Stefan Shagwell featuring Kazé . “This Is What Addiction Feels Like” (Radio Edit) is a raw, honest, and emotional journey through the silent battles so many face every day — a visual poem about the weight of craving, the illusion of control, and the loneliness of the chase.
This isn’t just a song about substances. It’s about longing — the kind that hollows you out while pretending to fill you up. It’s about chasing a feeling that once brought relief… until it became the very thing you couldn’t live with — or without.
The penguin in this video? He’s not cute. He’s us.
Walking that line. Reaching for that light. Believing this time it’ll be enough… But life grows dull. The highs fade. The things that once brought joy stop working. And still — the craving remains.
If you’ve ever loved something that hurt you… If you’ve ever chased a glow that left you colder… If you’re still walking that line right now —
You’re not weak. You’re human. And if this song speaks to you — you’re not alone.
Thank you for watching, listening, and helping share this message with kindness. ❤️ — Stefan & Kazé
💬 You Are Not Alone — Help Is Available If this video resonates with you or someone you care about, please reach out. Recovery is possible. Support is real.
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🎵 Credits
Song: This Is What Addiction Feels Like (Radio Edit)
Music & Concept: Stefan Shagwell
Vocals: Kazé
Release Date: December 7, 2025