Riot @start-a-riot174 - Tumblr Blog

I'm the kinda girl that listens to love songs on the radio...and Long for that kind of love. I tell myself it doesn't really exist, but that's me gaslighting myself. I know there is love like that out there.

#love #kindness #lost #bpd #bipolar #misunderstood #actually bpd #mental health #bpd thoughts #thoughts #relationships #empty

soulinkpoetry-deactivated202505

If I have used up all of my words and you still don’t understand my hurt, I’ll let my silence explain.

-Soulinkpoetry Silence speaks

debrabaxter

Devil Horn Crystal Brass Knuckles by Debra Baxter (me)

Oh wow look at me living the life I always dreamed of.

#sarcasm #bpd thoughts #mental health #thoughts #latepost #sadcore #feelings

When he texts me about playing a game later...when we are about to move...and I'm the only one working...and I have a million other things on my mind. There's always a list...that's growing...

#relationships #adults #life #moving #stress #depressed #anxiety #mentla health

andallshallbewell

neckkiss

via weheartit

lofijazz

BPD doesn't mean you're evil. That's just an Amber Heard thing.

start-a-riot174

And all of a sudden the world is talking about BPD 😮‍💨🙄

#bpd #amber heard #johnny depp #bpd positivity #actually bpd #mental health #mental illness #bpd stuff

johnnycdeppdaily

Johnny Depp.

ph.by Bruce Weber.

captainjdepp-deactivated2022070

Johnny Depp for h&m (1999)

I've got a radio heart and you're the only thing that's coming in

Static from my better sense

Stagnant on my betterment

I'm praying for signal or a sign that you haven't sent

#rainbow kitten surprise #hide #RKS #ela melo #lyrics #music #lyrical #muscian #fave bands #RainbowKittenSurprise

rezinball

No Vacancy- Rainbow Kitten suprise

Fun stuff about me: I've had this account since I was about 16ish (I'm now 28) and I have nothing to show for it lol. I have a bad habit of deleting or throwing away things I've written. I start over with everything if I feel like there's a mistake or I've shared too much... (great at starting most things in my life but not finishing 🙃) so yeah countless things I've written I'll never see again but oh well. Not again though...at 28 yrs old I'm learning to just put it all out there...I've changed a lot over the years but it's taken me this long to just start coming out from the inside...to show/share more of me...to not be afraid of what others think...or what I think ...my inner critic.