ST★RGIRL

‧₊ * manifesting my dream life in every reality ༉‧₊˚

[starrgirll444]

𝓢TAR 𝓖IRL’S ✶ 𝓤NIVERSE

　　　　　𝙎𝙏★𝙍𝙂𝙄𝙍𝙇 “ 𝒊'𝐦 𝒂 star , 𝒅𝐮𝐡 ! " ༉‧₊˚. shifter . 22 . ESTP . gemini . spiritualist . angel wings and leather jackets . born 2 be a rockstar . cigarettes and sunsets . a literal shooting star .

　　　 masterlist ✶ realities ✶ stargirl ✶ pinterest

©starrgirll444 2026

[starrgirll444]

woah 4 new posts in one day🙈 listen i was an idiot thinking i would have free time my last semester of undergrad 🧍‍♀️ like everyone else made it seem like it was rlly chill and easy but nooooooo it was the opposite of chill and easy … but like also that’s on me for not taking time for myself which i totally have a tendency to do and just like work constantly and not give myself time for anything else and i need to work on that fs so plan on me being more active here again 🙏🏼 fr this time lol

xoxo

[starrgirll444]

𝓣HE ✶ 𝓓ESERT

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : waiting room house tour 04 the desert

[starrgirll444]

𝓣HE ✶ 𝓒ITY

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : waiting room house tour 03 the city

[starrgirll444]

𝓣HE ✶ 𝓥ILLA

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : waiting room house tour 02 the villa

[starrgirll444]

𝓣HE ✶ 𝓑EACH

ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : waiting room house tour 01 the beach

[starrgirll444]

𝓦AITING 𝓡OOM ✶ 𝓜ASTERLIST

𓈒 ゛ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𐔌 ‎ waiting room masterlist & intro ✶⋆.˚

my personal little slice of the universe amidst endless realities and possibilities. a place to escape, unwind, and rest.

𓈒 ݁⋆ 　　　　　( TAG ✷ PINTEREST )

໒ྀི ﹒ #places! . . . so basically the “setting” of this reality depends on which one i decide to shift to in that moment ( if that makes sense? ) there’s 4 different “locations” but they all do the same thing and serve the same purpose, just depends which one i chose to visit. i'm planning to post more in depth about each different setting, but here’s a little intro of each for now. ( okay gurl don’t get creative w the names now 🙈)

໒ྀི ﹒ #the beach! . . . the beach is a beautiful island coastal town where everything moves a little slower. my house is simple and sun-warmed, its windows always open, letting in the steady sea breeze and endless summer air. the ocean stretches out just beyond my backyard, close enough that the sound of waves becomes part of my everyday life. I spend my days collecting seashells along the shore and surfing when the waves feel just right. the water is always refreshing, and here, summer never ends.

　　　　　　　✶ house tour

໒ྀི ﹒ #the villa! . . . the villa sits in an oceanside town carved into the mountainside, where stone and sea meet effortlessly. my home is grand yet comforting, filled with open archways and windows that always face the deep blue ocean. each evening, the sun melts into the horizon, painting the sky in soft golds and pinks. I spend my days lounging in the sun, painting every sunrise and sunset from my balcony, letting time pass without ever needing to notice it.

　　　　　　　✶ house tour

໒ྀི ﹒ #the city! . . . the city never sleeps, but from here, it feels distant and calm. my penthouse sits high above the streets, so high that clouds sometimes drift past the windows and soften the world below. at night, the skyline glows in neon colors, reflecting off glass and rain-slicked streets. storms sound better from this height—gentler, rhythmic, almost soothing. I spend my days exploring the city at my own pace, and every night is reserved for the most lavish, over-the-top self-care rituals, that make rest feel decadent and deserved.

　　　　　　　✶ house tour

໒ྀི ﹒ #the desert! . . . the desert is a place where the open sky feels endless. my house blends seamlessly into the surrounding orange and red rock, as if it has always belonged there. outside, my horses roam freely across endless plains, bathed in a constant warm, amber glow from the sun. I spend my days riding through the red rocks, exploring the land at an unhurried pace, and my nights stretched beneath the most star-filled sky, feeling both small and completely at peace

　　　　　　　✶ house tour

໒ྀི ﹒ #coming soon! . . .

[starrgirll444]

𝓘NNER ✶ 𝓒IRCLE

　　　　　　　　ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : day 11 of @alyinreality's 31 nights of shiftober event (ft. selene)

COBWEBS ✶ what relationships do you have in your dr? share your friends, family, coworkers, or any others you feel are relevant.

FAMILY ༉‧₊˚.

✶ mother: katarina khan

✶ father: arman khan

✶ siblings: none, i'm an only child

ABSOLUTE RIDE OR DIE BEST FRIENDS (AKA BANDMATES) ༉‧₊˚.

✶ bill kaulitz

✶ tom kaultz

✶ georg listing

✶ gustav schaffer

MORE FRIENDS ༉‧₊˚.

✶ kwon ji-yong (future s/o...friends for now)

✶ choi seung-hyun

✶ dong young-bae

✶ kang dae-sung

✶ abel tesefaye

✶ lee chae-rin

✶ park bom

✶ sandara park

✶ gong min-ji

✶ avril lavigne

　　　　　✶⋆.˚ the masterlist ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆

stars note: okayyy last one for the night NOW ima gts i also did not proofread any of these i wrote them a few days ago but i already took my contacts out…so feeling a little blind tbh okay goodnight 🩷

[starrgirll444]

𝓣ALENTS ✶ 𝓝 ' 𝓢KILLS

　　　　　　　　ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : day 10 of @alyinreality's 31 nights of shiftober event (ft. selene)

SPELLS ✶ what's something you're skilled at in your dr? do you have any unique talents or hobbies?

SKILLS ༉‧₊˚.

✶ guitar, singing, song writing (the self explanatory ones atp)

✶ decently good at skateboarding, tho i do it more for fun

✶ also decently good at street racing low-key obsessed with racecars and racing in general

✶ archery and horseback riding from childhood days

✶ decently good runner, picked it up as a teen as a form of stress relieving

✶ martial arts/self defense taught by both parents since i was a kid

✶ dance, took lessons as a kid and continued training in rehersals

✶ language speaking/learing currently can speak: kazakh, german, english, korean, and russian

HOBBIES ༉‧₊˚.

✶ playing guitar & singing

✶ drawing

✶ skateboarding

✶ running

✶ driving (especially motorcycle)

✶ writing (mostly lyrics/songs but yk)

✶ watching sports

　　　　　✶⋆.˚ the masterlist ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆

[starrgirll444]

𝓗ANG ✶ 𝓞UT

　　　　　　　　ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : day 09 of @alyinreality's 31 nights of shiftober event (ft. selene)

HAYRIDE ✶ what's your ideal friend hangout? what would you do and who would be there?

hmmmm...is anyone surprised by what im abt to say (wink wink...uh no) so anyways heres another one of MANY little blips from my over packed and detailed notion script (can u tell i write for fun by this point my script could be a fucking novel)

　　　　　it’s one of those golden evenings when the light outside is soft and honey-colored, filtering through the big living room windows. our schedule got done early somehow, no late night rehearsals or meetings- just all of us finally in the same place with nothing better to do.

　　　　　tom and gustav have already claimed the kitchen, trying to make pizza (i think somethings burning aka we will be getting delivery), and georg's sitting on the counter pretending to “supervise” while really just drinking wine and stealing chips. bill and i are sprawled out in the living room flipping through our stack of records trying to find a good one before everyone else comes in and starts fighting over what to play.

　　　　　we eat on the floor, a mess of paper plates, wine glasses, and pretending the pizza isn't completely burnt. bill insists on a toast: “to being brilliant, beautiful, and better than everyone else.” we all groan but cheers anyway.

　　　　　after dinner, someone suggests karaoke (it’s always someone; we never learn). i grab a mic, bill dramatically joins in, and before long, and tom's broke another set of guitar strings trying to use it as a microphone and georg and gustav managed to haul the entire drumset up the stairs??

　　　　　we end up on the balcony with blankets, leftover snacks, and city lights flickering below. it’s quiet now, probably only because we nearly lost our voices screaming during karaoke. we pass around a pack of cigarettes still half playfully bickering about who was the best singer of the night.

　　　　　✶⋆.˚ the masterlist ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆

[starrgirll444]

𝓗OME 𝓢WEET ✶ 𝓗OME

　　　　　　　　ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : day 08 of @alyinreality's 31 nights of shiftober event (ft. selene)

HAUNTED HOUSE ✶ where do you live? what does your dr home / room look like? who do you live with? do you have multiple homes?

　　　　　so because i have already done a sort of house tour, i will link that here along with my pinterest board here.

　　　　　hopefully soon im going to maybe plan out like a future home tour or maybe also a childhood home tour, but ima need to plan those out better before i do a post soooo stayed tuned for that :)

　　　　　✶⋆.˚ the masterlist ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆

[starrgirll444]

𝓢LICES 𝓞F ✶ 𝓛IFE

　　　　　　　　ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : day 07 of @alyinreality's 31 nights of shiftober event (ft. selene)

CROWS CALL ✶ what songs, shows, movies, or other media remind you of your dr?

SONGS ༉‧₊˚.

anything by tokio hotel, bigbang, and gdragon (bc well duh) songs i took inspo from for my own discography, a few linked here

OTHER MEDIA ༉‧₊˚.

i find myself watching interviews, youtube videos, music videos, concert clips, etc to feel more connected- but other than that most of my connection comes from pictures (pinterest im talking abt u girl)

　　　　　✶⋆.˚ the masterlist ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆

STARS NOTE: okay before i gts ill post the drafts i’ve done so far & hopefully tmrw after classes i will post a few more not gonna do all at once just a couple every day till im caught up i think 🙈 so a little time travel moment okay pretend it’s uhhh october 7th lolz

[starrgirll444]

guys listen i swear i’ve been working on my shiftober posts i have a bunch of drafts rn mmmm lowkey ya might just post those drafts rn but i was also like oh maybe ill just catch up today and post them…and then i got my feedback for my research proposal and 😭😭 i was locked in ughhh im currently in the process of grad school applications and its #stressful but i pinky swear ima get all caught up on my posts in the next few days 🤞🏼 okay rant over so sleepy must sleep now lol goodnight lovelies 🩷

[interdimensionaldyke]

me: i need to make my scripts prettier and more aesthetic

also me:

[starrgirll444]

yk what… brb adding this to my script thx🩷

[starrgirll444]

𝓓AY 𝓘N ✶ 𝓣HE 𝓛IFE

　　　　　　　　ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : day 06 of @alyinreality's 31 nights of shiftober event (ft. selene)

TWILIGHT ✶ what is your daily routine in your dr?

　　　　　mornings always start the same way- with noise. tom blasting music way too early, bill yelling about it from down the hall, and me half-buried under my blanket pretending I don’t hear any of it. eventually, I drag myself out of bed, sunlight spilling across my sheets, and head downstairs to the smell of coffee and something vaguely burning in the kitchen ( courtesy of whoever tried to cook first ).

　　　　　I make a smoothie - the one thing i can make without destroying the kitchen - watching the city wake up beneath us. we always eat breakfast together, or at least sit in the kitchen or living room talking about our day- going over any of the things we have to do that day...or else someone forgets.

　　　　　after breakfast, we all do our own thing. if I don’t have a shoot or an interview that day, i’ll have a meeting with my manager or stylist planning outfits, discussing tour schedules, going over song concepts. some days i’ll visit the studio, spend hours writing lyrics, or rehearse with the band. other days, i’ll just wander around the city, headphones in, hoodie up, disappearing into the noise of it all.

　　　　　afternoons are my favorite: slow, creative, open. i’ll sketch out ideas for future projects or film little snippets for fans. if we’re all home, the apartment is alive- someone cooking, someone yelling over a video game, someone asleep on the couch. it’s chaotic, but it’s the best kind of chaos.

　　　　　evenings depend on the day. if we’re rehearsing, i’ll throw on something casual- cargo pants, an oversized tee, hair tied up - and head to the venue. rehearsals always end late, sweaty and loud, but with that indescribable high that comes from doing what I love with the people I love most.

　　　　　if there’s no rehearsal, nights are for dinners at home, nights out in the city, or quiet evenings in. sometimes jiyong calls and we talk for hours, sharing ideas and talking until one of us falls asleep mid-conversation. other nights, i’ll head to the rooftop with a cigarette and my notebook, writing under the soft hum of the city lights.

　　　　　when the world finally quiets down, I crawl into bed- hopefully at a reasonable time, but it seems most nights the apartment doesnt quiet down until far past midnight. I close my eyes drifting off to sleep looking forward to the next day ahead

　　　　　✶⋆.˚ the masterlist ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆

[starrgirll444]

𝓕URRY ✶ 𝓕RIENDS

　　　　　　　　ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : day 05 of @alyinreality's 31 nights of shiftober event (ft. selene)

BLACK CAT ✶ do you have any pets in your dr? if not, tell me what pet you'd like to have or why you wouldn't have a pet!

　　　　　so i currently do not have any pets at the moment :(( simply because we have been so busy with touring and all of that, i don't think it would be fair to have a pet right now.

　　　　　HOWEVER... after our next tour i am 1000000% set on getting a kitty. i will def be rescuing one, but i hope its an orange kitty- i'm gonna name them sol regardless of gender (cuz like selene and sol...u get it ayy?)

　　　　　growing up, we had a dog. she was a doberman named scarlett- she was the SWEETEST!! if i ever move into an actual house with a yard, i will def be getting a dobbie they rlly are the best.

　　　　　we also used to have horses. between my whole family we had quite a few but "mine" was a black akhal teke named midnight (түн ортасы). listen generic name ik but i named her when i was like 4.

　　　　　✶⋆.˚ the masterlist ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆

stars note: my family used to race horses and i actually miss it so much ahhhhh. also i currently moved into my first apartment and i'm debating getting a cat!! my building allows pets, i just worry abt how long ill be away in class n stuff but i'm rlly thinking abt it

[starrgirll444]

i fear i just am a chronic emoji user and yk what IDC!! i love them like okay😍😍😀😀 just be using them for damn reason like…🧍‍♀️

[venusianbarbiedoll]

i feel like if i don’t use one, I’ll seem dry or mean 😭😭

[starrgirll444]

EXACTLYYYY and i’ll just be spamming my keyboard too😭