Lux

tryna find myself, 27

[starchildlux]

"why didn't you tell anyone it was getting bad?"

I tried. I tried calling people so many times because I was so lonely and sad my bones were aching. But they reject call and send a text asking "is it something important? Can I call you back later?" Years of struggling with my mental health and my self worth gets me doubting and I already struggle to be a burden because of my mental health.

So I say "No, it's not that important, you can call me back later! "

But they rarely do.

Idk reaching out for help is hard

[honeyfox777]

[heavensghost]

[rosecolouredd]

[starchildlux]

I felt another humans touch in a non sexual way for the first time in a long time and it felt so.. strange. It's been a long time since I JUST got a hug

[5555ilenthill]

[sustancy]

[sulfatto-deactivated20250905]

[black--armor]

[sulfatto-deactivated20250905]

[perrfectly]

[tamper]

[nervouspoets]

[austinrad]

[pukicho]

I hate podcasters because most of them are unremarkable people who happen to be celebrities, and that's fine, but they think they aren't unremarkable, and I hate that more than I hate anything else.

[coldstonedreamery-deactivated20]

plans were to shop but we got faded and accidentally started crossing the Manhattan bridge

[n1rvana]