Evry tear drop is like a water fall ♡

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Mindless …

I’ve reached a point were everything in slipping out of my hands, and all I can do is just watch it. Everyone is in the middle of a break up, and I only talk when I’m broken. Boundaries are blur, reality is unclear. A bond means nothing, and yet everyone’s just existing. Where people are hurting and someone needs to be blamed. English isn’t enough to express what I want to share and music isn’t the bandaid it used to be in my life. Interest lies in nothing and I’m grasping at straws for things that are slowly fading away. Breaking up and falling in love is not for me. I really want to give up. I don’t want to hurt and I want to stop hurting. I wish it would stop for a while. I need God.

#ramblingemotions

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Coldplay ….

I think about my Coldplay Squad often. They were a family I thought would last forever. They will always have a piece of my heart and I will always cherish the beautiful times we had together ❤️

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Every breakdown is often a road to a breakthrough

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My best friend once said

“you can never see your reflection in boiling water”

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Watching Grey's Anatomy is like watching fault in our stars but for 19 seasons long with new levels of emotional rollercoasters + relationship drama from additional characters.

This series really is a trap 😂

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I live a life that is emotionally rich and beautiful ❤️

#dailyaffirmation #emotionallyrich #emotions

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The concept of love changes with age

Erika.A 

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Ordering food ...

Never go back to the same restaurant in the days followed because the food was nice .

There is a higher chance you were lucky the first time and the luck doesn't apply the second time. Unless you go back after a while.. ( maybe)

Duhh there must be exceptions, but I'm not ready to take chances :p

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If you don't forgive and let the guilt go, it will strangle you.

So be kind to yourself and forgive 💗

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Every concert is a core memory ❣️

Maybe the people you attended the concert with are no longer as close as they used to be, but that night still becomes a core memory and the beauty of it never changes with time ❣️

In that light, I'm excited to create a new core memory in Oct 💗 for Alan walkers concert 💖 with someone really close to my heart 💓

#excited #corememory #alanwalker #memeories

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Hating someone is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.

#learningtoletgo #forgive #greysanatomy #zolateaches #needtoimplement

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Having a dad that loves you and expresses it on a day to day basis is not very common. I have many friends who have a very difficult relationship with their dads.

Watching them made me realise how fortunate I am. My dad can be very very over protective and occasionally overbearing but I know he loves me like no one can ever love me.

Silly things he does that reminds me how blessed I am ❣️

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My Ex once said

Erika has two sides. She either really cares about you and doesn't keep her walls up around you. Or she just straight up sounds like someone from the HR team who you wouldn't want to talk to 😂

He isn't wrong 😎 Becuase the day I accept that I've made peace with you, you're basically nonexistent in my life 😁

#accurateex #twosides #cleantheclutter 😎

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"every kiss before the right kiss doesn't count "

- Derick shepherd ❣️

#greysanatomy #kiss #love

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How the fuck does an entitled Indian male act like a man slut for every single day of his life and then expect to find a desi girl who works a corporate job and has "values". Can someone make these pathetic men disappear ??!!

#needtostoptalkingtoaddicts !

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It's a painful feeling to be betrayed by a best friend because of a relationship that was built on trust.

It's even impossible to digest a betrayal by a family member becuase of a connection that was built over love and blood.

Recovery from both is slow, but immensely heart breaking in it's own ways.

#sisterthatthrewyouunderthebus #betrayal #trustissues

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Screw indians and their logic !!

" oh look at her in the middle of all these guys and having soo many guy friends, hardly any girls "

Because having girl friends is such a blessing? 😑

Well fuck you and your logic ! Also take your opinions and put them straight up your ass 😘

I have guys in my life that I know will be there for me, will stand up for me and protect me if it came down to something.

#fuckindianlogic #illogicalreasoning

- An open-minded human who broke my heart