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࿈🗝𖦏┆ ⊰𝑀𝖆𝖗ie 𝑨𝖓𝖓⊱ 🎻 𝔰𝔥𝔢/𝔥𝔢𝔯/𝔞𝔫y ࣪ ִ, ☾✶ ݁

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Milou reaction pics (use with credit) under the cut

You're very much welcome.

(He's just a poor boy from a poor family

Spare him his life from this monstrosity)

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I ate way too many sweets

my teeth hurt

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Aaaaaaaa

Aaaaaaaaaaqqwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

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the amount of audacity it takes me to break down over a scratch my cat made on my face while my arm is literally slit deeper than a butcher's chuck is unmatched

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sleeping with my 1 year old son💞

#proudmother #catmom #Iodedagain

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I wanna hit fascia really bad rn

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I need to quit everything

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haha no wonder I'm ignored both irl and online I don't even engage. how could you stupid little things ever care about something so boring and insignificant? I really should work on becoming interesting

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I won't make it past 19 at this point

I've been rotting on the floor for weeks on end now and all I've been doing is blaming others, crying my eyes out for no valid reason and going deeper and deeper.

I won't ever live this life

I won't even be able to ever eat or sleep again

Now I understand why God doesn't love me anymore.

[steppedgummi]

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Whadr did i do to deserve this i dont like this please

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allat over a single text btw </3

I have no idea how this old thing manages to be so satire yet so realistic at the same time . .

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SOME of you "menhera" blogs wouldn't withstand a single Yumekawa take.

(not targueted nor vagueposting)

I am on yanblr and jiraiblr, but oh my days please QUIT using yamikawaii and menhera tags when people who REALLY participate in the subcul are trying to heal. it's so disrespectful omg

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Dicks look so disgusting I hate it

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Tw sh

I drew this victim from a deadgame screenshot I found in my camera roll because I want to die

I added a lot of em becauss... because

[she died drowned by her stalker]

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checking in on you how r u doing after yesterday ma chérie

are you missing mee

(it became a reflex ssry)

actually I survived.. again

how did I not pass away I wonder. .

I think my liver's going to get worse than it already is.

fuck my stupid life omg

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hello marie ! i’m observing you very kindly , ok . stares stares stares

* observes you throughoutly from head to toe back *

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designs for a vampire wlw (with a twist) novel I've dropped out of but will maybe continue

chronology draft underneath)

[P.s./TW: both are mentally unwell (*sui cide mention) and equally shitty at communicating]

vampire lady gets a new umbrella to survive the the sun

vampire lady (who is NOT a noble herself) is happy because now she can walk out during noon and get much better, jucier, noble ladies than the maiden scraps she finds at night.

vampire lady sucks dry outta their blood a bunch of noble ladies

vampire lady finds the daughter of a chancellor smelling flowers

maidens tell her "hold up!! she's a huge hypocrite who will turn up agaisnt you to clown you socially !!"

vampire ladies goes "ehh idgaf it's not like I have a social reputation anyway"

vampire lady goes meet smiling lady

Smiling lady introduces herself very politely

vampire lady says she looks much younger than she is

they chatter about flowers, start seeing each other often, very often, to the point vampire lady doesn't want to eat her at all, and cross some boundaries that don't fall under the umbrella of "friend"

then suddenly one night smiling lady sees it.

and it doesn't wear her smile off. She found much worse entertainment than just a social humilation; a possible death threat.

of course vampire lady has no idea how she found out she was a vampire or what gave it away

smiling lady would looove the thrill of having a vampire chased in her own manor, but she's way too emotionally attached to vampire lady at this point.

so, she says "let's make a deal"

"If I don't snitch on you, you'll have to turn me into a vamp"

Vampire lady absolutely refuses.

"If I don't snitch... you bite me then"

(why, it's a slow self-inflicted suixde. Technically. And from someone she loves, it' even better. )

she says, despite being torn both ways about it, yes.

they get much closer than friends

actually no, they don't confess but there's no subtext: they somehow are both predator to predator and prey to prey

she could've screwed it up and said "fuck it" at any moment

but it isn't that easy to cut off someone you love. Even if it becomes toxic on both sides. that's something even vampire lady knows

so vamp lady finds a tiny, neat lil cheat : she bites her as least as possible to keep her around longer, and keeps insisting she has other recourses/knows other women.

smiling lady does not like it.

eventually, they start becoming more stale and smiling lady eventually snaps at her, saying she prefers other girls etc..

vamp lady cries for god who knows how many years in history

(it's a glorious little melodrama, really)

Smiling lady forces Vampire lady to take one last bite.

it doesn't kill her immediately, but she starts getting huge blood loss, thing that was hella dangerous back in the 20th century.

she starts slowly loosing conciousness and falls down to the ground.

vamp lady can't stand it because she "didn't intend to kill her" and goes on yapping on how much she loved her and how she felt on the same page as her

after a very short while of yapping (less than an hour) as her smilin girl is dying on the floor, she opens the window and khs

tadam yes this will be mass polished and rewritten once I restore some sort of emotional stability