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[starsfelld0wn]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 8/10 Fandom: Haikyuu!! Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Miya Atsumu/Sakusa Kiyoomi Characters: Miya Atsumu, Sakusa Kiyoomi, Suna Rintarou, Miya Osamu, Kita Shinsuke, Ojiro Aran, Ushijima Wakatoshi, Kageyama Tobio, Bokuto Koutarou, MSBY Black Jackals, Akaashi Keiji, Kunimi Akira Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Slice of Life, Mental Health Issues, Mutual Pining, Slow Romance, Eventual Smut, Minor Miya Osamu/Suna Rintarou, Past Kita Shinsuke/Miya Atsumu, Heartbreak, Minor Sakusa Kiyoomi/Ushijima Wakatoshi, sibling dynamics, Growing Up, Introspection, Angst, Complicated Relationships, Not Beta Read, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Sad Miya Atsumu, Sexual Content, References to Depression, Self-Esteem Issues, self-sabotage, Unreliable Narrator, Emotionally Repressed, atsumu needs therapy Series: Part 1 of from beauty and through sublimity Summary:

miya atsumu believes he's half-empty while his brother is half full. he's drawn to pretty things and people with kind smiles and soft lips. miya atsumu wants to be loved and fall in love more than anything else. he's become so torn and frayed trying to fit himself to the people around him but sakusa kiyoomi is more or less the same. they meet and are drawn instantly to one another. suddenly atsumu wants and yearns for the untouchable.

[atsusaa]

I like to think that Omi let his hair grow out while he was at uni  ( ˙▿˙ )

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[starsfelld0wn]

Heat Rises

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wow... that actually fucking broke my heart

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my dad asking if im ok and me replying yes bc i was but now that im rly thinking about it im rly not lmao

[kart0]

a mimir

[starsfelld0wn]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 7/10 Fandom: Haikyuu!! Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Miya Atsumu/Sakusa Kiyoomi Characters: Miya Atsumu, Sakusa Kiyoomi, Suna Rintarou, Miya Osamu, Kita Shinsuke, Ojiro Aran, Ushijima Wakatoshi, Kageyama Tobio, Bokuto Koutarou, MSBY Black Jackals, Akaashi Keiji, Kunimi Akira Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Slice of Life, Mental Health Issues, Mutual Pining, Slow Romance, Eventual Smut, Minor Miya Osamu/Suna Rintarou, Past Kita Shinsuke/Miya Atsumu, Heartbreak, Minor Sakusa Kiyoomi/Ushijima Wakatoshi, sibling dynamics, Growing Up, Introspection, Angst, Complicated Relationships, Not Beta Read, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Sad Miya Atsumu, Sexual Content, References to Depression, Self-Esteem Issues, self-sabotage, Unreliable Narrator, Emotionally Repressed, atsumu needs therapy, i wouldn't say dead dove but... Series: Part 1 of from beauty and through sublimity Summary:

miya atsumu believes he's half-empty while his brother is half full. he's drawn to pretty things and people with kind smiles and soft lips. miya atsumu wants to be loved and fall in love more than anything else. he's become so torn and frayed trying to fit himself to the people around him but sakusa kiyoomi is more or less the same. they meet and are drawn instantly to one another. suddenly atsumu wants and yearns for the untouchable.

[stlowens]

Sylvia Plath, from “Poem for a Birthday: Who.” [ID in alt text]

[drdaanvondutch]

when you die, you walk into the cold unknown hand in hand with a girl you met once when you were five in a hotel pool and her hand is warm.

[icantwritegood]

love is stored in the child you crossed paths with in a space midway to somewhere else and never saw again

[starsfelld0wn]

i strongly believe that san falls first but wooyoung falls harder and is mad about it and tries to pretend like he doesn't care but he actually cares way too much and is incredibly down for san

[starsfelld0wn]

resisting the urge to break down

[starsfelld0wn]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Haikyuu!! Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Miya Atsumu/Sakusa Kiyoomi Characters: Sakusa Kiyoomi, Miya Atsumu Additional Tags: Angst and Porn, Hurt No Comfort, Complicated Relationships, (as in they're mean and kinda toxic), Emotional Manipulation, Internalized Homophobia, skts hook ups throughout the years, Friends With Benefits, From Sex to Love, Denial of Feelings, sex instead of therapy, Explicit Sexual Content Summary:

edmund burke wrote that the person who grieves, suffers his passion to grow upon him; he indulges it, he loves it; but this never happens in the case of actual pain, which no man ever willingly endured for any considerable time.

sakusa kiyoomi who is used to wanting and receiving but is not too familiar with holding back wonders how long he'll last at the mercy of miya atsumu.

[starsfelld0wn]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 6/10 Fandom: Haikyuu!! Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Miya Atsumu/Sakusa Kiyoomi Characters: Miya Atsumu, Sakusa Kiyoomi, Suna Rintarou, Miya Osamu, Kita Shinsuke, Ojiro Aran, Ushijima Wakatoshi, Kageyama Tobio, Bokuto Koutarou, MSBY Black Jackals, Akaashi Keiji, Kunimi Akira Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Slice of Life, Mental Health Issues, Mutual Pining, Slow Romance, Eventual Smut, Minor Miya Osamu/Suna Rintarou, Past Kita Shinsuke/Miya Atsumu, Heartbreak, Minor Sakusa Kiyoomi/Ushijima Wakatoshi, sibling dynamics, Growing Up, Introspection, Angst, Complicated Relationships, Not Beta Read, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Sad Miya Atsumu, Sexual Content, References to Depression, Self-Esteem Issues, i wouldn't say dead dove but... Series: Part 1 of from beauty and through sublimity Summary:

miya atsumu believes he's half-empty while his brother is half full. he's drawn to pretty things and people with kind smiles and soft lips. miya atsumu wants to be loved and fall in love more than anything else. he's become so torn and frayed trying to fit himself to the people around him but sakusa kiyoomi is more or less the same. they meet and are drawn instantly to one another. suddenly atsumu wants and yearns for the untouchable.

[starsfelld0wn]

im a little… how u say? going through it

[starsfelld0wn]

one day i will write a y tu mama tambien au for sakuatsu (most likely) but for now i will finish what i have already started

[starsfelld0wn]

more than friends but less than lovers trope >>>>>>>

[starsfelld0wn]

after six years of using evernote i'm gonna have to find a replacement... recently i've felt like i'm not progressing and i keep having to rewrite parts and i've been losing my work bc i swear i wrote this scene already but i can't find it anywhere i'm very sad