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biggest insecurity?

“I guess I sometimes worry about not being good enough ... but like, don’t we all?”

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favorite late night snack?

“I’m a slut for double stuffed oreos.”

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what's something you're embarrassed to admit?

“I may or may not have written like three songs about the guy I used to have a crush on. but they’re pretty good if I do say so myself.”

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who here do you find attractive?

“everyone here is so damn attractive, let’s be real. it’s intimidating sometimes.”

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[immortallindemann]

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theo‌:

      he’s stuffing his face with a muffin, literally – fingers crumpling the piece of paper surrounding the baked good as he manages to get the rest in his mouth. the male drops his backpack on the table, slumping down in the seat across from stella. theo rubs his hand against his jeans messily, as he tries not to choke on the sheer amount of food he just tried to swallow. soon he’s plucking the crumbled up piece of paper and unravels it, smoothing it down against the table top. when he finally acknowledges the other he nods to her, “s’this like all the other times you said it was shit, but it really wasn’t??” he muses, using the sleeve of his sweater to wipe any excess crumbs from his face. he stops a moment, eyeing her iced coffee, “hey stella – can i have a sip of that??”

stella watched theo approach her table, stuffing his face with an entire muffin in the process. she was distracted from her current frustration by the amusing sight of him struggling to choke down his food. she chuckled softly as she plopped a small piece of her own muffin into her mouth, suddenly thankful to be savoring it slowly instead of inhaling it all at once. she then averted her attention to the crumpled piece of paper that theo had snatched, shrugging her shoulders in response to his question regarding her lyrics. she took a long sip of her iced coffee before nodding her head and sliding it over to him. “yeah you can have a sip; in exchange for your very honest opinion of those lyrics. no sugarcoating.”

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* 𝓶𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓻𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓶𝓪𝓻𝔂 !

ROSEMARY: for research purposes that are totally legit can you tell me your favorite conspiracy theory?

ROSEMARY: I'm asking for a friend and that friend is me!

STELLA: definitely the one about our phones knowing everything that we do and say yikes

STELLA: like we should just stop texting each other and destroy our phones right now

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allura‌.

“Last night I was trying this guided meditation that helps you meet your spirit guides,” Allura began to explain, “and it was honestly so relaxing that I fell asleep after fifteen minutes. I can’t decide if it was a coincidence or if my spirit guides don’t think I’m ready to meet them.” She took a sip of her smoothie, “Either way, I slept for almost fourteen hours, so I’d say it was a pretty good experience.”

“I don’t know what the hell spirit guides are but it sounds to me like they’re trying to tell you that you need more sleep.” stella said, tilting her head in confusion. “honestly I don’t even wanna know what my spirit guides would try to tell me...” she added with a nervous chuckle, only half joking. 

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paiton‌.

Paiton looked up at Stella, the crumpled page in her hand was never a good sign. Admittedly, Paiton had been too focused on her book to even notice the other’s frustration. “You know I can’t help you with that.” She said with a laugh. “Song writing and poetry are so not my thing. But, I’m sure you’re doing better than you think.” She reached over to un-furl the paper before changing her mind, she didn’t want to be nosy. “You know what, I’m going to go grab you a cookie because chocolate solves everything. Be right back.”

stella let out a quiet, whiny groan when her friend started to straighten out the paper she’d just crumpled up, too embarrassed by its contents to let anyone give her feedback. she then looked at paiton with an appreciative smile. “thanks but apparently songwriting isn’t my thing right now either ... this is garbage.” she declared, motioning towards the wrinkled paper lying between them on the table. stella knew she was being hard on herself, but she couldn’t help it. she chuckled softly as paiton stood up to go grab her a cookie, thankful for her friend’s generosity. “you’re an actual saint.”

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declan.‌

     dark hues are cast downwards, focused on the phone in declan’s hand as he sips slowly at his latte. “you’re telling me, sister,” he mutters in response to his company’s comment, setting his cup down before lifting his gaze to meet her own. he leans forward against the table that separates them, resting his chin upon his palm as he briefly scans over her notebook. “it’s best to take a break and come back to it some other time, then. s’the only think that makes my brain work again.”

stella shrugged her shoulders in response to his suggestion, aimlessly flipping through the pages of her notebook. “yeah but what if my brain never works again?” she frowned, only partly serious. she knew that writer’s block was common, but nothing made her more anxious than the idea of not being able to write anything good. 

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stella was sitting in a corner booth next to the window, her iced coffee in one hand and a pen in the other. the local cafe was one of her favorite places to write music. there was something about being there that put her in the perfect frame of mind to turn her thoughts and feelings into lyrics on paper. lately though, she had been struggling with major writer’s block no matter where she was or what she was feeling. stella let out an exasperated sigh and ripped the page she’d been writing on out of her songbook, crumpling it up in her small hands. “writer’s block is a bitch.” she mumbled under her breath before taking a sip of her coffee. 

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[ maggie lindemann, cis female, she/her, 22 ] BLUR by MØ? whenever i hear that song, it reminds me of STELLA FAYETTE. maybe because they’re PASSIONATE but also STUBBORN. they’ve been living at mulberry apartments since JANUARY of 2018 in APT 114 and have 1 ROOMMATE. ( WHEN THE PARTY’S OVER BY BILLIE EILISH & WANNABE BY THE SPICE GIRLS ) 

yooo its about time I pop in here with an intro !! first of all my name’s lily and I’m beyond excited to be apart of this rp. it’s been a while since the last time I rp’d but I’m so ready to get back into the swing of things and introduce y’all to my precious bby stella 

bio

stella’s parents divorced right after she was born so she grew up moving from place to place. she quickly learned that it’s not the place that’s a home; it’s the people she was surrounded by

depression and anxiety tw

her mother has severe depression and stella exhibited signs of having it as well throughout high school and her father noticed. he took stella to see a psychiatrist, who diagnosed her with both depression and anxiety

stella started expressing how she was feeling through songwriting, which helped her not only develop her skills as a musician, but also cope with everything going on in her mind

until recently, she has been an only child. her father remarried and had a second child with his new wife right before stella moved into mulberry. stella and her stepmother have never really gotten along but she’s a sucker for babies so she’s learned to tolerate her in order to spend time with her new baby sister

she dropped out of college to pursue a music career, which both of her parents strongly advised her not to do. ironically, this seemed to be the first thing her parents could ever agree with each other on

personality

before the current generation ruined the term ‘quirky’, that’s pretty much how stella could be described. she doesn’t really fit in anywhere but she likes it that way

she loves to make people laugh, especially when she’s feeling pretty down herself. nothing cheers her up more than being able to do the same for someone else

besides listening to and making music, one of her other fav past times is talking about it with other people and sharing her new fav bops with them

despite being as passionate about music as she is, she often finds herself stuck in a creative slump. when this happens she tends to do really dumb, spontaneous shit either alone or with someone else in order to fuel her creativity again. 

stella has always found it a bit difficult to trust people or open up so  she comes off as stubborn and cold when she realizes that someone is trying to break her out of her shell.

so like i’m definitely gonna be gaining more inspo for stella as time goes on so this is pretty much just the important stuff I guess (’: but if you’d like to plot w moi than slide on into my inbox !! x