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I'm trying to get back on drawing and experimenting more (and being less harsh with myself) so if you have any suggestions please comment id appreciate so much !
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started pottery classes !! we didn't learn how to use a wheel so my best friends and I are taking classes and it's been so much fun ! I've been applying to so many jobs but getting nothing lol I wanted to take more art classes but i don't have a job so I can't pay for them and I feel bad to ask my parents oof
Still have a crush. Fml lol but it's ok, I'd rather love I guess as much as it hurts it can feel really good
how to move on from your unrequited crush genuine question
Rejection
Trigger warning alcohol addiction
I said I wouldn't drink again, even casually but. I did today. Ugh. After being able hold off for like three days, I had a drink while making dinner and it was nice. It was tasty. It was green apple flavor. I didn't even get tipsy...
That was 5 hours ago, and I was wondering why I'm feeling like shit and depressed and irritable. Turns out I forgot why I started drinking all the time !! I had a good reminder today. Because I felt like shit afterwards. And the more you drink, the shittier you feel sober. So you start drinking all the time because if you're wasted you won't feel that empty and sad, right ? ( NOT TRUE ) but the more you drink the worse you feel when you're not drinking. And making this clear, these feelings aren't the same as hangovers.
Ugh, I can't believe I forgot about this. At the time when I was at my lowest, I was extremely depressed and didn't know why, and my treatment wasn't working. Now, I'm taking meds and they're working extremely well for me, and I haven't felt down for so long ! I can't keep forgetting why I wanted to stop drinking.
I can't forget how bad it made me feel.
I can't let myself destroy my life and health again, after putting so much work into improving. Look how far I've gotten, that's crazy ! I'm happy for me and I'm glad I feel like shit now because I got to remember this.
I keep forgetting I'm an addict and most likely won't ever be able to have a "healthy" or normal relationship with alcohol. And that's ok. That's something I'm trying to understand. Yeah, this is hard. But it's ok, I love and respect myself enough to comprehend that no matter how much I want this or try to rationalize it, it's not for me.
I need him
it's so over for me I relapsed :(
Trigger warning: alcohol abuse and reflecting on what I'm doing from now on
Stopping before it gets truly bad...here are some signs I should've taken more seriously: drinking casually when I'm cooking bc it's fun but then finding excuses to keep drinking (being easier to fall asleep, having a hard day, being horny, whatever). Then yesterday I hit strike number 1: looking for and drinking alcohol that's not mine, just to get more high. That's a very very bad one. And strike number 2: not remembering posting this. Those are the 2 reddest flags I could've ever gotten. Yeah that's the point where I know it's bad really really bad and I WONT be able to stop if I keep this going.
Although it is upsetting that I broke my 2 year sober streak, I'm actually proud that I'm now able to see all of this and realize what's going on and actually knowing what I'm going to do now. I guess that's proof that I cannot, on any circumstance, drink. Not even casually, not socially. I can't. Better not risk it.
It's just kinda sad because feeling drunk feels good, makes my whole body fuzzy and feel funny. Makes things easier to deal with, such as ahem loving someone. But I can't let myself depend on that anymore. I have to deal things head on, even if it's hard. There's no easy mode to life anyways. And for that, I will get better.
Idk if this is too motivational but I guess this IS my account and I want to share this, because maybe someone out there feels or is going through similar stuff. Maybe it could help someone else. We got this ! We're always always always capable of change, and we can always start over.
it's so over for me I relapsed :(
I like him so much I feel like I'm going to die. Help. What do I do. I keep looking at his profile and sighing and kicking my legs. He's so cute. He's so handsome. FUCK RUCK FUCK KILL ME i feel like crying I don't know what to do with all these feelings
I hate having crushes. Also (maybe I just not know) is there a better way to say you like someone romantically ? Having a crush is so,, idk cuz it's more serious than that. But I'm not sure if I'm in love with them, cuz now that's just too serious. Like, enamoured ? Not really bc it just sounds like I find someone charming, like they're charismatic. Ugh anyways. I hate loving someone I guess. I'll stick to love bc I do feel a lot and feel things very profoundly (which means whenever I'm happy, I'm the happiest, and whenever I'm sad, I'm depressed, yadda yadda) and I love the idea of love and I'm naturally a romantic.
Anyways, I know I'm not going to confess to them bc that would be weird, and nothing would come out of it. But what do I do with this feeling ? I like having it but sometimes it's just kinda suffocating, and it can be painful like a sore throat or smth, that keeps bothering me.
again, like this by noodletastic (aka my top 1 sakuatsu fic)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29129124/chapters/71509197?view_adult=true#main
yo does anyone know if you can still post nsfw fan art here. Like no explicit dick and balls but they're doing it
how does csp work
Yay
