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posts about literally whatever but usually circles back to the same three things.

ao3 -> appleciders06

#pinned #8.03.26 #updated 27.03.26 #updated 18. 04. 26 #updated 26. 04. 26

people are being way too nice to me recently i think somsthing bad is going ti happwn

#^ person who genuinely can't take a compliment becauze she-@ severly allergic to vulnerability??? lameeee

cam'ybstop thinking about utena ending i love you revoltuinary girl utena

#i am so mad theyre not showing adolescence of utena in european cinemas why does the fucking usa only get the fun fuck you

fat cat trapped me for an hour so i went through my whole blog and cobbled together a tagging system

#Now i just meed to remember to actually use this system

feathereddd

sdr2 ch5 best piece of fiction in all of history #tbh

#i think aboyt this fanart all the time

i forgot just how good the first episode of iwtv is, the way it deconstructs the vampire through not just homosexuality but sin and temptation - how lestat turning him is simultaneously freedom and damnation, the fact that lestat is specifically a white, blond-haired, blue-eyed european... so much to talk about

#i want to go onto the next episode but i feel like a need a day to sort out my thoughts on this one holy shit #i can't believe i watched this two years ago and just moved on #iwtv

lestat is seriously the white fucking devil

#i forgot that he ambushed louis at PAUL'S FUNERAL #fucking horrible bastard #iwtv

cronchy-baguette

the time i told the truth and two times i couldn't

#FAVE #oh my god #rgu

if hinata was a girl she would simultaneously be a utena and an anthy and i think that's beautiful

#specifically like pre-game she is very much an anthy.... kamukura is her coffin her dress. perpetually trapped by the social pressure of #talent and condemned for not living up to her ideal as the ultimate hope #and during the game (especially considering her attitude towards characters who show similar suicidal ideations) absolutely an utena...#fighting to protect people from the system whilst simultaneously upholding #i'm always very hesitant to compare anything to rgu because i have so much respect for this show that the last thing i want is to be #reductive #and it's a show you can't speak about without directly bringing patriarchy and patriarchal oppression into the conversation #in this comparison i've substituted patriarchy for dr's system of talent / hope as the primary oppressive force #but even in doing that it feels disrespectful to rgu's themes.... i think it's impossible to do a one to one rgu au with another piece of #art.#i think the closest you can get is using the metaphorical framework of the show (the school setting the blurring of memory and reality the #role of stories) and going from there... it's a complicated discussion i might have to rewrite this post in the morning #sdr2

i'm being so serious being a lesbian will save you

#no interest in men less concern with whether you are beautiful #dodging the skinniness epidemic #dressing how you want #usually wearing less makeup saving money...#no ugly nasty lazy stupid fucking boyfriend #living for yourself #like i truly could never live any other way

bought and downloaded sdr2... planning to play it in japanese i think

#so immensely excited i was going to play it now but im going to save it for when ive done more work on my friend's present

holyyyy shit i'm so glad i moved blogs

#the dashboard on my old blog was legitimately ruining my mood in real time

ch5 release date and i have a driving lesson + work that same day and then the day after is my driving test and haircut i am not finishing that fucking game

#i will seriously have to be the most offline i've ever been i would rather die than be spoiled for that game

rex reblogging his heinous yaoi and me reblogging utena at the same time is making me laugh