a world of contradictions @aamtreeanalogy - Tumblr Blog

i promise i will try to be good this time. god i haven't seen you smile in so long, it aches me everytime you believe in me, and then i go ahead and disappoint you. but this time, i will not stop at anything i promise, i won't make any excuses and i won't say "next time I'll do good" or something like that, i will give my best this time, just never stop believing in me please, i love you so much. i just want to see you happy. i will make you proud this time, because you never compromised my happiness for anything.

#mine #i love you so much #aamtreeanalogy

because i WANTED you to know

because i wanted you to KNOW

because i wanted YOU to know

#why i am thinking about this at 1am #idk #cmbyn movie #cmbyn #movie

the winner takes it all and the loser posts on tumblr

#yeah

i miss who i was one tumblr account ago

for anyone who wears their heart right on their sleeve and loves so hard that it hurts to breathe,

for anyone whose favourite colour is blue because the sky feels like it's the only thing that's true,

for the ones who always apologize for taking up space, or feel like they're running a never-ending race,

you are not invisible and you aren't on your own; even when the world feels as cold as stone.

#so i was listening to summer child #and i ended up writing this #something something #poem

the winner takes it all and the loser stares up at the ceiling in the dark

#yeah

first of all exam kharab jata hai, fir bag nhi milta fuck this shit man

do you see yourself having a civilised conversation with your ex in the future?

no

this one girl couldn't take it when i honestly told her that i didn't enjoy watching the portrait of a lady on fire so she started bad mouthing about call me by your name. hah.

#“but there is age difference”#“he was emotionally abused”#STFU #coming outta nowhere bitching about cmbyn #stupid person #lowkey pmo #cmbyn

that one person with whom you have been sharing screenshots of your spotify wrapped since 2020 is really special. except there is no special person. it's only you with your stupid screenshots in a google photos album called "spotify wrapped throughout the years". you get reminded how silly you are all of a sudden through one of google's notifications. so then you delete the whole album impulsively. but then you get it back from the recycle bin. what a waste of time.

#who's out there learning from me #uh oh it's 3am who can tell

actual squid game toh NEET aur JEE wale khel rhe hai

#am i wrong?#i don't think so

on my way to lock in v hard like im not even kidding, end of the day ek taala hi bacha rahega sirf you won't be able to see me