Odessa_the_lost_☆

I love sweets and spicy snacks. I love all animals and am fond of archery. I'm exploring myself due to many dark romance scenes being piqued. I have age regression, hypersexuality I also have hypersensitivity but can tend to be a bit sadist but im mostly trying to test my limits but i tend to find myself being defiant but slowly submissive its hard to explain i get incredibly shy and people tend to just look wen i try speaking of it. Not attracted to Indians or arabics nothing against them just don't feel drawn to em. I have low self esteem and have a fluffy figure I feel scared or nervous to show at all which makes me wear a lot of baggy dresses or clothes in general. I compare myself to others to much to count. And I don't understand why but slightly older men mesmerize me at least the ones in the books I read. A little something for you. How can I give you the world when I have so little control of it. How can I be all you need when I'm so little. I may not have control over the parts of the world I can give but my heart is one of a kind and for you I'd let you take it. For my sweetest gift would've been your desire for my heart and all it could ever be for you and only you.

[starrytwisthaven]

[purgedpuke]

Age regression is always portrayed as this pure super cute, electable comforting thing in social media and I’m sorry but, I’m tired, there’s sometimes it’s not. Sometimes age regressing is extreme feelings, it’s hitting your head and screaming in pain and laying on the floor and kicking and wanting it to stop. Sometimes it’s shaking in anxiety, biting your hands and stimming uncomfortably. Sometimes theres no comfort, sometimes the triggers are not good, and that’s fine too. Age regressing does not mean pure state, it means a much younger one. Just that. It can be violent and ugly too

[starrytwisthaven]

I want friends.

I have a partner but I would also like a caregiver I'm in a rubble of feels and dont know what to do i want to talk to someone I know won't leave but I can't make them stay....

What do I do I feel so alone.

[starrytwisthaven]

[starrytwisthaven]