𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓲𝓸𝓷

yeah the STARS are looking straight down on us ; i can't see the end of the UNIVERSE

[starwhispcrs]

#STARWHISPCRS : an independent , selective , low activity multimuse account ft. thirteen original cosmic entities , as inspired by own lore . as lovingly crafted by rei , 25+ , they / them . please read guidelines beforehand .

GUIDELINES / MOBILE MUSE PG

[starwhispcrs]

i am kissing everyone who interacted with my last ooc post gently on the forehead with Love !! now consider this a STARTER CALL !! i'm gonna get to these in the next couple of days, sometime before thursday since friday to monday i am Busy with family & personal stuff !! everything will be queued so i have the chance to reply on time and be a Proper rper again :sob:

[starwhispcrs]

AND IF I RETURN !!?!?! is anyone still here :(

[starwhispcrs]

❛  why  are  you  still  here ?  ❜ / daeho and ivy . for pain purposes !

@oldspoet // nothing but vulnerable

beneath his skin like a disease , like the fragile bones barely holding his entire being together , like the literal universe in his blood - that's what she is , to him . a disease , an expansion , everything . perhaps that is why her words , so gentle and quiet , can sting like his own nails dragging harsh lines through his back to free the ink in his body . he winces , unable to school stoic features in time ( perhaps in the half - gloom of a barely lit room can he hide it ) . he winces , and then his jaw clenches until he swears he will shatter teeth beneath teeth . why is he here , indeed ? this - what this began as - was never supposed to last as it should . daeho was never supposed to listen to her jokes with chagrin curling corners of lips , a beautiful sunshine smile spilling onto features ; he was never supposed to stay .

he feels weak , all at once . it crashes through his core , settles in his gut like a leaden weight , and a muscle tics in jaw . his fingers curl until they are fists , until nails kept just long enough to scratch dig into meat of palms with intent to draw blood . when gaze meets ivy's , it is with carefully crafted vitriol ; with the same venom and disregard as once upon a time ago ( it is foreign , a mask , a lie ). "to get my shit . you want me gone , let me hear you say it and i'll go ." can she hear the almost desperation tinging vowels and slinging through consonants ? can she see the way he glares her down that he means anything but venomous words ?

[von-snow-deactivated20240101]

The masculine urge to create a safe and protective environment for her because you know she deals with a lot

[starwhispcrs]

❛  i  can’t  do  this  without  you .  ❜ / our og asayu !!! <3

@oldspoet // nothing but vulnerable

mottled purple colors ridges of knuckles , a new motley of bruises from the most recent of excursions into the world in desperate search for humanity in its rawest form . he's distracted by the deep hue of it , unwilling to lift gaze just yet to meet his ; unwilling to face head on the very reason his heart is galloping dangerously beneath tight ribcage . everything is so familiar yet eggshell - fragile ; one misstep and chunyu might just destroy what tentative relationship they've formed again ( and that scares him more than the final goodbye shared once upon a time ago ; he cannot do this alone , he refuses to ).

but oh he is a romantic ; oh he is so foolishly gone for asahi that every word drags his attention from wherever it dares wanders . gaze lifts to seek out warm gaze and his heart skips a pathetic beat . foolishly in love ; happily in love ; moonstricken . he reaches out , with the same hand bruised purple and black , and he tightens digits where they interlock in perfection , and familiarity ( how could they have thought that this perfect interlocking was wrong , and unneeded in that time ? foolish idiots ). he tugs forth hand until he can brush a feather - light peck to ring finger , a promise and a vow and a determination . " together , okay ? "

[starwhispcrs]

❛  don’t  run  away  from  this .  ❜ from lara

@wcvensouls // nothing but vulnerable

he is freezing cold , shoulders shivering beneath threadbare shirt , arms locked 'round scrawny torso as if he can fight the frigidness icing his veins over . it's been one too many days since something intoxicating and noxious has made a home of his lungs , and he is starving . starving , and pitiful , and desperate for something that lara cannot provide . he stares blankly at her , at the way worry and ache and something forbidden colors her expression dark . he is freezing , iced over like the ocean's depth , and he shies away , retreating into threadbare clothes .

run away . flee . hide . get away from here . it's as prominent in insu's thoughts as the starvation is underneath his flesh . he wants to flee , to seek out touch that hurts where it barely pricks into conscious mind , to seek out noxious pleasures so that he knows he is still alive , and here . he shakes his head , vicious and rabid and desperate . what is he saying no to ? to her presence , soothing and aching comfort in her warmth ? to her help , careful and gentle where he does not deserve it ? yes , no , he does not know . he shivers , gaze hollowed out , expression pinched and pained . " f'ck off . " he doesn't mean it , tone lacking vitriol . ( ' sorry , please stay ' is what is meant instead ).

[ayouuni-deactivated20250907]

8stars come get yall man 🙊

[starwhispcrs]

❛  thank  you  for  being  gentle  with  me .  ❜ from minako

@wcvensouls // nothing but vulnerable

dawn is creeping over the horizon , if the way baby pink and tangerine orange begins to dance in between blinds barely cracked , if the way the static in his ears is intense and oppressive despite the hum of melodies twirling through his mind . their third has tapped out hours ago , despite boasting to last the longest in their impromptu all - nighter , and he is caught pinned underneath legs strewn over lap and arms tugged 'round waist . he smiles , dopey and sleep - deprived , and he turns to seek out his only competitor in all of her beautiful , beautiful glory .

fingers lift to brush along curve of cheek , trailing over soft skin to press into corner of lips in gentle ministrations , in mindless need to sate the starvation in his lungs , in dopiness brought upon by the lack of sleep . hyunjun's lids flutter , sleep creeping in at the edges of his vision - he is one deep , slow inhale before he , too , taps out . but her words filter in between dulcet notes weaved between thoughts , and gaze blinks to meet hers - mina comes into blurry , slow focus . she's beautiful , and such a thought renders him mute for an infinitesimal moment . gorgeous , beautiful . " anything f'you , baby . " he tries to assure that her heart is cradled safely in his hands . but words are not his strong suit , and exhaustion dims his vocabulary even further . ' i love you ' as much as he can manage it now , when dawns blossoms .

[starwhispcrs]

❛  i  have  to  do  this  alone .  ❜ (from Minsung. Also welcome back ^^)

@r3dblccd // nothing but vulnerable

oh his heart aches in two , helpless and hapless , so close he can reach out and feel minsung's hurt in his veins and yet so far that he is unable to do anything but help as he so desires to . it is a not uncommon ache that lingers in his lungs , pollutes his veins , blackens his everything . as the first , the very beginning , the one who took his breath with the universe's conception , it is only second nature to stare from afar and yearn in aching , burning , desperately lonely desire . even now , boundless being bound in a paper thin body , even now - jiwon cannot hide the utter hurt in his soul . not with the way he frowns , deep and morose .

he wants to reach out and , almost , briefly , does he . " why ? " always the questioner , always wondering why , why , why ? why must he be stuck in a body that wishes to render itself apart with the expansion of the cosmos ? why must he be forsaken to be separated from his beloved kin , lightyears from where they all belong ? why must he bear witness pain , and hurt , so intimately close as he does now ? his frown turns a little sharper , less pained and more determined , star - bright surety in gaze . " i'm here . why must you do this alone ? "

[starwhispcrs]

❛  you  don’t  have  to  tell  me .  ❜ from seulbi

@wcvensouls // nothing but vulnerable

silence presses into the recesses of mind , threatening to suffocate him if he breathes too deep . it's dark , and for a moment , daeho thinks that she has drifted to sleep . the itch in his fingers , the bone - deep need in his bones is urging him to kick the covers off and to flee - to seek something that sets his heart thundering a roar in his chest once more . but he freezes ; her fingers are scalding hot and icy cold where they begin to trail along collarbone in gentle intimacy , and it takes strength from deep within to not flinch violently away . ( it takes something else entirely to relax beneath her inquisitive touch )

silence , and then - her voice . seulbi is quiet when she speaks , an almost whisper that shatters the silence . ' you don't have to tell me '. and , for a moment , an instinctive snarl rests on tip of tongue - ' i don't owe you a fuckin' thing '. for a moment he tempts the idea of snatching her fragile wrist away , squeezing tight , tighter than she likes and begs for , until a pitiful whimper falls instead . for a moment he tempts the idea and reaches down to curl calloused fingers over her wrist . but then it dissipates when her fingers trail over heart instead , held loose now in ring of fingers . instead he breathes in deep , slow , anchoring , drowning and suffocating . instead he squeezes in gentle , quiet appreciation .

[starwhispcrs]

❛  did  you  ever  care  about  me ?  ❜ / farrah and hojin :')

@oldspoet // nothing but vulnerable

oh his heart hurts , painful and tender and open - wound fresh . he knows these words like he knows laughter , and smiles , and too intimate touch for someone who does not seek it , who shies away from it because it is foreign and too much ( too much , he is simply too much ) . his heart hurts , and he cannot even look her in the eye , cheeks scarlet not from flushed pleasure or howling laughter but shame , shame , dirty guilty shame . he cares , burning bright , painfully so . he cares , and hojin knows that it hasn't always been as obvious as it should ( as she deserves ) . so he keeps his gaze cast aside , like a kicked puppy , as if he can hide the fact that her words stab into his chest , as if looking elsewhere but her gaze will give him the courage he needs .

" i - . " stuttered word , tongue too thick in mouth , choking whatever he intended to say . coward . he swallows thickly , tries to swallow his heart back into his chest from where it is crying out in pity and hurt and a desperate plea . " why do you think i don't ? " turn the conversation's spotlight away from him to her , question why it isn't obvious with the way he drapes himself over her shoulders , pulls farrah onto his lap , forces his way into her personal space because he cares , and cares , and loves so much it hurts .

[starwhispcrs]

gently kissing everyone on the forehead who sent me memes <3

[ohisms]

𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑩𝑼𝑻 𝑽𝑼𝑳𝑵𝑬𝑹𝑨𝑩𝑳𝑬 .    ( soft  angst  starters.   )

❛  i  can’t  do  this  without  you .  ❜ ❛  it’s  not  safe  for  people  to  see  us  together .  ❜ ❛  please  don’t  leave  me  alone .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  know .  ❜ ❛  just  go .   get  out  of  here ,   go .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  even  trust  myself ,   anymore .  ❜ ❛  there’s  nothing  left  for  me  here .  ❜ ❛  i  still  need  you .  ❜ ❛  i  only  wanted  to  help .  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  doing  this ?  ❜ ❛  tell  me  it’s  not  true .   please .  ❜ ❛  i  have  to  do  this  alone .  ❜ ❛  how  did  you  get  this  scar ?  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  tell  me .  ❜ ❛  don’t  yell  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i  never  meant  to  hurt  you .  ❜ ❛  things  are  getting  bad  again .  ❜ ❛  you  should  go .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  said  enough .  ❜ ❛  how  dare  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  still  here ?  ❜ ❛  you  deserve  better .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  talk  about  it .  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  fix  this ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  you  hate  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  just  want  to  feel  something .  ❜ ❛  don’t  lie  to  me .  ❜ ❛  did  you  ever  care  about  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  regret  any  of  it .   not  a  single  thing .  ❜ ❛  how  could  you  say  that ?  ❜ ❛  i  never  asked  for  this .  ❜ ❛  this  isn’t  you .  ❜ ❛  i  need  to  go .   i  can’t  be  here .  ❜ ❛  what’s  that  supposed  to  mean ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  sober  enough  to  talk  about  this .  ❜ ❛  thank  you  for  being  gentle  with  me .  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  possibly  trust  you ?   after  all  you’ve  done ?  ❜ ❛  don’t  run  away  from  this .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  understand .  ❜ ❛  please ,  i  can’t  do  this  right  now .  ❜ ❛  can  you  forgive  me ?  ❜

[starwhispcrs]

life is Busy but i will be here.... Soon :')

[fairycosmos]

how to get rid of the feeling that there is something irreversibly and unforgiveably wrong with you?????????

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐣𝐨𝐣𝐢 𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  lyric  sentence  starters  taken  from  various  joji  songs.  )

❛ will your tongue still remember the taste of my lips? ❜

❛ will your lover caress you the way, that i did? ❜

❛ i just wanna make sure you’re okay. ❜

❛ i thought we’d last forever. ❜

❛ the demons told me everything. they whisper in the night. ❜

❛ you don’t know me, what the fuck you mean? ❜

❛ i’m a bitter fuck. ❜

❛ i don’t wanna live in my skin no more. ❜

❛ i won’t fuck with you if you don’t fuck with me. ❜

❛ so tell me, am i crazy? ❜

❛ i don’t wanna waste my time if i can’t be by your side. ❜

❛ you’re only on my mind when i need you. ❜

❛ i promise you my heart is made of gold. ❜

❛ would it kill you just to throw a little bit of attention? ❜

❛ would you hate me if i said goodbye? ❜

❛ i don’t smile for the camera, only smile for you. ❜

❛ don’t follow me, you’ll end up in my arms. ❜

❛ you should be with him, i can’t compete. ❜

❛ i’ll see you in the next life. ❜

❛ i promise i won’t lie, we’ll make it out alive. ❜

❛ so punish me, i’m hanging on your noose. ❜

❛ so pull me up so i can breathe with you. ❜

❛ i can’t get over you. ❜

❛ teach me to love just to let me go. ❜

❛ but right now i’m just not strong enough for you. ❜

❛ i don’t feel the way they programmed me to feel today. ❜

❛ you and i, we are one in the same. ❜

❛ i wish you were here with me now. ❜

❛ right now, laying here alone is heaven. ❜

❛ i just need you one more time to get it right, you know. ❜

❛ i fell for your magic, i tasted your skin. ❜

❛ i know you’re not in love like you used to be. ❜

❛ when night falls i am your escape. ❜

❛ when you lay alone, i ache. ❜

❛ if you’ve been waiting for falling in love, you don’t have to wait on me. ❜

❛ i’ve been aiming for heaven above, but an angel ain’t what i need. ❜

❛ not anyone, you’re the one. ❜

❛ what you want is what i want, sincerity. ❜

❛ hold me close cause you never know just how long our lives will be. ❜

❛ there’s something in your laugh that makes me fear the way you smile. ❜

❛ we can pretend we’re normal people. ❜

❛ we don’t gotta love each other right, we just gotta make it through the night. ❜

❛ by the way you move, i know you want me to. ❜

❛ if you ever go, all the songs that we like will sound like bittersweet lullabies. ❜

❛ those chills that i knew, they were nothing without you. ❜

❛ you’re the one i can’t lose. ❜

❛ no one loves me like you do. ❜

❛ since i met you, all the gloomy days just seem to shine a little more brightly. ❜

❛ have you ever loved? would you go again? ❜