Andréa

And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by the ones who could not hear the music // 19f // Bisexual

[stfuandreaa]

Back in my सॉफ्ट एवम सार्कास्टिक girl era kyunki कलेश se sirf mera hi माथा kharab ho raha hai and बाकी kisi ko घंटा koi farak नहीं pad raha है 🎀

एक नदी थी जो कभी भी सागर से मिल ना सकीं

रास्ते के पार्वतो को पार कर ना सकीं ।।

रूखी सी सुखी सी प्यासी अधूरी सी अब तक बिछी है वहाँ

एक कतरा आंसू का उसमें पर बाकी है मेरी ही तरह पिया ।।

सब से ज्यादा मुझे ख़ुद से ही अब डर लगे

कोई जगह नहीं जो मुझे अब घर लगे ○

Dil se छुरी ka kaam leti hai. 🔪

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[stfuandreaa]

Singing off.

Dont know wheN i will be back tho.

[stfuandreaa]

Kalank - title track

हवाओं में बहेंगे घटाओं में रहेंगे

तू बरखा मेरी मैं तेरा बादल पिया

We will blow in the winds and stay in the valleys

You are my rain, and I am your cloud

I am the wander in this relation. I am the dreamer, and I have a dream. You are the one who is grounded enough for the both of us. You are the valleys while I swing with the winds. You are my rainfall, and I am your cloud in a way that you are the blessing, and I am the bearer. You are the anchor to my ship because I am the dreamer and we are the dream.

जो तेरे ना हुवे तो किसी के ना रहेंगे

दीवानी तू मेरी मैं तेरा पागल पिया

If I am not your, I won't be of anyone else's

You are addicted to me, and I am your crazy.

I can't become anyone's else's including mine if I'm not yours first. That's how you have doomed me. You are mine, and I am yours. I can't be anyone else's. You are addicted to me, and I am forever destined to be crazy. I'm madly in love with you. I'm mad in love for you.

हज़ारों में किसी को तक़दीर ऐसी

मिली है इक राँझा और हीर जैसी

One among thousands has such a fate

To have a destiny like Ranjha and Heer

We have been fortunate enough to have fate so heartbreaking and gut-wrenching that our love will be written down for generations to see. Our love might be seen by generations just like how Heer and Ranjha's were, but no one will understand it. No one but me and you. No one but us. Our love will be talked about, and our love will be devastating, but it will be true, and it will be ours.

ना जाने ये ज़माना क्यों चाहे रे मिटाना

कलंक नहीं इश्क़ है काजल पिया

I don't know why this world wants to erase it

Love isn't a disgrace. It is kohl, beloved

Why does the world not want us in society? Why is our love a disgrace and disgust? Why does society not want this type of heartbreaking, gut-wrenching love around? Love is not a disguise or disgrace. It is kohl. It is kohl on a way that you might want to control it and apply it in accordance with your benefit but it always prevails, it always smudges and honestly, the smudged kajal in the eyes of my beloved is the closest thing I have seen to god.

~stfuanna

[stfuandreaa]

लायी रे हमें जिंदगानी की कहानी कैसे मोड़ पे

हुवे रे खुद से पराये हम किसी से नैना जोड़ के

What turn have I brought the story of life on to have become a stranger to myself after looking into your eyes

I don't know how we have come to the underpass that we are standing at right now, and I don't know how it came to this. I have not been mine ever since I have seen into your eyes. Your eyes. Your eyes have fragments of my soul that were left in there from the first eye contact that we had, and I have got none the clue of the world as how to ask for them back. Do I want them back? Are they even mine to ask for them now?

मैं गहरा तामस तू सुनहरा सवेरा

मैं तेरा ओ मैं तेरा

मुसाफिर मैं भटका तू मेरा बसेरा

मैं तेरा ओ मैं तेरा

तू जुगनू चमकता मैं जंगल घनेरा मैं तेरा आ

ओ पिया मैं तेरा मैं तेरा मैं तेरा मैं तेरा मैं तेरा

I am the dark darkness, and you are the golden morning.

I am yours. Oh, I am yours

I am a lost wanderer, and you are my home.

i am yours oh i am yours

you are shiny like a firefly, and I am a dense forest

My beloved, I am yours. I am yours, I am yours, I am yours

I am the darkness of ignorance, and you are my sunlight of realization. I am yours, I am yours, oh. I am yours. I am the shameless wanderer, and you are my sole destination. I am lost and you are my home. I am yours, I am yours, oh. I am yours. You are the small light of hope while I am the eternal dense creature. You are the light that makes me what I am. Oh, beloved, I am yours, I am yours, I am yours.

I am eternally yours.

~stfuanna

[stfuandreaa]

Kalank - title track

हवाओं में बहेंगे घटाओं में रहेंगे

तू बरखा मेरी मैं तेरा बादल पिया

We will blow in the winds and stay in the valleys

You are my rain, and I am your cloud

I am the wander in this relation. I am the dreamer, and I have a dream. You are the one who is grounded enough for the both of us. You are the valleys while I swing with the winds. You are my rainfall, and I am your cloud in a way that you are the blessing, and I am the bearer. You are the anchor to my ship because I am the dreamer and we are the dream.

जो तेरे ना हुवे तो किसी के ना रहेंगे

दीवानी तू मेरी मैं तेरा पागल पिया

If I am not your, I won't be of anyone else's

You are addicted to me, and I am your crazy.

I can't become anyone's else's including mine if I'm not yours first. That's how you have doomed me. You are mine, and I am yours. I can't be anyone else's. You are addicted to me, and I am forever destined to be crazy. I'm madly in love with you. I'm mad in love for you.

हज़ारों में किसी को तक़दीर ऐसी

मिली है इक राँझा और हीर जैसी

One among thousands has such a fate

To have a destiny like Ranjha and Heer

We have been fortunate enough to have fate so heartbreaking and gut-wrenching that our love will be written down for generations to see. Our love might be seen by generations just like how Heer and Ranjha's were, but no one will understand it. No one but me and you. No one but us. Our love will be talked about, and our love will be devastating, but it will be true, and it will be ours.

ना जाने ये ज़माना क्यों चाहे रे मिटाना

कलंक नहीं इश्क़ है काजल पिया

I don't know why this world wants to erase it

Love isn't a disgrace. It is kohl, beloved

Why does the world not want us in society? Why is our love a disgrace and disgust? Why does society not want this type of heartbreaking, gut-wrenching love around? Love is not a disguise or disgrace. It is kohl. It is kohl on a way that you might want to control it and apply it in accordance with your benefit but it always prevails, it always smudges and honestly, the smudged kajal in the eyes of my beloved is the closest thing I have seen to god.

~stfuanna

[stfuandreaa]

Do whatever but don't get crushes on oblivious men because wtf you mean I'm mad now even when I wanted to go

[heyvamin]

i hope wherever you are, you won the war, the one i couldn’t help you win

[stfuandreaa]

Jigra title track and tenu sang rakhna are the most eldest daughter core songs, and you can not convince me otherwise.

[stfuandreaa]

SHIBU

Fuckk off

[talesinmyhead040122]

SHIBU SHIBI SHIIIIBUUUU

[stfuandreaa]

[stfuandreaa]

Hum tere pyaar mein sara aalam

Kho baithhe hai kho baithhe

Tum kahate ho ke

Aise Pyaar ko bhul jaao bhul jaao

Hum tere pyaar mein sara aalam..

I am so much deep in love with you that I have forgotten the workings and the functioning of this world. I have purposely removed them from my mind because they were occupying the space that was only meant for you. I have willingly sacrificed everything that I am aware of to convince you of my love, and you tell me to stop this 'madness'? You call this "madness"?

Panchhi se chhudaakar us kaa Ghar

Tum apne ghar par le aaye

Complaint : शिकायत

I was completely okay on my own before I knew of you. Before I knew you. Then you entered my world like a hurricane and wrecked everything. Every single thing. Now I don't know how it was before you. Why did you do this to me? Why did you make me love you so hard when you knew it would hurt me in the end. Why did you do this to me. I have fallen in love with you. You have doomed me for eternity. Why did you doom me?

Ye pyaar kaa pinjraa man bhaya

Hum ji bhar bhar kar musakaye

Attachment : लगाव

I am what I am with you. I don't know how to live without you. I am happy to be that way. I don't think there ever will be an after you. I am happy during you. I am in love with you. I am yours, and you are mine till the end of time. I can not function without you. There is not a day that I spend away from the thoughts of you. I call it love in its truest form. It is dependence. Not love. Dependency.

Jab pyaar huaa is pinjare se

Tum kahane lage aazad raho

Shock : सदमा

Now that I am truly and wholly dependent on you, you want me to move on? To go away? How can I walk away? I don't know anything about how the world functions now. I don't have friends. I don't have people to talk to. I only talk to you? No you can not be serious right now. How can you say such a crude and cruel thing to me? To the person you love? You do, right?

Hum kaise bhulaaye pyaar tera

Tum apni zubaan se ye naa kaho

Request : अनुरोध

I can't do this. After being yours, after being with you for so long, I can't walk away. Please don't make me do this. This is not how it was supposed to happen. This is not what was supposed to happen at all. I am in love with you. Why can't you see my love. Why can't I be enough for you. I request you, my love. Please don't do this to us. Please don't do this to me. Please don't make me walk away.

Ab tum saa jahaan mein koi nahin Hai

Hum to tumhaare ho baithhe

Surrender : समर्पण

Do you want me to walk away? Now you want me to stay? You want comfort over change, my love. It's alright, I'll stay. Whatever you say. I'll be here for you cause I love you. You know I do. I don't know why I do anymore, but I do know that I do. I'll do whatever you want me to. I am yours, and you are mine, right? Till the end of time. It's okay to change your mind. I know you love me.

Tum kehete ho ki aaise pyaar ko

Bhul jao bhul jao

Pain : व्यथा

No, it's okay if whatever you said was a mistake. I mean It's okay if you didn't mean that. We all say ugly, gut-wrenching, disgusting things to the person we love with our whole hearts when we get angry. It's okay. I understand. It hurts in my chest, but I understand. I do. Of course I forgive you. It happens. We love it each other, no? It's okay. I still love you. It hurts, but I love you. Yes, I do. You love me too, no? It hurts to love you.

Hum tere pyaar me sara alam

kho baithe hai kho baithe hai

tum kehete ho ki aaise pyaar ko

bhul jao bhul jaao

hum tere pyaar me sara alam

Love in its purest form : शुद्ध प्रेम

~stfuanna

[toast-talks]

dumbass bitch who's trauma response is to forget say AYEEEEEE

[stfuandreaa]

AYE?

does it count if I remember half my life in excruciating detail and the other half is a fucking void blub?

[stfuandreaa]

SHIBU

Fuckk off

[viraah]

the way I feel at home at railways stations needs to be researched on

[stfuandreaa]

प्रीतम का कुछ दोष नहीं है वो तो है निर्दोष

There is no fault of beloved.

अपने आप से बाते करके हो गई मैं बदनाम

I became infamous by talking to myself.

[stfuandreaa]

Kabhi kabhi samajh nahi aata apni aawaj par proud hona chahiye ya sharminda.

[bandarrrrr]

Meri mummy randomly sinchan dekhti hai

[stfuandreaa]

Me as a mummy

[aamtreeanalogy]

the only correct way to solve a rubik's cube is to first take it apart piece by piece and then reassemble it

[stfuandreaa]

It is for people like you that they have a "dont like the pole in South pole" and "don't dive into the toilet" signs.

[ydhsbhsnf-deactivated20210613]

that "OKAY SO" before someone u love starts infodumping........ most blessed feeling in the world

[roughbuddy]

reblog to let your mutuals know that they can always give you the “OKAY SO” and you will listen

[stfuandreaa]

I am 99% sure I will be the one doing OKAY SO