Future Doctor, Current Loser

studyblr. trying my best (kinda) to get into med school.

[sentimentalbeing2001]

anaïs nin, 1939

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just finished the sorrows of young werther, which my ex had recommended to me a couple years back. i’m only now realizing that that was her way of telling me she was still in love with her ex 💀 yearning ass novel

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break time

been struggling a lot mentally, so not a lot of posts

also i went to dashcon 2 lol

[ultraviolenceangelxx]

and all i’ve loved, i’ve loved alone

[mahoganyamore]

lavender and honey

[kosmogrl]

[kosmogrl]

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trying to pull myself out of a depressive episode and study

[pridefulsuggestion]

you don’t have to die on every hill you climb.

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valentines day and reading week

i said i would study during reading week and i've been completely unproductive. i have one more day before i have to get back to the hospital and i don't wanna do anything. i've barely even left the apartment :(

[stethoscope-check]

still not dead yet

finished my clinical hours last week! almost 2000 hours of unpaid work :P i’ve still been incredibly busy with studying for finals and juggling a couple of volunteer roles.

also found out i didn’t get into med school this cycle. i’m considering doing a post bac and applying again next year.

im thinking of sharing some of my writing on substack… wonder if any of yall would be interested in that

[depsidase]

[trapny]

This is more inspirational than I think it was originally intended to be

[tokkibean]

"work in progress" is actually so misleading like it assumes that im actually making progress on my work

[stethoscope-check]

valentines day and reading week

i said i would study during reading week and i've been completely unproductive. i have one more day before i have to get back to the hospital and i don't wanna do anything. i've barely even left the apartment :(

[a-study-in-dante]

February 11th, 2026 | Yesterday, working in bed and starting a new journal with a new fountain pen that was gifted to me for my birthday by my beloved 🤍

[mahoganyamore]

maybe later isn't better than never

[henstomper]

imposter syndrome is so funny like fuuuuck i hope nobody finds out im tricking people into thinking im competent by knowing things and doing them