck at everything and can't do what I'm told and I get homework on my free weekend because I got confused and then stressed over something I'm bad at while tired and in pain and getting stared at and this fucking sucks
Looking through old edits and jeez, I don't know how to feel about one in particular since it's from when I was still friends with someone... as far as I can remember. Because I was never really active in one of the fandoms (and the other fandom used I was only in due to the former friend)
Objectively, it isn't a bad edit. I've had worse ones both before and after that one. But wow it's a trip down memory lane
But also damn I forgot I had Bungou Stray Dogs edits on my YT and didn't realize how many people saw the Dragon Prince ones ngl
ok this is probably such a nothingburger observation, but i find it to be a really charming character detail about Lu Guang, so i wanted to share it.
so I've been rewatching the first few seasons to get hype for s3 (in less than a week AAA) and i've noticed that we don't usually see Lu Guang eating in front of other people very much. he seems to be really shy about it?
Like this scene where Qiao Ling hands him some fried chicken. He looks really embarrassed, and then just kind of stares at it for a bit.
or how after coming home from the hospital, he doesn't really eat right away. he's clearly lost in thought there, but still.
Anyway, what I find interesting about that is that Lu Guang seems way more open to eating when other people aren't there to look at him. The dive in the special episode about Liu Siwen makes for the best example, and I found this on a rewatch:
First, the popsicle scene. Idk why he eats it sideways like this but more power to him I guess. Enjoy the funny still I landed on.
Then some time passes, and we get this shot:
-when Cheng Xiaoshi is going up the stairs as Liu Siwen, which Lu Guang states needs to happen within two hours. Which means Lu Guang ate all this in less than two hours and then took a nap.
And there's just something so interesting to me about this seeming habit of his. I suppose you could assume he's eating out of boredom here, but with everything else, it just seems a little deeper than that.
We know from interviews with Director Li Haolin that Lu Guang is the type of person who, "Says he doesn't like sweets, but sneaks a bite anyways" (paraphrased). The idea that he seemingly doesn't like to eat around other people, and feels more OK eating alone, perhaps especially when it comes to sweets...I don't know that it speaks to much except his reserved nature, but I find it kind of charming, I guess. Especially considering the other things he seems more OK doing alone than when anyone is around (for example, he covers his mouth when yawning when around people, but when he's alone in this episode, he yawns openly without bothering to do that.)
Anyways uh that's it that's the post. Lu Guang is silly.
Nobody talks about the implications of what was done to Xia Fei, of him being objectified because even in real life, people don't care about SA victims or people's right to body autonomy so why would they care about it in fiction? It always makes me sad when I see media try to discuss these topics but people are indifferent to them... and then, I remember that they probably don't care about it in real life, or they don't think enough about it to reflect on what they're watching.
