ori's nebula

orion / ori | he / him | healing space | sfw only

[starlitori]

INTRODUCTION

name : orion / ori

pronouns : he / him ( transgender )

age : 21-25

small age(s) : 0-4 / 11-18

[[ c-ptsd , ocd , mdd , asd , chronic pain conditions ]]

[[ regress to cope with trauma , chronic pain , and in relation to asd ]]

[[ majority of regression is involuntary , there is always a part that is small ]]

special interests : shinee , ohmygirl , undertale / deltarune , plushies

other interests : stardew valley , animal crossing , dnp , riordanverse , sanrio , blues clues , max and ruby , + more

favorites : moon , stars , space , coloring books , painting , crafts , legos , metal toy cars , wooden toys , douglas cuddle toys , squishmallows , build a bear , beanie babies

please keep this space free from nsfw and k*nk for a kid who is healing from related traumas . please remain kind and respectful, we're all doing our best to heal .

Helpful Information + More

about oris regression

[letthe-g00dtimes-r0ll]

[babykithasbottle]

I wanna be held so bad.

I wanna be held and told that I'm good and lovely and that I don't deserve to be abandoned.

I wish I had a close buddy who could pick me up and soothe me.

I wish I could be upset and have them whisper "I know, it must be so hard dealing with these big tough feelings."

I want the guilt and shame of feeling to melt away.

[mitsukkii]

If it's not too much trouble, could I ask for Queen being a caretaker to the Fun Gang?

- @littlebubblesgalore

I KNOW THIS PROBABLY ISNT WHAT YOU IMAGINED BUT THIS IS ALL I CAN SEE

Shes doing her absolute best and being relatable to the kids- She needs to download *childcare.exe* before she tries again- Whenever Ralsei reconsiders letting her babysit again

[maesfaewell]

♡ I realize for myself that what makes being a permakid such a strange, mismatched experience (besides having a physical adult body) is that I have to be like an adult. I can't be my kid self, fully, throughout each and every day. I have to do my best to be responsible in ways expected of adults. I have to do my best to take care of my body and my mind and emotions, and have to figure out so much on my own (while I also struggle immensely and fail to do/keep up with such). It's being forced to live out a reality that I never agreed to, never consented to, never even fully understood.

I didn't realize what I would be walking into. I walked into all of this with unawareness, completely, devistatingly unprepared, and even if I was prepared, it still would not take away the immense exhaustion and self disconnect that comes with trying to be an adult. I don't want to be an adult. I don't want to be in charge of my adult responsibilities, especially when it's already so difficult taking care of my physical health on my own. I don't want any of this. I was not meant for any of this.

[ooliecat]

lets reside in the cosmos with mama

[elidyss]

Commissioned art of Rosalina from Super Mario Galaxy! It was very fun to draw especially since I was given a lot of freedom and this is right up my alley haha

[sighsra]

welcome to the galaxy!

[fyjjong]

seek premium magazine ♡ vol. x, october 2017 © 贝贝no貝貝 (do not edit or remove logo) (i / ii)

[mytinytinytiny]

Imagining. . .

Oh, to snuggle a tiny to sleep and soothe them anytime they fuss. Kissing their forehead and petting hair out of their face, and holding them close as they rub their eyes. You’re so tired, baby. Get some sleep, it’s okay. Bubba is right here, you’re alright. Get some rest now.

Asking them what is it, whenever they wake, just to get the tiniest babbles, the incoherent words and hums, so I can soothe them all over again; my precious little tot. You're so sweet and sleepy. My baby must be worried I'll be gone, if they sleep, but Bubba stays right here, right by their side. I won't ever leave you, baby.

[tainebot01]

Everyone spun masterfully!

[december-knight]

{The Knight attempts to spin as well}

[starlitori]

head all fuzzy only able make tiny tiny sound no even able babble jus all curl up cozy an small

[neogeopet]

save me webkinz whimsy dragon. webkinz whimsy dragon save me

[starlitori]

medicine make tummy hurt so bad and ow sores in mouth an dont even help joints like it suppose to ... an still have keep try medicine for one more month .... jus wan be held hurt so so bad feel so sicky ...

[little-hermie]

wooden play food! 🥪☕️🍎🥗🍔 s my favorite kind of toy i wish i had more!!

all gifs f2u!

[flutterpups]

ï๑ ⠀ — thinking about . . .

mornings with your caregiver. feeling the mixed warmth of them and your blankets when you wake up, the sun shining on the two of you and the sounds of your caregiver stirring. their eyes finally opening and focusing on you, their little baby, and a tired smile grows as they scoot closer and closer.

mumbling a "good morning" and pressing a kiss to your forehead. they ask if you slept well, had any dreams of magical lands or wild animals or maybe a cartoon you watched the night before. the next question makes you cling to them, whining for more minutes staying like this.

but as your caregiver, they ease you into the routine of getting ready; brushing and styling your hair, picking out your clothes and letting you pick out theirs. watching with love in their eyes when you put together one that matches yours. and finally its breakfast time: a sippy cup next to a mug, a divided plate next to a full one, fork and spoon with your favorite character on them next to plain silver ones.

hearing "eat up kiddo, i want you getting big and strong" like every morning. being little in every way and being loved by them.

[gorusiti7]

Kawkaw wants to play!