idealizations of a turbulent mind

hw 188 sw 183 cw 178 gw 150 ugw under 125

[starryeyedsacrifice]

April 1 2024

SW 183.2lbs

April 11 2024

CW 178.4lbs

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S4fe Goal: 150lbs

Real Goal: 135lbs

UGW: 120lbs

Fantasy Goal: 108lbs

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Height 5'5"

26 y/o F

HW 188.4

LW 146.5

SW 183.2

CW 178.4

[inkcals]

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

fuck this ed *binges*

ugh im so fat *starves*

[starryeyedsacrifice]

on my period, had alcohol yesterday, and will be going out for dinner with my partner tomorrow with drinks and it feels like my whole week will be ruined because of it..

[02void]

12-10-2023, 4 PM

[starryeyedsacrifice]

I hate eating a healthy amount of food lollll

[mysticr1vr]

TW // @n0r3x!@

I just found the best workout routine! I'm going to start doing it after every time I eat to burn up the calories 🫶

The routine-

25 squats

60 jumping jacks

50 crunches

30 butt bridges

10 pushups

(Do these for 3-7 rounds)

Also if your not used to working out like this you might throw up 😭 take it from me

[bxnesstuffingz]

trying this rn

[draconianmarshmallowpoink]

[acciobrandon]

[g0lddvstw0man]

[multifandoomsday]

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ "every meal you skip today guarantees the scale to lower tomorrow" ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*  *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

[racc4644-deactivated20250412]

Bathsheba is my Axe

Drawn by me

Pencil on paper

[backwater-girl]

snow

[k-i-l-l-e-r-b-e-e-6-9]

[doodle-bug81111]

[starryeyedsacrifice]

almond milk iced coffee Splenda - 70

2 honey dip tidbit 1 powdered tidbit - 225

22 gram pepperoni stick - 120

3 skinless drumsticks - 450

konjac noodles with sauces and veg - 200

core power vanilla shake - 170

total = 1235 cals

[nemfrog]

[starryeyedsacrifice]

1700 cal in

2300 cal out (TDEE incl)

= -600 roughly burned (gym + over 10k steps)