Just a lil guy

Paul Rovia has my heart/The Pitt has my soul/ Animal Kingdom has me sobbing Hey all! my nickname is Panini and I'm but a 20 year old shit obsessed with many things

[staycoolnewkid]

“yeah? what if I don’t come back?”

Please just shoot me now.

[staycoolnewkid]

So what if I started watching Animal Kingdom out of a need for more Shawn Hatosy? So what if I’ve become obsessed with a one Andrew Pope Cody? So what if I cry every time Popes on my screen? So what if I feel a deep attachment out of similar traumas and understanding? So what if I love the man despite him staring 24/7 and having socially unacceptable behavior? So what if I tear up every time he shows care for a child or a family member or an old friend because he cares SO MUCH? So what if I firmly believe he deserved so much better?

What then?

[laurens-german]

TARZAN 1999, dir. Chris Buck, Kevin Lima

[softundermoonlight]

Pope Cody I see you everywhere

[elsieloveshenrycreel]

how is everyone coping? can someone please write a small fanfic of the reader finding henry as he’s in the cave reliving his memories and he’s crying and they help him OR one where the reader finds him as he’s dying and they comfort him :(( telling him it’ll be okay and that he’ll finally be at peace

[staycoolnewkid]

God take me back, please take me back 😭😭😭

Because what do you mean this is the end? What do you mean they’re not kids anymore? What do you mean no more monsters, no more silly side quests, no more sad tears and happy tears with these guys?What do you mean it’s over?

I can’t say goodbye yet, not to them 😭

[staycoolnewkid]

The Steve and Dustin scenes are everything this season, and I completely understand both sides, but did you hear Dustin’s line to Steve, “You’re always trying to get yourself killed and I can’t let it happen again.”

One more time, “You’re always trying to get yourself killed,” you guysssss. Everything about them just hurts right now, but don’t tell me you didn’t hear that 💔

[staycoolnewkid]

guys I am begging you, please send over Steve Harrington hurt/comfort/whump fic recommendations. I need to see this boy hurt (I love him sm). Please help a girl out

(This sweetheart right here is who I’m talking about)

[staycoolnewkid]

I don’t know how to explain this, but Matthew Lillard has such a comforting presence and I’ve never met the guy. He just seems like he gives great hugs. That’s all.

[staycoolnewkid]

They need to stop casting Ethan Hawke as the Grabber. I just can’t bc that man has been fine his entireeee lifeee. The Grabber is awful, horrible, I know that. But… like… it’s ✨Ethan✨

Also my innate need to psychoanalyze and understand awful, tortured humans is raging for that man.

[kassy-djomunson]

THIS IS THE CUTEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN

[staycoolnewkid]

STOPPP OMG

[staycoolnewkid]

Finally got around to binging the last of us and oh my god. That was simultaneously the most joy and the most painful sadness I have ever experienced through television. another thing here is that I’m adopted, and my mom is not in the picture. It’s complicated, but forever it’s just been me and my dad, and I cannot imagine losing him. Just the two of us. The kinship that I feel to Joel and Ellie is insane and oh my god. I hear “kiddo” one more time and I will lose my shit (in a good way?)

[staycoolnewkid]

Went to see Thunderbolts last week with my dad. Little background for you, we’re both huge Marvel nerds, and for forever it’s just been me and him, just the two of us (adopted and moms not in the picture). So we decided to go on a father-daughter date and go see a fun Marvel movie, right? Right? We’re also both mentally ill with pretty significant buckets of trauma 🙃. But we’re surviving. We spent the last thirty minutes of the movie huddled up fighting off legit panic attacks. Beautiful movie, really, but what in the ever loving helllll

Then we went to get ice cream.

[staycoolnewkid]

I just need someone to write more platonic Wade Wilson x reader angst. Make me sob please. Show me platonic found father with found daughter/son healing/hurt/comfort. Make them hurt, but fix it (or don’t, you choose). I need found family. Bonus points if Logan is included (or Al). Bonus bonus points if you make Wade suffer (like full on breakdown).

prompts:

“Let me take care of things for once, alright?”

“What are you so afraid of?”

“Please don’t shut me out right now.”

“I won’t leave, I promise.”

“The thought of losing you terrifies me.”

“Are you crying?”

“Wanna talk about it?”

“You look sad.”

“Just breathe, it’s okay.”

I’m just saying, if anyone wanted to… 👀

[staycoolnewkid]

the more I think about Wade’s use of humor as a coping mechanism to cover up some fucked up things the more my heart breaks, and the more I realize that me and him have so much in common and thus my heart breaks for myself. The more I watch Deadpool the more I start to feel things. Damn you Marvel.

[staycoolnewkid]

Call me crazy but if all trees grew like truffula trees did I could die happy. Imagine watching a forest grow and it’s just millions of these tiny puffs all growing at once.

[staycoolnewkid]

pov the substance without context

[mimicben]

The proposal~

My other cheesy romcom Deadpool 3 drawings are here