⊰ FALSE P R E T E N S E ;; ⊱

Lavender Welsh, 17. "Shame, How people can lead you away from your passions.

[malakaisms]

I’d have to go with no.

[stfulavender]

Do you mind if I ask why not? I mean, It does make sense, right?

[micahhevans]

  Make sure you use a condom.

[stfulavender]

Micah Evans! That was a serious fucking question! No sarcasm was needed!

[justelijahb]

I think that changed my life. I’m not sure if it’s in a good way but it sure did.

[stfulavender]

The more you know. I have so many questions right now, but I don't think I should ask them because border line iinappropriateand weird, you feel?

[stfulavender]

I gotta go get ready for like my first date ever and I won't be back until like Nine pm est. I'M SO EXCITED FOR LAVENDER THO SHE'S LITERALLY ONE OF THOSE GIRLS WHO THROWS FLOWER PETALS EVERY WHERE AND DOESN'T LIKE TALKING ABOUT HERSELF BC LIKE FAMOUS BRO BUT LIKE OMG SHE'S SO CUT EI  ILY SEE U LATER

[wandxrcrs]

That’s horrifying and I’m sorry they put you through that. Must have been traumatizing.

[stfulavender]

Yeah, but I use it to make myself a better writer. it's my muse you know? Why do old people twerk. Oh! I'm Lavender by the way.

[serpanttopaz]

It doesn’t matter if someone’s attracted to you. You can be the prettiest little stick in the room, but unless they are a one minute quit it guy they’re going to have to be around you listening to your gnawing moan for a couple minutes. If you’re turning guys down why does it matter how sex works here? You’re not getting play in the real or virtual world so these aren’t really relevant questions to your quest. But in case you’re truly wondering, sex works the same. What’s so wrong with pretending things don’t exist? Some of us think it’s better that way and in case you forgot, you bought this too. You’re running from your own demons. Let people make their mind up for themselves whether Delete is for them or not. Just because you’re a sour ass about it, doesn’t mean everyone else is. Sounds like you’ve been catfished. Sucks.. Most people only enhance themselves a little bit, no one goes too drastic. You have a world to do whatever you want and you wasted it on a tattoo? Hmm, let me guess.. You didn’t win Prom Queen, called it depression, and now you’re here? Or Mommy and Daddy didn’t get you that sports car you wanted for your Sweet Sixteen? shut the program off and never come back if that’s how you feel. Easy fix.

[stfulavender]

But then again a lot of men can bear through it just to get what they want, you know? Sure they'll complain about how annoying the girl's voice might be but at the end of the day they still got some, right? Because if you're not feeling it, then what's the point? That's not a healthy way to deal with anything though. If we continue down this path, that's all we're going to learn how to do. Run. We'll be wiped out faster than dinosaurs if that's the only instinct we inherit. We, as a species, need to learn how to adapt to situations, how to form leaderships and bonds. Just because something bad happens doesn't mean we should head for the hills. We should rise above it, overcome tragedy. Oh I know I did. I made a mistake but for some reason it won't let me log out. I've been trying for the past two hours and I've been stuck ever since? No, but I mean, I just wanted to see how it looks-- But no no, none of those reasons are why I came here. If you really want to know well, My Mum,  was a popular singer and I sorta followed in her footsteps and like, I guess I should've been used to the whole paparazzi thing but after one of my Poetry-Slam sessions in California... A guy sexually assaulted me.. and there was a lot of drama in real life about it, court cases and media coverage--- I needed to get away. But I realised that pretending it didn't happen wasn't going to make anything better.. In fact, it only made it worse.

[wandxrcrs]

  No, that would be a perfectly good reason. I want to shudder just at the mental image of that.

[stfulavender]

In all honesty, I don't know why twerking was even a thing like what was that? Oh! and then, My Grandma wrote in her will for her best friend to twerk on her grave so that happened and I was emotionally damaged since then.

[serpanttopaz]

Pump your breaks, Flower Child. I’m almost sure a rule for someone to sleep with you is to want to be near you for more than 30 seconds and the way you’re acting right now would make any man run to the hills. No one wants your nudes nor does anyone want your probably still untouched virginity. Why would you want to tell people not to use Delete? It’s literally the best thing since Hot Pockets.

[stfulavender]

No actually I think the first rule of getting laid is that some one has to be sexually attracted to you. I mean, think about in 2014 where pretty much guys every where would treat them like shit and stuff the next day.  Also, b In real life , multiple occasions and I've been asked for sex, but  I turn them down. Mostly because they either are really creepy guys, thieves or want o a lock of my hair on ebay. Why do I tell people to stop using it? Well that's really easy actually. Back then our past generations just had this thing for running from your problems and since then we have progressed instituted way better things to help cope with things like depression, bullying and mental disorders, but now people are being put back into practice again, people are using ti to run away from their problems and pretend they don't exist. Not only that, but people in it are using it this for all the wrong reason. Sure, it's one thing to build your own avatar and have friends, but some people make it look like nothing like them. I  on the other hand look exactly like this in real life but  I don't have this tattoo yet, the one on my hip  bone but I mean, hey,  my mum said wait.-- But that's beside the point. People are using this shit for all the wrong reasons and instead of moving forward, us, as a humanity is starting to move backwards.

[fcknhadley-blog]

Cybering?

[stfulavender]

Yeah! You know when to people try to do it over the internet? 

[wandxrcrs]

Been around the world, don’t speak the language. But your booty don’t need explaining. All I really need to understand is when you…talk dirty to me.

Heh, oldies are the best.

[stfulavender]

Is it bad to say that that is one song I will never be able to listen to properly in my life because my Grandma twerked to it on a tree right before my eyes and I was never the same again because she wasn't wearing underwear and I was right behind the tree?

[serpanttopaz]

  You’ve got to be kidding me.

[stfulavender]

No! I kid you not! And if you send nudes on here doesn't it mean that you leaked your own nudes online? These are serious Questions because once i figure out how to get the hell out of here, I need  this information to tell people why not to use it. Plus, do you even feel anything while you are Cybering?--Sorry for so many questions, but I just got to know.

[stfulavender]

By a technicality, since this is the virtual world, wouldn't  sex on here be the same thing as Cybering?

[stfulavender]

idk if any one's on but Hihihi I'm Gracie! I obviously play lavender and idk it feels kinda weird being here bc i i haven't rped in a while but hiii! IF U GUYS WANNA PLOT JUST MESSSAGE ME BC I'M DOWN FOR ANYTHING

[wayeast]

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[stfulavender]

@LavenderLolitax: lol remember when people used to Tumblr what? #retro