Fly Black Hearts

Twenty-five year old Potterhead. My wall for my thoughts and feelings. I also happen to be a licensed Real Estate agent.

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GOT MARRIED IN SNEAKERS!!! #12152020

Photo by JE Estrella of Minimalist Photography

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Ripple effect. (at F1 Hotel Manila) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtSHgi0HXEXdqbZzNCYC6ycutJATl872zdkB8s0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m2p61d5esap3

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Ripple effect. 📸 @jay_devera (at F1 Hotel Manila) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtRJUtVHG-oIjDX3GbIRznppWkdRzvTpue1KXg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nrdx0gqgb27p

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Maintenant, c'est ma vie.

Uhm, hello? Is anybody here?

Well, I really don’t know how to start this one. Some of you here might still recognize me (THANK YOU!) some of you may not. I won’t blame yáll. I have been MIA for a long time ever since I have gotten out of college. 5 years and 2 months? Wow, that was fast!

I’m afraid I must re-introduce myself again. Fast forward to 2018, you may now call me Tep. I’ve been using that nickname almost 4 years. 25 now but I kinda look like 5 years ahead of my real age. Ended my dream as a professional photographer. Still smoking. Occasional drinker. Moving in and moving out of houses. I had 3 failed relationships but now I’m in love with a man who’s 7 years older than me. Our relationship’s chill. He gets a little cranky most of the time but he’s the best I’ve ever had.

I am now working as a real estate agent in a big real estate company. Been in the sales industry since my first job. Already had different jobs but I still don’t know what I really want. Sounds like a quarter life crisis, eh?

So, why am I writing again? Why am I here again?

I guess this afternoon, after working under the scorching heat of the sun at San Juan... I saw my tumbler. Yes, you’ve read that right, my precious water tumbler who kept me dehydrated! Not just that, I remembered my beloved Tumblr, my blog!!! Oh, you know. Way back in college, if I want to destress, I just take photos and blog about it. It helps me clear my head and speak my mind. But that journey of writing again didn’t stop there.

I watched a couple of rom-com movies (Sweet Home Alabama and There’s Something About Mary), ate my dinner, browsed the internet to name a few. To cut the story short, I logged here again, wrote this entry. I could vividly remember how I could manage to finish my paper works (MF THESIS!!!) powerpoint presentations, defenses, reports etc. and still write a blog. I was such a pro in multi-tasking before haha!

Writing will always be one of things that I would do over and over to keep me sane. I’m just happy to do this again. I feel kind of relieved. I suddenly forgot how stressful life is now as an adult. Seriously. Well, I guess I am not the only who’s feeling the same way towards this silly hobby of mine.

Anyhoo, despite of all the stressful and nerve wracking experiences that I had and will still have, blessings are still overflowing. Grateful for it. God is good!

So yeah, that’s it for now. I hope I’ll share other snippets of my new journey and how I live now. Ciao!

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Silentro Fil-Mex Starting from left to right: 1. Silentro Burrito 2. Beef Nachos 3. Lamb Chop 4. US Rib Finger Steak Holla! We went to Kapitolyo right after our client meeting. Our bill? It’s just Php 900.00! Super worth it!! Better go here during day time to avoid long lines. :) 

Silentro is located at Unit 5, #75 East Capitol Drive, Barangay Kapitolyo, Pasig City. 

Have a safe and dry evening! Teppy ❤️

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Hello po how are you? do you remember me po ba? hahaha its been 2 years na :D

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Funny how I chose this photo as my comeback post. Pardon me but I think this is probable one of the best achievements in my life. I was able to lose a lot of fats for just 5 months. I love how losing weight changed my life so much. It changed my attitude and perspective towards life.

I still have a lot of stories to tell but those stories has to be on another post. I missed Tumblr so much and I’ve missed you guys! :)

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Hi ate steph! So sad that you are not active here anymore, i really loved your posts..

Hi Sara! Yes, I was inactive here for more than a year. I was just too busy with my offline life but now, I will try my best to get back on the track. I missed Tumblr so much and reading your message excites me to blog again. I am still touched by this since there are still some people who still know me and appreciate my post.

Thank you so much dear! :)

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Everything Has Changed - Taylor Swift ft. Ed Sheeran

All I knew this morning when I woke Is I know something now, know something now I didn’t before And all I’ve seen since eighteen hours ago Is green eyes and freckles and your smile In the back of my mind making me feel like I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now I just wanna know you know you know you ‘Cause all I know is we said “Hello” And your eyes look like coming home All I know is a simple name Everything has changed All I know is you held the door You’ll be mine and I’ll be yours All I know since yesterday is everything has changed And all my walls stood tall painted blue And I’ll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies The beautiful kind, making up for lost time, Taking flight, making me feel like I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now I just wanna know you know you know you ‘Cause all I know is we said “Hello” And your eyes look like coming home All I know is a simple name Everything has changed All I know is you held the door You’ll be mine and I’ll be yours All I know since yesterday is everything has changed Come back and tell me why I’m feeling like I’ve missed you all this time, oh, oh, oh And meet me there tonight And let me know that it’s not all in my mind I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now I just wanna know you know you know you ‘Cause all I know is we said “Hello” And your eyes look like coming home All I know is a simple name Everything has changed All I know is you held the door You’ll be mine and I’ll be yours All I know since yesterday is everything has changed All I know is we said “Hello” So dust off your highest hopes All I know is pouring rain and everything has changed All I know is the new found grace All my days I know your face All I know since yesterday is everything has changed   

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Photo-dump: The months before the start of BER months.

A Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows book from ukay-ukay that my mama bought for me for 75 pesos only. My very first HP book! :)

Hello bby bruno!

Orang and yellow sky around 6:30 pm at our province.

Some of my hello kitty collections.

Mr and Mrs. Meijii.

Meijii lucky chocolate sticks.

My natural wavy hair.

Midnight snack with my laptop.

A note all about HP.

"Can I watch too?" - Bruno

Random self-portrait

Photo with him last August.

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Fast-pace

There are just some time in your life where you want to think all the things that makes you lonely and alone at the same time. There are just some time wherein you want to build a script of words and lines for tomorrow so you can control yourself from hurting someone's feelings. But things just happen just the way it is.

Also, there are things in life that you cannot imagine to happen. Like losing a member of your family without saying for the last time how much thankful you are or how much you love them. Like failing a major exam after reviewing so hard just to pass. Like being in a group of people whom you think who can inspire you to study harder. Like being stuck in a life wherein you can no longer think if you still want to continue it or not. Or like all the things happens really fast and you've already cried so much but you don't know if you will still be able to get back things into its normal condition.

This post is getting too devastating to read. I just hope you guys are already getting the big picture of all the things that I am saying right now. But if not, it's okay.

Happy BER months, though!

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Customized Facebook Log-in Page

One of my Facebook friend posted a screen-shot photo of his log-in page. I asked how he did it and he said all the instructions to me. It's just as easy as 1 2 3, guys so I'll share it! :)

Go to Chrome Web Store and search FB Refresh. Add it to your chrome extensions and enjoy! :)

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Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert. Bought this for 50 php only. Ukay-ukay shopping at its best! :) (Taken with Instagram)

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My second attempt to do the heart-shape collage using my hands. I am having fun doing this. Thanks to love booth for making it easier for me to do this! <3 On the other hand, our class will start in 5 days and just like the other students out there who are still on a vacation hangover, I still don't want to go to school. But unfortunately, I have to. I'm on my last year as a college student and I want this last year to be great. The previous years in my college life were great too but I want to really give my best just to prove that I am not just a "happy-go-lucky" girl who takes pictures of random stuff around the campus. I'm talking about the academic achievements, of course. I already had an achievement last year where in our group won as the second placer for the Advertising Plan finals and I was the leader of the group so I got a higher grade from the rest of my groupmates, mehehe. I want to have more achievements from all of our subjects that has a competition. Sounds greedy, ambitious and stressful (for me) but I really don't care cause this what I want to do on my last in year in college. Hahaha! Okay, enough of it. Let's call it a day. Good night guys! :)

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PHOSTERRIFIC!

This is the second iPhone application that I will post for this week. One of my favorite and as you can see, I made a little effort with the presentation of this photo unlike the first one. I like this app so much because it is very user-friendly wherein you can create stylish poster and various invitation cards. There are 82 stylish templates which are already within the application, you will be able to create posters without great effort. When you get the job done of the first step making posters, you can utilize various effects and decorate to complete the chic posters on your own. Come on, download it now and give it a try! :)

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Paper'd - Wallpapers for unique & stylish people

Unique & addictive wallpaper app. One-of-a-kind designs that you can’t find anywhere else! Download it on iTunes for free. :)

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Picking Up The Pieces - Paloma Faith

Do you think of her when you're with me? Repeat the memories you made together. Who's face do you see? Do you wish I was a bit more like her? Am I too loud? I play the clown to cover up all these doubts. Perfect heart, she's flawless. She's the other woman, shining in her splendor. You were lost. Now she's gone and I'm picking up the pieces. I watch you cry, But you don't see that I'm the one by your side. Cause she's gone, in her shadow is it me you see? Cause all that's left is you and I, and I'm picking up the pieces.