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Lets go All Over The Fucking Place with mama

for those out there who feel like their dissociation 'isn't enough' and feel like they're faking because of it, hey. maybe it's because you lived your entire life with this experience and got too used to it. but here's the thing, dissociation isn't just 'suddenly blacking out and having no memory of the entire past day' no matter how much its painted as that. not all dissociation is sharp and obvious.

forgetting passwords, forgetting names and people, forgetting your dreams, having too vivid dreams, insomnia, brain fog, face blindness, remembering your days like a blur, struggling to remember your schedule, school/work day gone too fast, forgetting to eat, forgetting to drink, derealization, depersonalization can all be caused by dissociation. i know its hard to accept but it is, just because you don't black out doesn't mean you don't dissociate; if you sit on your computer stopping for a second doubting your password or if you wake up feeling like that was a trainwreck of a dream then suddenly it stops being visible is caused by dissociation. if you're awake, looking around but having the feeling that something with the existence of the surroundings is wrong is also dissociation. if you suddenly remember that you forgot to eat that day, that you forgot to drink that day, the time is 3 am and even though you never blacked out and you were always there, is still dissociation.

if you grew too used to constantly living these little things, then you are probably ignoring your symptoms. so please stop the doubting. you're not fake, your dissociation is real, your amnesia is real and you are not lying. please remember this. you are a system, and it's okay to dissociate. it's not your fault.

kaomojiloser

with the abundance of digital material they have on the hail mary, i am 101% sure ryland got a hold of crappy jokes and started reciting them to rocky. rocky now thinks that human humour is full of dad jokes.

snototter

An adult male fantastic least gecko (Sphaerodactylus fantasticus) in Guadeloupe

snototter

i'm actually not sure why sphaerodactylus are often called least geckos but i have to assume its just one of the least amounts of gecko you can get

kuropin

Human fuunybunny hell ye hell ye

great-and-small

Americans take a second to thank the Migratory Bird Treaty Act that you can still walk into the wetlands to see (and hear) this scene

everyday-cutephoto

slingerapen

cats know keyboard shortcuts even microsoft doesnt know about

biblicallyaccuratemoth

Almost a decade later, and despite my writing becoming increasingly fucked up, I think the cruellest thing I've ever done to a character is still from a novel I published online in 2017, when a boy got the mysterious sex-change virus, fell in love with being a girl and rediscovered a zest for life, and then was "cured" at the end and went back to being a boy

biblicallyaccuratemoth

The epilogue of this story took place a decade after the conclusion of the main plot and had her having transitioned, but still always chasing the sheer, unfiltered joy that she had for two weeks only to have it ripped away from her

I was 'cis' when I wrote this

importantcatpics

biblicallyaccuratemoth

Almost a decade later, and despite my writing becoming increasingly fucked up, I think the cruellest thing I've ever done to a character is still from a novel I published online in 2017, when a boy got the mysterious sex-change virus, fell in love with being a girl and rediscovered a zest for life, and then was "cured" at the end and went back to being a boy

blignick

lazer-exe

I'm gonna say it, I do think that even the laziest person imaginable should have a roof over their head, food in their stomach, and access to healthcare

promptsforthestrugglingauthor

Writing Prompt #4090

His stomach twisted as he looked at the lines of the prophecy again and again and again—there were threads of a solution here, but none of them the kind he was looking for.

He sincerely wanted to help, but he didn't want to sacrifice himself for everyone else.