Art Of Life, An Eternal Bleeding Heart

Low activity, Independent RP blog for Hana Tsukioka, a Naruto OC. Mun is 30 years old. OC and crossover friendly. Multiverse and multiship. Please read the About Muse, About Mun and Rules pages in the pinned post. Icon made with Maddel_art's picrew.

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[kitxkatrp]

Her silence after the initial answer told him far more than she probably wanted it to.

Reptilian eyes narrowed slightly, but his smirk only seemed to widen. He was far from any sort of Hero or role model, but if she wanted to get stronger--

That he could do for her.

"...I can make you stronger if that is what you want...so long as you're willing to put in the work and let go of anything that would hold you back from doing what is necessary...the process is far from beautiful, I'm afraid...and people fail to understand such...ambitions..."

If she was caught, well--she may feel a sense of loyalty to him, but he wasn't the type to feel the same for anyone else.

[steel-mxgnolia]

He could make her stronger, and Hana was more than willing to put in the work. Letting go of what was holding her back would be easy too; she was more than willing to let go of what remaining attachment she had to her family. If they didn't need her, then she certainly didn't need them.

But what would she have to do? If she agreed, what would Orochimaru put her through?

Temptation and reason were at war in her mind, fighting violently for the final decision.

And temptation proved victorious.

🌸- "Whatever it is... I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get stronger. That's all that matters now."

[steel-mxgnolia]

She rubs at her eyes in a desperate yet futile attempt at drying her eyes.

🌸- "The tattoo on my back..."

Hana never went into detail about her family issues with Jiraiya. Her relationship, or lack thereof, with her clan was a sore subject and she never really brought it up unless prompted. But now that her child was at risk of being taken from her, she figured that Jiraiya should be informed.

🌸- "When they disowned me, they forced me to get the symbol for a nonperson tattooed on my back. Along my spine. I don't know if they use it to track me though."

It never occurred to Hana that they might be tracking her through the tattoo. For the longest time she just thought it was their way of branding her as an outcast. But if they were using it as a way to track her then it was a major issue.

She didn't know much about Mount Myoboku, but she did know that ordinary shinobi wouldn't be able to cause too much trouble, if they even made it there in the first place. But the clan was persistent and controlling. They would do anything to get their way. It was funny how they wanted nothing to do with her, and yet wanted to control what she did with her life.

Jiraiya made her feel safe, and he promised to protect them both. Hana needed to put her full trust in him now. She sank into his arms and just let him hold her.

🌸- "Thank you..."

[thetoaddaddy]

He sighs heavily at the thought. That was complicated. For her and their child. What if the mark affects them too? Or complicates Hana’s health?

“I see… I’ll do some research.”

Of course that may be complicated. It all was complicated. He has to arrange some things if the mark does end up being something to worry about. Guards, doctors, paying off the doctors so they don’t talk, forging documents for Hana… It would be best if she casted aside as much of her old identity as she could. If he can pass her off as just a random villager from a small off map village he found and knocked up it wouldn’t invite too many questions. Or at least the kind of questions he could answer without giving away too much.

“It’ll be okay.” He said softly. He gently squeezed her. “Let’s get to a town. I don’t think it’s safe to sleep in the wilds tonight.”

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🌸- "I wish I could tell you more... I'm sorry."

She wished she had more information to give, but Hana had been purposefully left in the dark about everything. Why wouldn't they? She didn't mean anything to them so why would they tell her anything? But it certainly made her feel absolutely useless.

It hadn't caused any problems so far, other than being an eyesore and a constant reminder of her perceived value. But she had managed to keep other people from seeing it by using genjutsu to conceal it on the rare occasion she was topless around another person. Jiraiya was the only person she ever told about it.

🌸- "I've been using genjutsu to hide it. That's why you didn't know about it until now."

Might as well be honest about it.

She was tired, physically and emotionally; this... this had been a rough day. After all of this, Hana was more than receptive to the idea of staying at an inn for the night. It was probably safer too. Hopefully.

She nodded silently.

[steel-mxgnolia]

She's totally not imagining having a baby. Nope. Definitely not dealing with baby fever.

[historias-multorum]

@steel-mxgnolia

"Excuse me, are you alright miss?"

[steel-mxgnolia]

🌸- "Hm? Oh, yes, I'm alright. I just have a lot on my mind right now. Guess I zoned out."

[kitxkatrp]

The kind of 'look' she was going for? If only she knew what that was. She had no idea whatsoever. Should she try to branch out? Would that make her far too nervous to even exist in public?

...Probably.

But the other woman seemed...far more knowledgeable about this sort of thing than she was, so she would defer to her judgement in that case.

It was actually kind of nice to be talking to someone--having a conversation, acting normal. Sara gave a somewhat shy smile and decided to follow Hana and take up strides next to her so they could speak and walk at the same time.

"I wouldn't have the first idea of what style to go for," she admitted quietly, reaching up to play with her own hair. "...Many of the women here dress far more revealing than I do...I'm not sure I'd be comfortable with that."

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🌸- "You don't have to dress like that if you don't want to. If you want to wear something more modest that's perfectly okay; there's no obligation to follow trends."

Most fashion trends were stupid anyway. And they weren't made for everyone, especially people who legitimately couldn't afford it. Even on the shinobi side of things there were some that preferred the fashionable over the functional. It left Hana baffled.

She turned a corner down a side street, a shortcut around the main thoroughfare. It was getting a bit too crowded.

🌸- "My philosophy is wear what makes you feel comfortable. And if you work a specific job, dress appropriately for the job. Trends are dumb."

[steel-mxgnolia]

Hana shivered as the cool air met her now completely bare skin. And she was a little frustrated that she was completely naked and he wasn't so she started tugging on his shirt to voice her complaints.

Watching him lick the wetness from his fingers like that...it was hot, she wouldn't lie. And it only caused her excitement to grow further. She wanted him so fucking bad; wanted him to fuck her until she couldn't think straight.

🌸- "Mmn-ngh! F-Fuck-"

Every stroke against her already sensitive clit and the nipping at her breast sent her nerves into overdrive. It felt so damn good, and if he kept it up like that Hana would come completely undone. She squirmed under his touch and she gripped his shoulders tight.

[soughtbliss]

There are so many things he wants to do to her but most of all he wanted to make clear tonight just who her heart belonged to now. He wants to make her cum until she forgets everyone elses name and fill her with his cum till she couldn't take anymore and he thought of this as the sound of her cries fueled the beast inside him.

His cock was stiff and angry in his pants wanting to be set free and thrust into her warmth so he undressed himself without interruptions. He rubbed her clit firmly and quickly and takes off his shirt. He slinks out of his pants and underwear. He gave her nipple a firm suck.

Then he smacked his thick cock against her clit and rutted against it getting her juices all over it and letting her see how big it was and what she was in store for. When his hips bucked a few more times and he sank balls deep inside her waiting pussy with a grunt.

" That's a good girl, you're taking me so well. " He praised, pinning her legs back as he began a rough pace.

[steel-mxgnolia]

Gods he was beautiful. And now she could see all of him. Hana took a brief moment to just admire his body, trailing her fingers over his chest and across his stomach. Oh, how lucky she was to be able to have him all to herself and she wondered if he felt the same way about her.

She bit her lip and groaned as he thrust his cock against her puffy, swollen clit. She was so close to cumming but then he stopped, leaving her a bit dazed and breathless. But she was immediately brought back to her senses when she felt Orochimaru's cock sinking into her. There was pain for a brief moment that made her wince but as he started to move it went away.

The rough pace was perfect, and she loved the fact that Orochimaru knew that he didn't need to go easy on her. She rested her hands on his shoulders, gripping them tightly as she rolled her hips in tandem with his thrusts.

🌸- "So -aah! So good... your cock is amazing -mn!"

[steel-mxgnolia]

🌸- "Y'know, I think getting struck by lightning would be the least ridiculous thing that's ever happened to me."

[epiphcnies]

[steel-mxgnolia]

@soughthope

[whereiswhatitwas]

Tribal Red & Yellow Heart Set + Tribal Red HAKAMA set

X JAPANラストライブのhideのステージ姿からインスパイアされたのセットです。 This set was inspired by hide's performance at X JAPAN's last live concert.

[whereiswhatitwas]

Pink Check & Yellow Heart Guitar Set + Pink Check HAKAMA Set

＜チェックスーツ＞をインスパイアしたのセットです。 This set is inspired by [hide's] checked suit.

[whereiswhatitwas]

Pink Spider Set + Pink Spider HAKAMA Set

hide with Spread Beaverの名曲をオマージュしてデザインされたセットです。 A set designed as a homage to the famous song by hide with Spread Beaver.

[storge]

The Legend of Rosy Clouds (2026)

[steel-mxgnolia]

@soughthope

[steel-mxgnolia]

Once Ino was inside, Hana followed close behind and shut the door with her foot, since her arms were full.

🌸- "Most of the large furniture I had help with. But everything else I did myself."

After leaving her shoes by the door she walked into the kitchen and set her bags on the counter. Nothing needed to be put away at the moment so she would take care of it later.

🌸- "I've got a whole room set up with plants and an apothecary work station."

[historias-multorum]

@steel-mxgnolia

"You're just like me then." Ino said. "I have a room just for my own personal plants too. That shouldn't be a surprise since I'm a Yamanaka." She chuckled. "But in all seriousness, you have a lovely home." She smiled.

"Hey, maybe one day we can have a sleepover!" She offered. "I could invite Tenten, Hinata and Sakura and we can make it a girls night!"

[steel-mxgnolia]

🌸- "Ah, that's right! Your family owns the flower shop; I actually got quite a few of my plants from there after I moved in."

Hana had sourced all but a couple of rare specimens from the Yamanaka's flower shop when she moved into this apartment. Those rare ones though... that would have to stay a secret for now.

The idea of a sleepover was appealing. Hana hadn't really made any friends since moving in, so inviting a few people over sounded like a good way for her to get introduced to a new friend group.

🌸- "That sounds like a great idea! I, uh, haven't really had a chance to socialize much since I moved. We just need to set a date so everyone can get ready."

[steel-mxgnolia]

She's totally not imagining having a baby. Nope. Definitely not dealing with baby fever.

[steel-mxgnolia]

🎸- I have no idea what's been going on with the brain lately but I've had zero motivation to do much of anything. I want to apologize to everyone I have a thread with for taking so long to reply.

[hanfugallery]

Chinese hanfu in blue

[memesomething]

Noticing Trauma sentence starters

Feel free to alter dialogue to suit your muse!

“That really spooked you.” 

“I don’t want to pry, but.. I want you to know I also want to listen, if you want someone to talk to.” 

“Well, pretend I’m not here. What would you say if nobody could hear it?” 

“Does this happen a lot?” 

“Hey, what happened between you two?” 

“When is the last time you ate?”

“Is this okay?” 

“Hey.” 

“This is the third meal you’ve missed this week, are you okay?” 

“[Name]?” 

“What did he/she/they do?” 

“This … hurts you.” 

“You don’t feel safe, here.” 

“When you look at [trigger], you… what is that?” 

“What can I do?” 

“You were crying in your sleep.” 

“What do you dream about?” 

“Whenever you get stressed, you do this thing with your hands. What is it?” 

“You’re right, I don’t understand, yet. Will you help me?” 

“Should I leave a light on for you?” 

“I brought you some water.” 

“I won’t judge you.” 

“It doesn’t have anything to do with trust. You don’t have to tell me. But I’ll listen, if you do.” 

“Count your breaths with me, okay? Ready? One, two, three, four…” 

“I’m here.” 

“Talk to me.” 

“You don’t need to tell me everything. I just want to know how I can help.” 

“Let me hold your hair back, at least.” 

“You used to love that [item].”