Mars 🐇

BunniCait Truther || ao3=stcrew || sfw interaction

[stcrewup]

About Me ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

Name: Mars 🐇

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 17

My favourite things: bunnies, caterpillars, sheep, jellyfishies, build a bears, palm pals, pochacco, guinea pigs + Ashnikko

This is a completely sfw blog.

Fandoms I'm in: Yellowjackets, Arcane, Daisy Jones & The Six, Heartbreak High, Agggtm, Stranger Things (massive byler shipper), Solitaire (by Alice Oseman), Agatha All Along

My masterlist

I take requests even though no one's requested anything before!! I wanna write more fics and I'll be more motivated if someone's requested me something than if I have an idea. Currently hyperfocused on arcane I will write anythinggg (for any of my fandoms)(fics, headcanons, moodboard anything)(can be regression related or even not I just love my fandoms and will do anything).

This blog is for me to post about my favourite shows and to share my writing. I'm currently focusing on writing in the arcane and yellowjackets fandom. I love writing little!Caitlyn Kiramman and autistic Caitlyn Kiramman. If anyone has any Caitlyn requests I would love to write it I'm running out of ideas for my 'I write autistic Caitlyn to cope' series on ao3. For yellowjackets, I'm interested in writing Jackienat, specifically little!Jackie and cg!Nat. For stranger things i'm interested in writing Mike and Will. One day, I'll write in the Daisy Jones & The Six fandom but I need to get the hyperfixation back to do so. It recently ended but it usually comes back every few months.

I post a lot of agere things because I like it. I won't post anything personal.

DNI= anything NSFW, k1nk, age play. Sfw interaction only. I will block freely. $h + pro ana as well. Makes me feel icky. Non age-re blogs are welcome. Dni if you write about anything hateful to these characters: Jackie Taylor, Caitlyn Kiramman and Daisy Jones. Especially Jackie Taylor I won't stand for it :(

If you want to be moots/friends just ask!! I struggle with talking to people but I really want to make friends!!

This blog is just a safe space for me. I try and make it as kid friendly as possible.

Ao3= stcrew

Warning for my ao3: In some of my previous fandoms, I wrote some 3d and $h stuff. I don't write those things anymore as it was making me really sad but I don't want to take it down because I like having it to see how far my writing has come. I've not written anything like that in Yellowjackets or Arcane, but Agatha All Along and Solitaire/heartstopper I have, so just be mindful.

Thanks for reading 🩷🐇

[cryingatwindermerepeaks]

Loved your little!Trinity Headcanons!!! Could you do something with her needing to go to Baran for something (maybe after a tantrum?)

Cw: self harm, meltdown

Trinity’s whole body ached. She was exhausted, crumpled on her bedroom floor as her chest rose and fell in jagged sharp breaths. It didn’t happen often. Trinity was good at keeping everything inside. Bottling emotions in a tightly screwed bottle until something small would smash it right open. And today had been one of those days - when the pressure burst her right open. Headstrong, snarky Santos, had become sad, broken Trinity. It had made quite a mess too - her room was in disarray. Pillows and blankets thrown across the floor, toys kicked over and books strewn around. Her skin hadn’t gotten off easily either, red welts burning down her thighs and forearms where she’d tried to claw her way out of her body - as if that would’ve made it all better. None of that mattered much to Trinity though, all she cared about was her brand new build a bear which had become victim to a toppling glass of juice. The bear, with once pink and orange fur, lay between Trinity’s bedside table and the plastic tinkerbell cup, now covered in dark purple black currant juice. She felt sick looking at it. Baran had taken all of the littles out to build a bear only a couple of weeks ago, wanting to do something special when they had the day off to get to know them all better. Trinity had been so hesitant, standing back a little bit while Dennis and Victoria had gawked over all the soft stuffies to pick from. Samira was helping Emma pick out which one she wanted and that left Trinity standing back, all alone. Until Baran had come over and helped Trinity pick, stuff, and dress her bear. But now it was ruined.

She crawled across her bedroom floor, until she could reach out and grab the stained bear. She’d ruined everything. Guilt rose like bile in the back of her throat - Trinity needed to confess. On shaky legs, Trinity rose slowly. There weren’t many people home today. If she remembered correctly, only Baran and Jack. Given that Jack would be sleeping after the night shift - Trinity knew she’d be able to confess without anyone else knowing how much of a mess she’d caused. She would clean her room herself, of course, but she had to at least admit what she’d done first. “Bee?” She called out, tiptoeing on socked feet down the hallway towards the living room.

“I’m in here Trin!” Baran called out from the kitchen, her voice light and warm. Trinity almost turned away at the comfort the voice brought her. She didn’t deserve that. She’d ruined her bear. Still, driven by guilt and knowing it would only be worse if she lied, Trinity moved forward. She tucked Mae, the bear, behind her back, burying the lede. Baran was standing behind the counter, mixing a bowl of what looked like oatmeal cookie dough. “Oh baby,” her face dropped when she saw Trinity - unexpected. She rounded the kitchen counter and came to hold Trinity’s shoulders gently. “What happened?” Trinity realised only then how she must have looked. Her face flushed and damp, her hair tangled and tugged out of its pony tail, and then of course her arms and legs which she hadn't thought to hide - covered in thick red welts. But Trinity did not deserve this consolence, she had not earned this comfort.

“Uhm, I ruined my bear, I’m sorry.” She revealed Mae and her stained fur.

“Oh, babe, that’s ok. We can clean her easy.” Baran’s voice remained gentle, her hands remained soft. Oh.

Trinity burst into tears - heavy sobs bursting out of her chest. She’d been expecting to be scolded and shamed. Not whatever this was. Baran pulled Trinity into her arms, swaying her gently. “You’re ok, it’s ok, you're not in trouble.”

They stayed like that for a while, Baran just rocking Trinity until her tears stopped. “Sorry,” the little croaked, scrubbing at her face with her sleeve.

“You don’t have to be sorry,” Baran promised, wiping the tears away more gently. “I can fix up Mae, but I want to help you out first ok?” Trinity whined in frustration, pressing the bear towards Baran. “Ok, Mae first. Go sit on the couch Trin, I’ll just go put her in the wash.”

Trinity shuffled over to the lounge room and slumped onto the couch, curling her knees up to her chest. It only took a few minutes later, and like she promised, Baran returned. This time - with a damp washcloth and a sippy cup of water. “I’m going to wipe your arms and legs ok baby? Just to make sure there aren’t any yucky germs, can you drink this for me?” Trinity nodded, taking the sippy cup and drinking from it diligently while Baran gently wiped over the red scratches on Trinity’s limbs. “There we go, all clean.”

“Thank you,” Trinity whispered, looking down in shame.

“It’s no trouble baby,” Baran cooed, ducking down to catch Trinity's eyes. “If something like this happens again you can always come to me, ok?”

Trinity nodded, slipping into Baran’s lap. “Ok.”

[meyocoart]

fawn bunny

[cryingatwindermerepeaks]

Little!Samira Moodboard

[stcrewup]

GUESS WHO FINALLY GOT A HBO MAX SUBSCRIPTION SO NOW CAN WATCH THE PITT!!!

[hartanddoe]

Lady Macbeth Sleepwalking by Artus Scheiner c. 1900 / Lottie Matthews' Dream in Yellowjackets

[babybunnyblessings]

Caregiver (big sissy) Vi with little autistic Caitlyn headcanons !! 🐇🌸

♡ ~ When little, Caitlyn is semi-verbal; she doesn't use many words, and the ones she does use are often muffled by either her pacifier or her thumb. She communicates using vague mumbles, points and gestures, and fingerspell sign language. Vi is good at understanding her.

☆ ~ Lots of nickname usage. The most used one is 'little bunny', coined from Caitlyn's love for bunnies in combination with her adorable tooth gap and habit of tapping her foot when she's annoyed, followed in second place by 'Caity'. She also likes 'bud', as in flower bud, which Vi came up with after using Jayce's nickname 'sprout' for her, only to be met with a grumpy little bunny because "only Jayce can use that".

♡ ~ Vi ties Caitlyn's hair up into a pair of twintails either side of her head, like her very own bunny ears. Caitlyn gets very excited and shakes her head to make her 'ears' flop around, and it becomes a stim for her.

☆ ~ They renovated one of the spare rooms of the Kiramman mansion into a nursery for when Caitlyn is little. It has bunnies on the walls, lining the transition from wall to ceiling, printed in frames of an animated flipbook hopping cycle. There's a cozy bed big enough for both of them, a bookshelf of children's books, a wardrobe full of cutesy clothes Caitlyn only wears when little, and shelves of toys (they're all on display, not tucked away in boxes or drawers, because Caitlyn thinks it hurts the toys' feelings to be put away).

♡ ~ Despite having a whole bookshelf, Caitlyn chooses the same story every time she wants Vi to read to her: the Kindred storybook. She calls Wolf a 'big death puppy'.

☆ ~ Caitlyn likes going for nature walks through the Kiramman gardens. She'll excitedly point to the crop of violets they have and exclaim "Sissy!", to which Vi always responds with "Mhm, that's me! And where are your favourites?" which then prompts Caitlyn to run over to the forget-me-nots and stroke their little petals.

♡ ~ Vi helps her put her shoes on before they go out. She narrates the process of tying Caitlyn's laces - "Bunny ears, around the tree, and pull!" - which is always met with giggles and claps from Caitlyn.

☆ ~ Caitlyn likes colouring. She has huge packs of crayons, every colour she could ever dream of available to use on books of bunnies, flowers and soothing patterns, but her favourite colouring book of all is Vi's tattoos! Vi is happy to oblige and even bought some skin-safe body paints and glitters for Caitlyn to use on her.

♡ ~ Little Caitlyn is very clingy. She follows Vi around everywhere, like a tiny gosling following its mummy goose, and always wants cuddles. She often clings onto Vi like a baby koala with her arms and legs wrapped around Vi's torso; Vi doesn't mind, since she's strong enough to carry her with ease.

That's it for now !! I'll probably make more parts because I have a lot more in mind, most with more detail, but I'm really shy about sharing my writing ideas like this so please be nice 👉👈

This is 100% self-indulgent and my own personal headcanons for Vi as my fictional caregiver !! Images found on Pinterest :>

[babybunnyblessings]

Caregiver (big sissy) Vi with little autistic Caitlyn headcanons ~ rain edition !! ☔

♡ ~ Caitlyn loves the rain. It's her favourite type of weather. She loves playing in the rain, watching the rain, even just sitting outside in the rain... She would spend all her time outside in the rain if she could, however Vi worries she'll catch a cold if she's out for too long. Caitlyn pouts and sulks when Vi tells her it's time to go inside, usually refusing, and Vi therefore has to bribe her with cuddles, safe foods or other activities.

☆ ~ She loves splashing in puddles, hopping from one to another like a little bunny. Once she jumps into one, she'll stand still to watch the oscillating ripples fan out beneath her feet. Vi bought her a pair of wellie boots to stomp around in, to make sure her little feet stay dry amidst her water adventures.

♡ ~ Her favourite thing to do is spend rainy days in the garden. She'll watch, utterly mesmerised, as the leaves of her plants bend under the weight of rain droplets and let them use their curves as a slide down to the earth, and she could spend hours just staring at the way the droplets arrange themselves along the dainty strings of a spiderweb. She thinks nature is even more pretty in the rain.

☆ ~ When it's too wet or too stormy to go outside, she and Vi can be found perched at the nearest window and playing raindrop races along the glass - winner gets a kiss! Caitlyn squeals with glee every time the speckles of water combine and get a speed boost, rocketing down to the bottom of the frame. If not racing, they're drawing in the condensation, using their breath to widen the canvas and their fingers to trace out the pictures.

♡ ~ Her childhood red umbrella is her favourite umbrella and she will not use any other one; she likes the way the handle feels in her hands, insisting it fits perfectly in ways no other umbrella does, and she likes spinning it to watch the water droplets fly off all around her. It's very special to her, being from her childhood and consequently reinforcing her feeling small, and so Vi doesn't let it outside the house if there's a strong wind (as to not risk it getting broken).

☆ ~ Caitlyn loves the sound of rain. Whether it be against the canopy of her umbrella or against the rooftop of the Kiramman mansion, the pitter-patter sound of the droplets is like a comforting melody to her. Sometimes she'll curl up in Vi's lap and fall asleep to it.

♡ ~ Either during the rain or once its passed, Caitlyn loves playing in the mud. She and Vi make mud pies together, topping them off with floral decorations, and Caitlyn loves looking for worms in the damp soil. She proudly shows Vi each one she finds, and they make it a challenge to find the longest one! She often needs a bath afterwards as she gets very grubby.

☆ ~ Rain isn't just appealing to Caitlyn's sense of hearing, but also her sense of smell! She loves the fresh, earthy smell of petrichor - so much so that Vi bought her a perfume that smells just like it for the inevitable absence of rain when she wants it. Vi will spray the perfume into the air and let little Caitlyn run through the mist, using her imagination to pretend it's really raining.

♡ ~ Sometimes she tips her head back with her mouth open in an attempt to drink the rain. When Vi asks what she's doing, she tells her she's 'getting a drink, just like her flowers'.

This is 100% self-indulgent and my own personal headcanons for Vi as my fictional caregiver !! Images found on Pinterest and gif made by arcanegifs :>

Please be nice,, I'm super shy about sharing my writing like this 👉👈

[cryingatwindermerepeaks]

Little!Becca Bell Moodboard

“Oh she’s a criminal!” “She tried to kill Pip!” Ok? Have you considered she is just a baby?

also did anyone else notice the teddy bear in her prison cell? Officers she’s five years old!

[stcrewup]

Little!Pip + cg!Ravi moodboard 💙

[sleepiest-kitty]

Bunnies love playing in my yard and he was eating a carrot 🥕!!

[cryingatwindermerepeaks]

Pippa Fitz-Amobi and her two caregivers who totally don’t regress too sometimes…

[wiserteriaoverbarefeet]

what do you think jackie’s recovery timeline looks like post-rescue?

what does her life look like after that?

i’m so sorry i took so long to answer this anon!! i’ve had so many thoughts, i just haven’t been able to articulate them. & ofc i hope you somehow still see this, even though it’s been a while

jackie is one of the girls who has a longer hospital admission post rescue. her body & immune system took many hits from being left out in the cold, which i imagine causes her to develop infections in while admitted.

she also has to have surgery to preserve & reshape the small remaining piece where she lost her ear. her doctors do their best to somewhat reconstruct things so that jackie will be able to use hearing aids.

but the big thing for jackie is food. she’s severely malnourished (they all are) on arrival and her stomach has shrunk. but beyond this, it is no longer functioning properly. this is because the stomach is a muscle - you use it or lose it. and jackie hadn’t been eating enough even before the plane crash so her stomach is completely out of commission.

as a result, her body struggles to tolerate the food that she’s given. a few bites are enough to have jackie doubled over with nausea and pain — and drinks like ensures or boost don’t go down any easier.

as her condition continues to decline, jackie is given a nasogastric (nose to stomach) feeding tube to deliver her nutrition slowly over the course of the day.

in my long story short au - jackie goes home with this. however, she doesn’t tolerate it well at all. the tube is just feeding the problem area and jackie’s stomach can’t handle the volume of, or digest the formula.

the rate she runs at her feeds at drops lower and lower until she’s hardly getting anything at all.

jackie becomes incredibly sick from this. she’s too fatigued to leave the apartment, her hair is falling out, she can’t think straight, and she blacks out nearly every time she stands. and on top of this, her entire vestibular system has been thrown off by the hearing loss in one ear. jackie struggles to balance, to walk normally, and to relearn spacial awareness.

eventually, after months of back and forth, jackie is diagnosed with severe gastroparesis (partial paralysis of the stomach) and SMAS (superior mesenteric artery syndrome) . this is a rare vascular compression between the stomach and intestines that makes it nearly impossible for food to get through. it can be caused by rapid weight loss and/or chronic malnutrition, which is how jackie ended up with it.

at this point, she’s switched to an NJ (nose to jejunum) tube, and eventually a surgical j tube in her abdomen. it bypasses her stomach and delivers food directly to her small intestine, past the compression & paralysis.

with tube feeds, jackie gets her energy back, gains back the weight she lost, and is able to start living a bit more normally. she can leave her house again, go out with nat, and experience life.

however, this is not without chronic pain & all the grief that comes with jackie’s conditions. her stomach is always hurting to some degree — even on her best days. and she struggles deeply with seeing her friends eat when she isn’t able to. jackie feels incredibly restricted and (especially when she’s regresses) has a very hard time with how unfair the whole thing is.

she’s never able to go back to the “before”, which is really hard for her. but over time, she’s able to adjust to her new normal. and this includes letting herself feel her grief.

[sleepymarsy]

little! shauna moodboard

headcanons:

regresses down to 2-4, often is a puppy too

main caregivers are tai and lottie, jackie sometimes babysits shauna!!

loves to be called "pup/puppy", "honey", "sweetheart"

loves any big shirts or sleeves that cover her hands, and loves onesies

often crawls when in a smaller headspace, if slightly older she'll need to hold hands when walking

loves when her caregivers make dog bone shaped cookies

has a biting and chewing problem, often bites on her nails, usually resulting in needing chew toys / pacis

loves to sit outside, doesn't mind walks but often gets tired - loves forests!!

gonna upload some more later!! this was just in m drafts..

[wiserteriaoverbarefeet]

genderqueer little!jackie …

i’ve always had so many thoughts about this but especially since @butchreg ‘s post !! so here is a moodboard & some hcs below the cut

~ jackie has such a complex relationship with femininity. she doesn’t necessarily dislike it, but it’s never truly felt like hers. it’s something she was obligated to perform for others. it was on par with masking her autism — a necessity to be liked & maintain her friends

~ but when jackie’s alone, and especially when small, it can become so uncomfortable. her presentation just doesn’t feel right anymore — because how can she embrace the most authentic & vulnerable version of herself while still keeping something so core to her identity suppressed?

~ when jackie’s regressed from 3-5, she loves to wear nat’s big band tees and boxers around the house. they always make her feel so small and safe! and most of all, they feel like their choice and their security — not what someone else is telling them they should be.

~ being called “jack” by nat will always make them smile!! it’s proof of being seen and it’s coming from their most favorite person in the world

~ it takes time for jackie to find her footing. but she gets to a place where she doesn’t reject “girly” things in her regression — she just uses them differently. they tucks their dinosaurs into their pink cradle, right next to luna bunny, and make up extensive lore for them the same way they do with their sylvanians.

~ jackie also takes a liking to toy cars! specifically “cars with jobs”. they’re a big fan of fire trucks (especially the ones with the moving ladders) and garbage trucks. she just loves the feeling of rolling them around and moving the different pieces. and of course, the trucks get to have their place in her sylvanian village!

~ being autistic, jackie has a lot of sensory issues, so this one depends on the day! but jackie learns to really enjoy getting dirty. she was never allowed to jump in mud puddles or play in the grass as a kid, but now she can! they’re learning to get mud on their knees (because nat will always wipe it off later) and run through the fire-hydrant sprinkler in the summer

~ as jackie becomes more comfortable in her skin & allows herself to live more authentically, she is able to rediscover the aspects of femininity that she does like. because now, it’s on her own terms.

~ jackie learns she still loves twirling in dresses, she just doesn’t want to wear them every day. and she still wants to be allowed to play in them the way she does in her other clothes! she learns she still loves her dolls (specifically american girl & baby dolls) — and that she doesn’t have to feel like a girl to play with them. most importantly, jackie is able to see that the things she enjoys don’t make her a girl if she doesn’t want to be one. and she can still be a girl if she wears all “boy” clothes if that’s what she wants! there aren’t any real rules to it, so long as she is comfortable in her skin

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dividers by @uzmacchiato

[butchreg]

      ⸺     regressor (adult) shauna shipman 𓈒     ♪ ͜͝ ࿐            ۶༢ེུ༷ ⠀   featuring trauma themes 𓈒                         request by @stcrewup.

ໃ ͝ ݂ ۫◡◡ ᣟ݂ ݄◞ຽ˳   i love talking about adult!shauna as a regressor because she never gets any content made for her and her regression is such an important part of who she is and what made her so tragic as a character before the Great Caricaturization. i think people shy away from it because its too "real" and raw and "unsavory" but sighs. i wish others would create more realistic yellowjackets stuff. i've never seen anyone else even create anything for any of them regressing in the adult tl ... this is an untapped market with lots of potential.

under the cut there are uncolored and unfiltered variants of the board!

ℱ ͡ ᭡  taglist  .

       ℱ ͡ ᭡     @spinnydino, @pinkrepo, @the-hunters-bunker,              @teenytinytigerr

[butchreg]

      ⸺     regressor (adult) misty quigley 𓈒     ♪ ͜͝ ࿐            ۶༢ེུ༷ ⠀   request by @javiberry 𓈒

ໃ ͝ ݂ ۫◡◡ ᣟ݂ ݄◞ຽ˳   my gleebiyy... kate chose 22 do adult!misty bc she's literally the tiniest girl evr yet never gets any content made.... if Uu wld prefer teen!misty lmk! included soft themes but also a lot of kitty and unicorn stuff for the kittyre of all time ehe. also the requested light pink color palette can be found on the versions underneath the cut! it's always nice to return to my yellowjackets roots..... ^,^

under the cut there are uncolored and unfiltered variants of the board!

ℱ ͡ ᭡  taglist  .

       ℱ ͡ ᭡     @spinnydino, @pinkrepo, @the-hunters-bunker