Damnā¦ 4 years since Jason left Take That.Ā
I kind of get his decision. Like, 2 minutes reading stuff on the thatters fb group or in twitter and Iām likeĀ āthank god Jay never got any social mediaā. Fame can be shit, paps can be annoying, photoshoots can be boring af. I get it. It actually makes sense that he doesnāt want to be on the spotlight anymore. Even if I get it, I still miss him a lot. Unfortunately, you canĀ“t share your thoughts about it on facebook or twitter without someone being like
āThEn YOu ArE NoT HApPy f0R HiM. Y0u d0Nt rEsPEcT hIS dECiSi0Nā
*sigh* I do respect it. I donāt want him to come back if he doesnāt want to. Iām not tweeting to the boysĀ ābring jay backā because I know itās not up to them.
or the worst, the people who say
āOmG IāM sICk 0F pEoPLe tWEeTinG aBoUt JaS0n aNd ThAT ThEY wAnT hIM BaCK. iTās s0 DiSrESpeCtfUl wItH gARy, mARk & h0WArDā
*sigh* why? why missing someone itās disrespectful to the lads? Iām really really really greatful that they decided to keep making music.I loved them. But you can like TT3 and still miss Jay, itās not a contradiction or something offensive. If your parent got divorced and you live with your mum and you canāt see your dad all the times you would want to because, I donĀ“t know, he lives in other city now, missing your dad doesnāt mean ditching everything your mum does for you (?). I least in my case, I donāt want Jay and Rob back in TT because I think TT3 is shit (like some people think itās the logic), I want them back because I miss them as a person.
I loved listening to Jay on interviews!Ā -beside hisĀ soothing voice that could work as ASRM for me- I loved how he articulate his thoughts and after every word he said he was likeĀ āyou know what I mean?ā and moving his hand to explain better and aaaah I could listen to him for hours. Thatās the part I miss the most. Yes, I would love to see him on a stage again. Yes, I would love to listening to him singing again, but I miss that part that you canāt get just seeing photos of him, or watching his performances. I miss that part of him that he decided when to shared and that showed us what makes him unique.Ā
If I could met him in the streets I would be likeĀ āmate, you donāt have to come back to the band if you dont want to. or singing. or dancing. But could you please have like a blog where you share your thoughts? you could even make up a name, it doesnāt have to be your real name! or write a book with aĀ pseudonym! just give us a secret hint to know that itās you. You know, like that simpson episode where Bart discovered that a fat guy was Michael Jacksonā.Ā Ā
I think that the reason why he was always my fave is because I feelĀ a little identified with him. No, Iām notĀ gorgeous as him. No, Iām suck at dancing (at least when Iām sober). No, I donāt have a healthy body (I eat junk food and donāt exercise). When you saw him, at firstĀ sight he looks so confident about himself. But if you look carefully, his body seems very tense and you can tell that heās kind of nervous. Everytime I saw him like that I was likeĀ ābitch, me tooā.Ā Or everytime he doubted about his contribution to the band, even if I completely disagree with him, I was likeĀ ābitch, me tooā because of all the times Iāve felt that way. Or those times when he was scared to do something but he pushed himself to do it anyway I was likeĀ ābitch, me tooā for all the times I got up on a stage for singing, playing the drums or simply speaking to a big audience in class even if my hand were sweating. Or when he suddenly isolated himself and go away traveling for a bit by his own, honestlyĀ ābitch me tooā. I relate. When things got too overwhelming for me I tend to do a trip to somewhere alone.Ā
God, this turned out way longer than I expected to be lol. But tumblr is the only place where I can share this without someone else moaning becauseĀ āitS dIsrEspECTfUl wITh TT3ā³Ā Ā
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