idk

[starsaremadefromme]

I post whatever tf I want

[starsaremadefromme]

"Pray to god, he will help you", they will tell you this after you've spent years watching the most religious women get ab*sed by their husbands to the point of broken bones

[starsaremadefromme]

You came around again and I can't seem to figure out why,

You say its love so I should let you stick by,

Mama says I'm a hungry child, but all I've ever starved for was love so I should really let you stick by,

But the girl who sits in corners alone believes in love the same way an orphan child believes in parents.

So you feed me love the same way someone feeds a stray dog,

And everyone knows everyday meals aren't necessary to earn a starving dog's love,

The dog will love you more than you love it, even if you skip those meals sometimes.

So come around anyways, I will sit at your feet, I will kiss your face, and i will wag my tail around you,

Forget to feed me sometimes and watch me treat you like god anyways,

Because what is a few days of hunger to a child whose been starved its entire life anyways.

[starsaremadefromme]

"Man I hate when people read my journal, its personal"

I say as I post my most personal thoughts on my tumblr

[starsaremadefromme]

Sometimes you really gotta remember you aren't 10 years old anymore

[starsaremadefromme]

Religions reinforcing shame in people is something that pisses me off the most.

[starsaremadefromme]

Just found out cats avoid hunting rats? Mostly full grown ones but what? My entire life has been a lie

[starsaremadefromme]

Does anyone want an essay on any topic? I wanna write

[urie]

i love being a mutual so much i was made to be a mutual i hope they put on my gravestone that i was a beloved daughter sister ex wife and mutual

[starsaremadefromme]

If I were to die tomorrow

i would order flowers for you today, So when you receive them tomorrow, you know that even in death, I think of you,

if I were to die tomorrow, I would spend the rest of today, baking you a cake and writing you letters. So even in death, you know I love you

if I were to die tomorrow, even if my bones were too weak to even stand up today,

I would still walk up to your house to hug you for the last time.

So , you know , even in the worst versions of me, I'm trying the best for you

If I were to die tomorrow, I would write you a postcard even if my hands tremble too much to write it, I would still write it in the worst of me, because tomorrow, I'll be dead and I'd want you to know that even in my worst conditions i was but trying to please you

If i were to die tomorrow, i would spend the rest of today, trying to do the most for you, id make my last day all for you, i'd make sure that if I were to die tomorrow , you would receive flowers and cakes and letters and postcards, so you would know that my death was not selfish, that was it not attempt to hurt you, that it was simply me giving myself a moment.

[evilnicegirl]

i was abandoned as a baby & raised by a wild pack of cigarettes

[starsaremadefromme]

When the blunt is too harsh for me so he babybirds me the smoke