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seungminnie :((
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k. seungmin — cinema.
SUMMARY: after a long night of attending your first baseball game, you take a tranquil walk back to your hotel alongside your favorite ball fan and closest friend. introduced to you by your older brother chris, kim seungmin also happens to be the owner of your heart, and you soon discover that there's a lot more beneath the surface of his feelings.
TLDR: kim seungmin confesses his feelings for you in the only way he knows how.
WORD COUNT: 3.1k
ꨄ︎: yeah so i finally saw stray kids in toronto and cinema inspired me so hard. y'all don't understand that song is my SHIT. anyway seungmin is literally my baby and he's so sweet and adorable and i love him so bad. for the record here i had to modify the timeline of dominATE a little bit to fit the storyline & the song which you'll understand later on. anyway enjoy, and happy reading! xo
guys this is so real
Can you do a seungmin fic and hes a tsundere but one time you catch him whining to his friends on how he cant tell you how he DESPERATLY loves you???
This Idiot Loves You
kim seungmin x reader
Warnings:angust, romance, university au,jealousy, emotional confusion, kissing, possessive behavior, hurt/comfort
Word count:10k
A/n:honestly I don’t even know what to say about this 😭 I can’t say I liked it and good news: I actually managed to write something without smut 🤓 idk if you wanted it without any, but if you want smut you gotta specify it first bc I don’t wanna look weird writing smut out of nowhere
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𝒔𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒍, 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒉 𝑲𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒏📍
Seoul National University was alive with the crisp energy of autumn. Red and golden leaves drifted across the wide pathways, students hurried between towering buildings with coffee cups in hand, and the distant sound of music practice floated from the arts department. You were in your third year of Korean Literature, sharing a cozy off-campus apartment near the subway station with your best friend, Hye-jin.
Hye-jin was loud, loyal, and endlessly entertaining — the kind of friend who roasted you mercilessly but would fight anyone who looked at you wrong. She studied Graphic Design, changed her hair color every few weeks, and had zero tolerance for anyone who hurt the people she cared about. Especially when that someone was Kim Seungmin.
No one knew. Not Hye-jin, not his friends from the Music department, not a single soul on campus. What existed between you and Seungmin was buried deep — hidden behind sharp words, cold stares, and stolen moments that left you breathless.
It had started four months ago at the big end-of-semester party on a rooftop near campus. The night was warmer than usual for autumn, fairy lights strung everywhere, bass pulsing through the crowd. You and Seungmin already knew each other from your shared elective class in Contemporary Asian Literature. Your debates were infamous: he called you an “overly idealistic dreamer,” and you shot back that he was a “cynical asshole afraid of his own feelings.”
That night, after yet another heated argument about a Han Kang novel, Seungmin grabbed your wrist and pulled you into the dimly lit side corridor, away from the noise. You expected another lecture. Instead, he backed you against the cool wall, eyes dark and intense under the weak lighting, and growled low:
“You irritate the hell out of me… but I can’t stop thinking about you.”
The first kiss was rough, desperate, almost angry — like he was punishing both of you for the pull between you. His hands gripped your waist, body pressing into yours as if he needed you to survive. After that night, it became a dangerous, addictive pattern.
Late-night texts. “Meet me at the parking lot behind the library.” Heated make-out sessions in the shadows of the music building after classes, in the back seat of his car with the windows fogged up, or pressed against the emergency stairwell wall when no one was around. Always intense. Always breathless. Hands roaming, lips urgent, soft gasps swallowed in the dark… but it never went further. Seungmin never asked you to be his girlfriend. He never said anything sweet. After kissing you like the world was ending, he would pull away, run a hand through his hair, mutter something dry, and leave.
And the worst part? In front of everyone else, Kim Seungmin acted like he could barely stand you.
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It was a regular Thursday afternoon. The autumn wind tugged at your scarf as you left your Criticism of Literature class, arms full of heavy books and notes. Your hair was tied up messily, a loose knit sweater over your university shirt, backpack slipping off one shoulder.
In the main courtyard near the popular campus café, you spotted him. Seungmin was leaning against the low stone wall, surrounded by his friends. Hyunjin was dramatically waving his arms while telling a story, Felix laughing brightly, and Changbin chewing on a warm sweet potato pastry. Seungmin stood with his arms crossed, expression neutral, earphones hanging around the neck of his black jacket.
seungmin bias!
pairing: skz ot8 (separate) x reader
summary: you ask your boyfriend for a certain photocard from his group
warnings: this is my first fic and idk what i’m doing
a/n: this is also a kim seungmin appreciation post
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐎𝐒 ˚. ᵎᵎ
𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: han jisung x fem!reader, bsf to lovers!
𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: very loosely based off of super smash bros by yung gravy and bbno$ 😭😭
𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒/𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: partying, cringe, kissing, awkward at times but i guess its cute 😭, a lot of people ship reader x jisung, yes i did steal katseye's ep name (stream btw)
𝐀/𝐍: guys i lwk hate this so bad but its one of the only things thats been rotting in my drafts for the past 3 months 😭 and i haven't posted since june, so i might as well!! tysm for all my followers who stuck with me during my summer hiatus, i appreciate you sm <3
𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
Minho throws the kind of parties that feel like they exist outside the rules of time.
You know the kind—neon lights bleeding into the walls, music vibrating the floorboards, a living room full of people who look like they all accidentally dressed for different events. There’s a girl in a ballgown next to a guy in pajama pants, someone’s cousin is taking shots with a skateboard propped against the kitchen wall, and you just saw a guy eating shredded cheese straight out of the bag.
It’s chaos. Beautiful, buzzing, semi-toxic chaos.
And of course—Han Jisung is right in the middle of it.
You spot him leaning against the kitchen counter, red Solo cup in one hand, half-eaten slice of pizza in the other. His hair’s a little messy, he’s wearing that oversized graphic tee he definitely stole from Chan, and he’s grinning like he’s already had one too many.
He doesn’t see you yet, which gives you a second to soak him in.
Why he looks good tonight is beyond you. He always looks good, sure. But tonight, there’s something different. Or maybe it’s just that you’re allowing yourself to notice it. The way his eyes crinkle when he laughs. How his chains glint when he tilts his head just right. The way he talks with his hands and somehow manages to make spilling beer look charming.
You hate him.
“Y/N!” he spots you before you can look away. “Hey—hey, c’mere!”
You roll your eyes, but you’re already walking toward him.
“Nice of you to show up,” he teases, eyes sparkling. “I was starting to think you ditched me for your boring real friends.”
You flick the rim of his cup. “Would’ve, but then who would make sure you don’t climb on the table again?”
“I make one toast standing on a coffee table and suddenly I’m a liability.”
“You made it with your shirt off.”
“Exactly. Memorable.”
You try not to laugh. You fail.
He nudges your arm with his elbow. “Drink?”
“Only if you’re not making it.”
“That hurts,” he says, dramatically clutching his chest. “I’ll have you know my mixology skills are—”
“Illegal in three countries?”
“Legendary.”
He drags you toward the drink station with zero coordination, spilling a bit of something pink onto his own shoes. The two of you end up pressed together at the counter, half surrounded by people trying to pour their own drinks without losing their dignity.
His shoulder brushes yours. It lingers. It always does.
“You look good,” he says casually, too casually.
You glance over at him. “You’re drunk.”
“So? Doesn’t mean I’m wrong.”
You don’t respond. You just sip your drink, hoping the blush rising up your neck doesn’t show in the LED light.
Two hours later, the party is somehow even more unhinged.
Someone brought glow sticks. There’s an aggressive dance circle forming in the middle of the living room. You’ve watched three different people try to open a bottle of wine with a shoe.
You’re on the back patio now, leaning against the railing, cold air hitting your skin in a way that sobers you just enough. Jisung slips out after you a few minutes later, eyes a little glassy, cheeks flushed.
“No more tequila for Minho,” you say without turning.
He groans. “Absolutely not. That man danced to silence for, like, ten minutes.”
You laugh and look over at him. He’s standing next to you now, arms folded on the railing, face turned up toward the sky.
“You okay?” you ask, voice low.
“Yeah. Just needed a sec,” he says, then adds, “Also, you left me in there with a girl who tried to convince me she had psychic powers.”
“She probably sensed your stupidity.”
He gasps, mock-offended. “I’m wounded.”
“Your ego’s bulletproof, you’ll survive.”
He looks over at you then. Really looks. “You always do that.”
“Do what?”
“Say something brutal and then look at me like you’re not worried I’ll take it to heart.”
“I’m not worried. You like it.”
He shrugs, smiling. “Yeah, I do.”
The air feels heavier now. Less ha-ha-funny and more something else. There’s silence, but not the awkward kind. The kind that crackles. That waits.
You take a breath. “So… this is fun.”
“The party?”
“No. Just… this. You and me. Like always.”
“Yeah,” he says, quiet. “Like always.”
Then he says your name—softly, like he’s testing how it feels in his mouth.
You turn. “Yeah?”
“You ever think about it?” he asks.
“About what?”
“About… us. Being something else.”
It’s a dangerous question. One you’ve avoided. But it’s hanging there now, suspended between you, breath visible in the cold air.
You nod slowly. “Sometimes.”
His tongue runs along the inside of his cheek. He looks away. Then back.
“I think about it all the time.”
Your heart does something ridiculous. Stupid. Hopeful.
“…So what are you waiting for?” you ask.
He smiles a little. Steps closer. “An opening.”
You raise your eyebrow. “This one clear enough for you?”
He doesn’t answer with words. Just reaches out, hand sliding to the back of your neck, and kisses you.
And it’s—
It’s fireworks.
Not the big, theatrical kind. The slow, sparking, grounding kind. The kind that feels like home and adrenaline and finally.
His lips move against yours like he’s done this before—in a dream maybe, or a daydream. His hand finds your waist, yours knot in his shirt, and for a second, you’re not at a party. You’re just… yours. Together.
When you finally break apart, he rests his forehead against yours.
"Took me long enough, huh?”
You huff a quiet laugh. “Took both of us.”
The door creaks open behind you. Someone yells, “They’re kissing!” like it's the headline of the night, and within seconds you're being pulled back inside to a chorus of groans, cheers, and a very loud “FINALLY!”
Jisung mutters under his breath, “We’re never gonna hear the end of this.”
You smile. “Probably not.”
He laces his fingers with yours just as someone hands you a shot and yells for Minho to give another toast. The music’s too loud, the lights too bright—but he doesn’t let go.
hope you enjoyed <33
todays playlist....
my sobs as i watched squid games while editing, venom by skz, 10 months by enhypen, miroh by skz, fantastic baby by bigbang, all in by skz, boy bi by mad tsai, woke up in tokyo by babymon, how sweet by newjeans, da da da by mad tsai, bad desire by enhypen, super smash bros by yung gravy and bbno$
*bold is explicit*
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WHOS READY FOR KARMA??
ME
im not
uh whats karma??
marry me.
Lee Know x reader. (f) SFW
Synopsis: It starts as joke and have been running between you and Minho for a while — until it isn’t anymore. (2,4k words)
Control Group: Me
Pairing: Seungmin x Reader
Rating: General
Word count: 2,358
Content warnings: established relationship, playful arguing, “he loves me / he loves me not” flower trope, weaponized logic, dramatic overreaction to incorrect results, affectionate bickering, soft sidewalk sunset vibes, light teasing and sarcasm, hand holding and a sweet kiss, chaos disguised as science, stubborn x stubborn dynamic, emotional reassurance, and one man personally offended on behalf of facts, logic, and his own reputation
Summary: A quiet walk back from a coffee run turns unexpectedly dramatic when you decide to let a random flower determine whether Seungmin loves you, much to his growing horror. As your playful experiment delivers the wrong answer, Seungmin takes matters into his own hands, hijacking the “test” and turning it into a string of undeniable, heartfelt confessions. By the time the last petal falls, the results are no longer up for debate, only reinforced with certainty, laughter, and a love that refuses to be left to chance.
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@pixie-felix, @imsleepingwhataboutu
The sun is slowly starting to set on the day as you walk down the sidewalk with Seungmin, the two of you had just gone for a coffee run for the both of you and Felix who was back at the apartment setting up your gaming night that you all had planned. You and Seungmin walk together at a steady pace, you hold the bag of baked goods that you had ordered to share with the two men while Seungmin holds a drink caddy of extra drinks for all of you.
Cause I'm your home [pt 2] - Changbin
plot: you get hired as a nanny to watch changbin's daughter and life suddenly turns around for you, but what he doesn't know is that you are actually broke and living in your car. a lifestyle you can't let him know about as you can't lose the one thing good in your life, him and his daughter.
pairing: single dad! changbin x fem! reader
genre: angst, single dad x nanny, hurt/comfort, slightly suggestive (lol what is happening to me)
word count: 5.4k
warnings: mentions of domestic violence in relationship, parents leaving, suggestive (make out),
a/n: I can't believe so many of you loved the first part and for that I'm suuuuper grateful so of course I come with a second part!
masterlist | part one
The weekend was nearing its end on Monday. You had to go back to Changbin’s and face the embarrassment again. On friday you had called in sick and before Changbin could ask any questions about you or the situation you hung up. You felt bad letting Eunyeong down by, for her, randomly not showing up. But even a kid would know that you can’t help being sick. Both you and Changbin did everything in your power to keep Eunyeong away from the negative situation, which meant you had to go back to normal. But how could you? You had stood there face to face with Changbin and told him that you love both of them, at the same time as he had found out that you were living in your car.
You had to change your parking spots as you were afraid Changbin might see you in the supermarket again. A part of you wanted to call in sick again for this upcoming work week, but it wouldn’t be worth it. You knew you weren’t coming in for the money anymore, it was about Eunyeong. If it kept on for too long she would soon understand that you weren’t coming back at all. Changbin never mentioned Eunyeong’s mother and where she was, in the house there were no pictures of her and Eunyeong never talked about her either. But what she did mention was that she wasn’t outside a lot, and if she wasn’t in school she felt really lonely. Something inside of you related to that feeling of hers, she had you and you had her.
Would it really be so bad to go back? Maybe Changbin could look past it, he had tried texting you but you still refused to read any of them. Your mind was filled with messages that didn’t exist, imaginations of what there could be in those messages. Maybe he already fired you over text? Should you really be coming back then? Or was it worth a try to go?
A part of you wanted to approach Changbin about this. Just tell him everything and explain why things had become how they were. You never doubted that he would understand, in fact, he would probably understand better than anyone else right now. But the embarrassment always took over, and with Eunyeong around you just always seemed to forget about the bad stuff for a while. And now that you had also admitted that you loved him along with Eunyeong, then what more could you do? Feeling like this for someone who also was your employer wasn’t at all right, but deep in your memories you remember what he had said as well.
“I shouldn’t be feeling like that for you as you help my daughter every day“
Did he really mean it in the way that you had too? Was all of it real? And what did he think of you now? What if running out ruined everything? There were so many questions and you could have your answers if you went back, but you couldn’t.
Back in his home Changbin felt the same. He didn’t know what to do. His feelings never changed, in fact he longed even more to bring you into his home and make you feel safe. But something right now felt impossible to him. He kept wondering what had happened to you that made you so closed in, who put you in that position?
“I can’t let someone in again, because he put me in that situation”
The sentence replayed in his head multiple times, wh was this “he” that you were talking about?
Monday came too fast, here you were once again parked in the same supermarket parking lot, not ready at all but having to drive over to Eunyeong’s school again to pick her up. If you didn’t start driving soon you would end up being late but both your breathing and shaky hands were difficult to control. It was nothing to be nervous about right now. Eunyeong knows nothing about your situation and you could easily be out before Changbin came home. Or all you would have to do was say hi and then go, as you did in the start.
Or so you thought. The drive with Eunyeong was as it always was, you discussed what she did at school, she showed you a drawing she made and of course asked why you didn’t come see her during Friday even if she knew you were sick. She was mostly curious about how sick you were, but one excuse was done and Eunyeong had already let it pass. When you drove up the familiar driveway your usual spot wasn’t there, because Changbin’s car was already here. Which made Eunyeong ecstatic to see that her dad was home already but you couldn’t move. Your body froze and your ears had closed out Eunyeong’s happy squeals and questions to why you weren’t moving or unlocking the door.
“Huh what?” you said as you snapped out. Looking to your right and seeing Eunyeong’s confused face.
“I think my dad is home! See! It’s his car!” she said while pointing to the black SUV in front of you. “Let’s go inside! He is never home now!” she continued while pulling at the car door.
“Yes… yes Eunyeong we will wait a second” you answered while unbuckling your belt and hers. She was barely out of the seat yet and her first instinct was to open the door and not unbuckle first.
You understood Eunyeong right now, and she was the most important part of this job. If she says go inside you obviously have to go inside. Even if he was in there waiting for the two of you. Because you knew that this wasn’t a coincidence that he was suddenly home from his work on the first day of this week, the first day you are back from the weekend. After not seeing each other for three days now, you knew that he had probably planned this himself. While unlocking the car door Eunyeong basically flew out the door and ran up the driveway. You followed close behind while trying to control your breathing, it would all be fine and you tried your best to convince yourself that he wouldn’t be mad about this. Even if it was difficult, go in there for Eunyeong and Eunyeong only. Yet your heart was telling you it was also for someone else.
Your shaky hands slowly went up to unlock the door and once again Eunyeong was already way past you and inside in an instant. And it was like Changbin appeared at the door as soon as it was unlocked, making your breath hitched at the sight of him again.
“Daaaad!” Eunyeong yelled as she ran inside, shoes and jacket still on, as she jumped into his arms. The sight made your nervous heart disappear, it was warming you a lot that Eunyeong got to see her dad as soon as she came home. Even if it bothered you that he was probably here to talk to you, you couldn’t let your own feelings go over her’s.
“Hi Yeongie, had a good day at school?” he answered while helping her take off her jacket and shoes, not paying any attention to you so far.
“Yes! Today I raised my hand and the answer was right! I’m so smart!” she said, having even more energy than she’s ever had before. You could tell it wasn’t often that she got to see her dad immediately after school and tell him what happened. So all you could do was admire the sight as you undressed as well.
“That you are! Why don’t you run up and wash your hands and then we have a snack in the backyard?” he asked her, making her jump up and down.
“Really?! Y/N! I get to play in the back!” she turned around and ran up to you, making you smile and giggle with her.
“I heard! Go wash up quickly then so we can play more?” she only nodded at you and immediately took off upstairs, almost like she could fly as her tiny body disappeared.
Only silence was left between you and Changbin. You didn’t know where to look as you stood in the narrow hallway with him, it was either looking at him or the roof. So you tried looking at anything but him. But it was also impossible. His eyes were actively searching for yours while yours were doing their best to avoid his. Someone had to say something, but you didn’t know what to start with. You could either address it immediately or pretend like nothing had happened the last time you were here.
Like he hadn’t seen you at your worst and broken down the last time he looked into your eyes.
“Y/N, would you please look at me?” he suddenly said, starling you while you closed your eyes out of frustration.
Your gaze fell down instead as you felt the stress making your eyes water. This was not gonna happen again, you did your best to blink the tears away but nothing could make you look up at him. So instead he had taken the step and walked closer to you. He didn’t do anything, he started by just standing close to you. Then eventually moved his hands up to your shoulders, trying to get you to look at him again.
“Y/N we don’t have to talk about it now, just please let’s get through this day. I don’t wanna make you uncomfortable, so let’s wait until Eunyeong is asleep and we can talk then. But right now you don’t have to think about it. Just see this as a normal work day” he said, his head close to yours but still not looking at each other. His words took you by surprise, making you slowly raise your head. Hands quickly drying the tears stained on your cheeks. “Please?” he said now that you were looking at each other. And with no words you nodded at his question, making him give you that pretty smile he has always had.
“Dad! Y/N! I’m done now, let’s eat!” Eunyeong said while running down the stairs, interrupting the two in the hallway.
Both of them took a deep breath together while moving on with the day as usual. Eunyeong got her snack which consisted of a sandwich and some fruit, yet she seemed more focused on the backyard as she grabbed the snack and immediately ran towards the glass sliding doors at the back of the living room. Nothing in the moment seemed bad between you and Changbin, probably because the moment of Eunyeong being happy took over and it was all the two of you could think about. You could see that this moment meant a lot to Eunyeong, not only because Changbin was home today but because you were here with them. You didn’t know that yourself, but both Changbin and Eunyeong knew that this was more special because you were here with them. And they didn’t wanna change anything about it.
Eunyeong had fallen asleep in your arms, all her energy was drained from playing outside and her dinner definitely played a part in this too since Changbin had made some meatballs and pasta for her, her favorite. Putting her in her pajamas you tucked her in as usual and as always took in the warm feeling of seeing her once again. Slowly closing the door, trying your best to not wake her up. Changbin was waiting downstairs and you knew this conversation would end up happening at some point now. You just wished you could run away from it.
As you reached the bottom of the stairs Changbin was already sitting on the couch with two cups of tea in front of him. You tried making yourself as ready as you could be for this conversation, letting your feet drag you into the living room and join Changbin on the couch. You sat on the one in front of him just like you did during your interview and let the heat from the cup spread between your hands. It was just as quiet as before, but now you felt like you could look at him. Now and then hiding behind the cup as you take a sip of your tea.
“Do you wanna start or should…?” you asked nervously, trying to just get this over with somehow.
“I just…” he starts, not really knowing where and how he should put it. So you just stay quiet until he knows what to say. “I wondered where I went wrong. Did I push you too far or did I make you uncomfortable?”
“No, no why would you say that-”
“Because I felt like I could’ve made you open up more, or maybe if you were more comfortable you would’ve told me…” you could see where this was going, and it wasn’t what you had intended for this to turn into. He was blaming himself. And you understood where he was coming from, because he was never supposed to find out the way that he did.
In the end you had never really planned for him to find out at all, because you never expected for yourself to feel the way you felt about him. His drive to keep you safe, letting you stay here if it was late at night, seeing you as a good nanny for Eunyeong, just seeing you and who you were as a person, everything that he did for you made your heart skip beats that you hadn’t felt before. That the void your ex left in you that led you to being homeless was being filled by someone who wanted to keep you around and never let you go, he happened to be someone who employed you. And now he was blaming himself for what someone else did to you.
“Changbin please… just listen” you said, looking at him with desperate but sad eyes. And with that he kept quiet, fiddling with his hands, now he was just as nervous as you had been before. “You don’t have to blame yourself at all. None of this is on you and I never really planned for this to even get out. I just needed a job and for you to employ me on such short notice I have never been so grateful in my entire life. But you and Eunyeong have been so lovely towards me that this didn’t feel like a job anymore. You both make me forget that I have a miserable lifestyle outside of this that it never really crossed my mind to tell you. But whenever you asked me to stay here I felt nervous because not only is this your home I’m also…” towards the end you wondered if you should bring up the end of your last conversation. But maybe it was too early… “Embarrassed” you answered instead, which wasn’t a lie either.
“You know… Eunyeong doesn’t know that much about her mother. It’s been difficult managing everything because it keeps feeling like I let my daughter down” he starts, making you nervous about what actually happened before you came here. “Eunyeong’s mother decided she couldn’t handle the responsibility so she left a little before Eunyeong had her first birthday. Since then I’ve done everything I can to make sure that she has it well and I never knew what the missing piece was… until you showed up. I never asked for you to be her mother, never would I put that on you. But you became someone who saw her and I’ve never admired someone as much as I admire you Y/N” he continued, your heart skipping a beat at how he never forgot to mention that you were special to him.
You didn’t understand how someone could just leave on them, you weren’t a mother yourself so of course everyone had their reasons. But these two were the best thing that had happened to you and if anything, you only wanted them to stay in your life forever. Yet Changbin wasn’t done, as you didn’t know what to say either, he wasn’t done making sure that you knew how he felt for you.
“Is it so difficult for you to believe that I do wanna keep you safe? Not only as Eunyeong’s nanny but also as someone I’m interested in?” he asked, making your eyes go big from his sudden confession. “Y/N I know that this is probably very unprofessional of me to say, simply because I employed you. But I also wanna be honest and say that I find you so interesting, and I really wanna get to know you more outside of this. I don’t care if you live in your car, because the only thing I see and think about is the person right in front of me now” he continued, making your eyes water a little bit from his sweet words. “You take such good care of Eunyeong and I’m so grateful that I found you. Not only because of this job, also because I see you, I really do. And I want you to know that when I ask you to stay here it’s because I care, not because I feel sorry for you or feel like you’re any less than anyone. I know that you can work hard on your own, but you work so hard that you don’t see the damage you do to yourself. If someone walks past your car they could easily smash your windows and hurt you and I…” he pauses, not wanting to finish his sentence as he thinks of something. “I don’t know what I would do if you got hurt living like that”
Right now you can't keep your emotions inside anymore. To think that someone cared for you so much that even the thought of you getting hurt was hurting him, and to think that someone just wanted you to be safe, what a feeling that was. And right now you could only express it through tears, because you didn’t know where to go at all. Changbin reacted immediately as he saw your panicked tear stained face. He was quickly by your side and taking the cup into his hands to place on the table. He placed his hands on either side of your shoulders and like a perfect puzzle piece he brought you into a much needed hug.
However long you needed he let you cry into his shoulders, tightening his hug around you as he could feel your panicked shaking body. One hand was going up and down your back and he himself wanted to cry as he couldn’t imagine what was going through your head right now. That you must be very overwhelmed and panicked from all of this and all he could do was hug you.
“Y/N you always have a home here okay? I don’t want you to doubt that, okay?” he asked, not expecting an answer. But against his shoulder he could feel a small nod as your hand gripped the side of his shirt. And that was more than enough of an answer for him.
The next day you woke up in a comfortable bed. A bed that certainly wasn’t yours, but you quickly realized that you were still at Changbin’s place. Checking the time it was in the middle of the day, which made you shoot up and fly out the bedroom door. You had to pick Eunyeong up in an hour yet you were still here and not even properly dressed. When the door opened you were immediately met with Changbin sitting on the couch, same as yesterday. Looking to the couch on the right you saw a pillow and a blanket folded, making you realize he slept out here and you had taken the bed.
He must’ve seen you puzzle everything together since he quickly walked up to you and stood in the way of you seeing the living room.
“I know what you’re thinking, and you fell asleep on the couch first. I put you on the bed, it was my decision. So please don’t feel bad about it. I didn’t wanna change your clothes since you were still sleeping but I was gonna start some lunch soon, so feel free to find something of mine to use, okay?” Just like yesterday he ended his sentence with an okay, just to see if you were both okay with the situation but also to not make you doubt his words. He was making sure that you understood that none of this was any pressure and it was all his decision, so nothing was wrong from your side.
“Okay… but what about Eunyeong? I have to pick her up”
“Oh it’s all good, I arranged for her to go home with a friend she has in the neighbourhood. Before I thought about having a nanny for her they used to go home together a lot. But I had to hire a nanny because Eunyeong didn’t really like going to their house. So for her request I changed it up, so now it should be fine since she’s coming straight home”
With everything sorted he explained that you would still be paid for this day, even if money was the least you could think about right now. But he explained that he had to go back to work later in the evening for a few hours so you needed to do your usual routine with Eunyeong.
While in Changbin’s room again you felt bad to use his clothes, but his “okay” method was working as you also would feel bad to keep using your own now. Since you had actually agreed with him. It somehow made you smile, that he had found his way to make you trust him but also be okay with everything that was happening. So you just grabbed a pair of grey sweatpants and a simple black shirt. When you walked back out again the smell of food met your nose and it almost felt like a home should feel like.
As Changbin finished up cooking some lunch he looked around and suddenly saw you. And even if your eyes couldn’t read his, there were a million compliments running through his mind right now. To see you make yourself at home in his house, it made him feel a lot of different feelings and his heart was beating rapidly.
“It smells nice” you said as you leaned against the dinner table.
He answered with his usual cute smile and plated everything up. You could tell that something inside of him was so happy right now that he got you to use his clothes and let you cook for him. The lunch though had become rather quiet, maybe because you took it slow. Nothing had happened between the two of you, but some type of intimacy was growing. None of you were in denial of what you felt for each other, but it was difficult for both of you to take that next step and confess something more. Changbin had already but you didn’t know how to respond to it. You didn’t want him to feel used for his home, you still only had your car.
Then suddenly the door opened and Eunyeong was home from school, bringing you both back to the reality of employer and the employed.
Changbin had promised to be back quickly from work, he still wanted to talk about yesterday’s topics but also explore what you two had even more. Eunyeong had been ecstatic to see that you were already at their house and wanted the two of you to start playing immediately. But just like yesterday she fell asleep as all the playing and jumping was tiring her out a lot. So after a quick dinner Eunyeong was soon in bed, leaving you with a quiet home. Changbin had requested you to start using both the TV and his books more as his shelves collected a lot of dust, so today you thought the TV could be worth a try.
You tried your best to become even more comfortable in his home, but a part of you still stayed scared since you didn’t know how long this could last. You didn’t wanna use it as if you were staying permanently, you were still just working here. But at the same time Changbin seemed upset if you didn’t do that, so you tried as much as you could.
A sudden ring on the doorbell startled you. Looking at the clock, Changbin would not be home until another 10 minutes, he had sent you a previous text saying he was gonna start driving from work soon which wasn’t too far away. But he also wouldn’t ring the bell if it was his own home. So who could be showing up at this hour?
You approached the door slowly, trying to think about who it possibly could be. And when your hands unlocked the door and let it open, it definitely wasn’t who you expected it to be.
“Minsu?!” your ex boyfriend. Not only your ex boyfriend but also the guy who put you in your car from the start.
“Y/N finally, I’ve been trying to contact you” you didn’t know if he actually meant that, as he was blocked on every platform that he could be blocked on, including his phone number.
“But how… why are you here?” you asked, panic rising as Eunyeong was upstairs and this was not even your home, so how did he find you?
“Why are you here? That is my question. You don’t even live here?” and how did he even know that?
“How do you even know I was here then?”
“Oh you think just because you moved out I wouldn’t know? Your car is parked at the supermarket down the road, not difficult to figure out. Also those boxes in your car? You don’t even live here do you?”
All of this was just creeping you out, how could he think that this behaviour was normal? Without answering you closed the door in his face, even with Eunyeong upstairs you thought about how slamming it on him would wake her up. And she would have to see an unfamiliar man at her doorstep. You heard him yell from outside and you never thought this nightmare would come back to you. You didn’t know why he was here or why you would even care. All you cared about was if he left soon.
The door was locked and he kept yelling stuff through the door, you just kept his words outside of your head, hoping to fade away from this soon. And just like a knight in shining armour you heard another familiar voice outside, Changbin’s voice.
“Excuse me, who are you?” you heard Changbin ask Minsu outside the door.
“Minsu. Who are you?”
“I live here, why are you outside of here yelling and bothering my family?”
Family. What a weird word, yet it felt so comforting and nice hearing Changbin call you that. Or maybe he didn’t wanna tell Minsu you were inside even if he already knew that. But it still puts a small smile on your face to think that Changbin included you in that word.
“Family? Her?! Yeah sure that girl has never earned anything-”
“That girl has a name and if you don’t get off of my porch soon I will call the cops on you, so please leave”
And with that there was nothing more to the conversation, indicating that Minsu had left already. As the front door opened, revealing a frustrated Changbin his eyes immediately saw yours peeking out from the kitchen. Making him drop his bag and throw his shoes off to run to you immediately and bring you in for a hug.
“Hey, did he hurt you? How long has he been out there? Who was he?” all of his questions were filling your mind, but all you could do was try your best to feel safe in his arms.
Trying to let the time pass you both made sure Minsu had left before you could sit down and talk. You promised him everything was fine but you had to tell him now why things were like they were, whether it was crushing you or not. You knew that you could trust Changbin with this information. So you sat him down at the dinner table to tell him everything.
“Basically me and Minsu used to date. It was lovely and eventually he moved into my apartment with me. But the longer we lived together the more I saw his bad sides and he eventually decided to…” you started, not really wanting to say it out loud but you had to. Changbin could see it was difficult for you and took your hands into his. “He decided to put his hands on me. And with that he pulled some strings on my work, he somehow got me off my lease to the apartment and with that I had no income and nowhere to live. All because we fought a few times and he had enough, so he hit me. And I had to leave” you said, a single tear leaving your eye.
You weren’t crying because of what happened, it somehow felt good to finally tell someone what happened rather than pushing it away and try to forget about it. The tears came from the relief of finally being able to tell another person what you were going through. And he wasn’t judging you for anything. His thumb was stroking the back of your hand, trying his best to make you feel safe and comforted in his space. And you knew you were, you had not doubted anything at all.
“Y/N I can’t imagine what all of this must’ve felt like for you. But knowing that he is out there and he knows you’re here. Please… stay here. I want you here with me”
With me. Those words meant a lot to you. He wasn’t talking about Eunyeong or the work, he was only talking about the two of you. He stood up from his chair, not letting go of your hand and kneeled down in front of the chair you were sitting in. His hopeful eyes looking into your sad ones, you could see in his eyes that he meant everything he said to you, all he wanted was a yes.
A part of you couldn’t keep your feelings in place anymore, you knew that you wanted to stay here with him. And the ways he wanted you to stay here too only made you even more sure that this was the right decision. But without answering with words you decided to let your feelings guide you instead, so you leaned down and let your lips close the distance between the two of you. He responded immediately, not hesitating to kiss back. Like this was something he had been waiting for forever. Your hands travelled up to the back of his head and his hands fell onto your waist as the two of you stood up, not breaking the kiss.
It felt perfect, the two of you together just like it was meant to be. If he pulled back to catch his breath he closed the distance immediately after that. He never wanted his lips to leave yours, causing him to bring you in more and make it more heated.
When you pulled away to catch your breath again your forehead fell on his, hearing his heavier breathing only made his words sound even more desperate.
“Please Y/N, stay here. Be safe here with me” his hands were still keeping you close to him with a grip on your waist, and your hands brought him closer as they stayed on his neck.
“Okay…” you whispered against his lips.
“Okay?” he whispered back as a smile formed on his lips.
“Yeah, I wanna stay with you” you answered, making him kiss your lips again, and then your cheeks and your entire face, making you giggle.
“You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting for you to say that. You’re safe here with me” he put his head in the crook of your neck and you could still feel his big smile against your shoulder. “I love you so much”
And just like that you knew that when you went to get your car tomorrow, you didn’t have to go into the backseat to sleep anymore. But to go and pick Eunyeong up from school with Changbin as the three of you became a new family together.
taglist for part 2: @7hiyaawinx7 @pemdasislife @gabimatt @cchapssaltteok @mbioooo0000 @cardtak @minobuusumi @peachluffe @bangchans-girl @ttiraminsuu
thank you lovelies for liking this story so much! <3333
📱 NI-KI SMAU : influencer!niki fan!femreader
𐔌˙. y/n is known as the girl who’s always first under Ni-ki’s posts until one day, he notices her. What starts as a fan habit turns into private conversations, blurring the line between follower and something more.
warnings: parasocial relationship, mild obsession, reader calling niki daddy & papi
part 2
# a/n : did this for fun 🥲
bro these accounts keep messaging me pretending they are Bangchan like at least 3 someone call 911 😭😭😭😭
bro these accounts keep messaging me pretending they are Bangchan like at least 3 someone call 911 😭😭😭😭
UNLUCKY?
pairing: student!yang jungwon x student!fem!reader
sypnosis: y/n and jungwon had the same classes but couldn’t really stand each other, for no reason at all. they both didn't know the reason as to why they despised each other, neither did their friends. maybe a group project would help them get along, or maybe something more.
warnings: a LOT of cursing, cliché enemies to lovers im srry, ignore the timestamps!! also English is not my first language😭
featuring: haechan (nct), gawon (meovv), ningning (aespa), asa (babymonster), stella (hearts2hearts), all members of enhypen
•taglist is open!!
006 how did haechan even get here?
masterlist / previous / next
taglist: @roavinza @needywwon @woninlove @cokewithcameron @itsglitt @lilisznq @areikii @hyyhwriter @chocoblogs @clowpjm @sievenderz
Relax
pairing: Boyfriend!Seungmin x F!Reader
synopsis: you notice how stressed your boyfriend has been with work and decide to help him relax.
warnings: fluff, kissing, very very fluffy
wc: 967 (no pun intended)
a/n: haiii this is my first fic and im high key nervy about this butttt here you go. also i was def inspired by his pic in bubble 😛😛
Being an idol was hard, and you knew that. It was hard to have to watch your boyfriend leave so early in the morning and come back so late. He would always come home exhausted, but recently, you could tell he reached his max.
You busily moved around the kitchen, preparing food for Seungmin for when he got home. You were so distracted, you didn't hear the front door open over the sound of the music playing. You stood stirring the pot tteokbokki when you felt a pair of arms wrap around your waist.
You jumped slightly not expecting him to be behind you. Seungmin let out a sigh as he placed a soft kiss on your exposed shoulder. He wrapped his arms around you tighter, resting his head on your shoulder.
You turned off the stove and moved the food off the burner. You turned around and pulled your boyfriend into a hug. "Long day?" you ran your fingers through his hair as you asked.
"Very." He muttered, melting into your touch. "I missed you all day." He pulled away from the hug to place a kiss on your lips.
As you pulled away to grab him and bowl and bring it to the table, he followed closely behind you. Seungmin was already clingy, but when he’s not feeling his best, he clings to you like a lost puppy.
You set down his bowl and went to grab your own. You set it down across him. As soon as you pulled out your chair, he stopped you.
“Jagi, wait no.” You tilted your head, looking at him confused. “Please sit… on me. Not in a weird way. I just really want to feel your body weight. I wanna be close to you.”
You moved your bowl next to his and walked over to him. “Of course, puppy.” You kissed the top of his head before sitting on his lap.
He pulled his bowl closer to him as he wrapped his your arm around your waist, holding you softly but firmly. He took a bit of his food and let out an overdramatic groan. “Oh my god, baby, I love your cooking.”
He placed another kiss on your shoulder as you let out a giggle, taking a bite of your own food. “Thank you, love.”
Seungmin was in the shower as you cleaned up the mess from dinner. The shower turned off as you sat down on the couch. You heard the bathroom door open, and a lightbulb went off in your head.
He walked into the living room to sit with you on the couch. You got up as soon as he sat down, resulting in a groan from him. “Wait!” You excitedly started walking towards your bedroom. “I have an idea!”
You came back out holding two face masks and a big smile on your face. Seungmin smiled simply at the sight of you being so excited over it. “Do you wanna put a face mask on me, honey?”
You nodded your head as you jumped onto the couch. When he gave his nod of approval, you swung your leg over his and straddled him. His hands naturally found your hips.
You put a pink headband with white polka dots on his head to keep his hair out of his face. You kissed him on his head, then both his cheeks, then his nose, then his lips before actually starting to out the mask on his face.
When you finished, you sat up with a smile on your face. “All done! So pretty, Minnie.”
You watched the grin spread across his face. His hands on your hips were firm as he flipped the two of you. “My turn.” He said as he sat on you.
You giggled as you wrapped your arms around him. The tip of his tongue peaked out as it normally did when he was focused on a task.
As soon as he finished putting your mask on, he climbed off you, and pulled you into him. You pulled out your phone and opened your camera before snapping a picture of the two of you doing kissy faces.
You giggled as you sent it to the Stray Kids group chat. There was no real reason for you to be in it, but Seungmin insisted so that you could stay informed on what was going on with the group.
Felix came out from his bedroom a short moment later. “Oh my goodness, face masks? Without me?” He clutched his chest in fake betrayal.
“There’s another one just for you, Lixie!” You tossed him the other face mask that was on the table.
He happily jumped onto the couch with the two of you. You helped Felix put his mask on and fell back into your boyfriend’s arms.
The three of you hung out in the living room for about an hour before Felix headed off to bed. You and Seungmin slowly made your way to his bedroom. You slipped your shirt off, and threw one of his on before climbing into bed with him.
He held out his arms to you and you laid down on his chest. You looked up at him to kiss his cheek and you giggled. “Your face smells good.”
Seungmin flipped so he was on top of you as he peppered kisses across your face. He placed a kiss on your lips before going back to kissing your face. “And you taste good.”
He kissed you for a few more minutes before you two actually settled to go to bed. “How do you feel, my love?”
He kissed the top of your head as she shut his eyes. “I feel very relaxed and way less stressed. Thank you baby. Goodnight, I love you.”
“Goodnight Minnie, I love you.”
divider by: @cursed-carmine
LOVE BEYOND TEASING 🍁
.𖥔 ݁ ˖🛸── .✦ about: SEUNGMIN being your first boyfriend turns into something deeper — even if the boys tease him for dating a ‘baby.’ But with you, he’s softer, more mature, and completely in love.
YOUNGER GIRLFRIEND SERIES MASTERLIST
❛ ━━━━━━・❪ 🐶 ❫ ・━━━━━━ ❜
“You’re sure this isn’t your younger sister or something?”
Chan’s voice was playful, eyebrows raised as he watched Seungmin zip up your hoodie before handing a scarf to you like it was second nature. “Because I swear I’ve never seen you like this before.”
The room chuckled — not mean, not mocking, just... surprised.
“Look at him,” Jisung added, nudging Hyunjin. “All careful and soft. Like he’s in a drama. Who is this guy?”
(UN)LUCKY GIRL SYNDROME ℘ HAN JISUNG's.
ɞ . abstract. for three years, your relationship with han jisung was defined by thirty-six inches of distance, sharp-edged insults, and a mutual vow to never stand each other. but when a broken-down truck and a coastal road trip strip away the noise of the city, the silence between you starts to feel less like a battlefield and more like home. it turns out, hating him was easy—it was the falling in love that was inevitable.
ɞ . warnings / tags. enemies to lovers. forced proximity. past emotional conflict. claustrophobia/tight spaces. constant bickering. consumption of alcohol. mild peril. implied academic stress. pining. slow burn (kind of). two idiots in love. 19k+ words. (listen while reading!) (my masterlist!)
CHAN'S LIVING ROOM SMELLED LIKE overpriced coffee and the faint, underlying scent of lemon floor cleaner that definitely wasn’t doing enough to mask the chaos currently unfolding.
maps were sprawled across the coffee table, chargers were tangled in every corner, and the air was thick with the kind of frantic energy that only exists forty-eight hours before a massive road trip.
"okay, everyone shut up for a second," chan said, his voice straining to keep that responsible dad tone he always defaulted to when the group got too loud. he was squinting at his laptop, the blue light reflecting off his glasses. "i’m looking at the final confirmation for the rental. we’re picking it up friday morning, right?"
"yeah, the big silver one," felix chimed in, leaning over chan’s shoulder with a bag of chips in hand. "the one with the swivel seats so we can actually look at each other while we play mario kart."
seungmin, who was currently using your shoulder as a head rest while he scrolled through his phone, let out a hum of approval. "as long as i’m not sitting next to minho. he pinches."
"i pinch because you breathe too loud," minho countered from the armchair, not even looking up from his book.
chan’s face went pale. it wasn’t a slow drain of color; it was an immediate, ghostly white. he started clicking his mouse aggressively, his brow furrowing. "uh. guys?"
feather-light comfort ~ kim seungmin
pairing ⊹ ⌁ ⃕˖ seungmin x fem!reader
includes ⊹ ⌁ ⃕˖ touchstarved!seungmin, stressed!seungmin, comfort and fluff, very brief angst (a rare achievement for me), established relationship (somewhat), awkward stages of dating, former bsf!reader, reader is implied to work in some form of media/entertainment, very sweet and soft
notes ⊹ ⌁ ⃕˖ hey! so i know this was a request but i’d actually like to make this a series (the idea was just so cute) called “what is love?” for each of the boys, but i’ll probably elaborate more in the future :p also during the entire course of writing this i had to physically repress the urge to dive into full-blown angst and insecurity so i hope i get credit for not doing that
requested here ⊹ ⌁ ⃕˖ m.list here
series name : ❝ what is love? ❞ ⊹ ⌁ ⃕˖ bang chan | lee know | changbin | hyunjin | jisung | felix | seungmin | jeongin
synopsis ⊹ ⌁ ⃕˖ seungmin has made it a point of his character that he is ‘that’ guy. aloof, sarcastic, cynical and begrudgingly affectionate. yet for all his teasing and bravado, he seems to be struggling with one thing: he’s not sure how to ask for love.
SEUNGMIN | OUT OF ANALYSIS 1
PAIRING: Kim Seungmin! x F!Reader
CONTENT: Enemies to Lovers, (Slow burn), Witty Banter & Sarcasm, Intellectual Rivalry, High Tension..
SUMMARY: Your group of friends has a new constant: Seungmin. He is sharp, analytical, and has a frustrating knack for challenging every opinion you hold. What starts as a series of intellectual clashes in crowded bars evolves during a weekend getaway where shared silences and a borrowed jacket bridge the gap between rivalry and attraction. Now, the arguments feel less like combat and more like a prelude. You’ve both stepped out of your comfort zones, and as the tension reaches a breaking point, you’re left with one nagging certainty: the next time you’re this close, neither of you will stop.