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— David Foster Wallace, The Pale King
— David Foster Wallace
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Liv Tyler as Corey Mason Empire Records (1995)
movies i’ve watched lately
I’m a sucker at series and k-dramas but I still love watching movies especially the movies that I know will stress me up and eat my time or just letting me express or letting me cry for minutes. Well, thanks about that!
Here are some movies I’ve watched lately. It’s not that many since this is categorized as romantic movies/tear-jerker movies.
NEVER NOT LOVE YOU
dir. Antoinette Jadaone
This movie is a Filipino movie which stars James Reid and Nadine Lustre. I may sound biased since I love these couple so much but hear me out!
I was expecting a sad ending or an ending that will stress me out. I thought that this movie will be full drama and will eat my soul and tear me apart. But, no. This movie is about a couple who wanted to be together but also torn apart on what will they choose on their life first. Career or love? And it’s a challenge for them. While sometimes it’s hard to imagine that they will together still at the end of the day.
What I really loved about this movie is that they conveyed a very realistic and timely character on the story. And that ‘s what makes it good.
MIDNIGHT SUN
dir. Scott Speer
While everyone is thinking that this might be a part two of “Everything, Everything” why don’t you check it out first? Yes, it might have similarities based on the condition of the girl, but it doesn’t mean that it has a same story also.
The story is about a 17 year old girl who has a disease called XP (xeroderma pigmentosum) which prevents her from going into the sunlight. She only goes out during nighttime until one day she met a guy whom she struggles to tell him about her condition.
To be completely honest, I was a complete wreck after watching this. I did not expect that it will affect me like that! It’s just too good and very nice movie.
LOVE, SIMON
dir. Greg Berlanti
A very great coming of age movie that really struck my heart. Compare the situation in any struggle of a teenage kid, it will really get your heart.
Simon keeps a huge secret to his family, friends, and his classmates. He’s gay. And he can’t tell anyone about it until one day an anonymous account who named himself ‘Blue’ came out that he’s gay. He was so intrigued that he talked to ‘Blue’ and kept on guessing who he is until one day, Simon got caught and was threatened to his secret.
I don’t know how and why, but for me, it’s a really great story especially to the kids and to the teens who can’t express and finds it too hard to let out ownselves.
James & Alyssa. The End of the F****ing World. Brown color scheme edition.
whenever i breakdown nowadays i yelled a lot saying, "i don't want to live anymore!" while literally crying and yelling at them. and i realized how much that phrase somehow is scary knowing that i really kept that in me almost everyday in my life and i just yelled it now. wow.
BOOK REVIEW #1
Hello!
Last year, 2017, my friend recommended me to collect more books rather than just borrowing books from my friends. To be honest, I’m not really a fan of collecting books because I find it hard to collect money to buy just one book and finish it for only three days. But as my friend told me, it’s no harm to collect books while I’m also collecting stickers and decorative tapes (LOL).
This year I found myself in book bazaars and book sales just to grab books that are worth to buy. So here are some books that I’ve read so far since this year has started. These books were also bought this year. I hope you enjoy!
Disclaimer: I DO NOT SPOIL.
NO FILTER
A collection of monologues about millennials by millennials
I bought this one in the Summit Media Warehouse sale just this January. This book was published last 2016 and was on drop off price when I got it on the warehouse sale. I got it not knowing what to expect but I find it interesting cause it’s a collection of monologues and it is written and was also performed by locals.
I liked the book cover because it really gets to the point on who this book is about which is the millennials. So book cover wise: 10/10 very millennial.
To be honest, when I first opened the pages I was shookt to the bones to the layout, photography, and illustrations. It was good. It was really as if you’re a reading a collection of articles that are #sorelatable from the magazines. I loved that every page is eye-catching.
The titles of every part of these collection of monologues are in order and I love that. I love that they go through every aspect that a millennial are having or going through, the problems that we’re facing nowadays, the types of personality of a millennial, the worsts and the beauty of being in this generation, and overall, the straight forwardness of every line in this book. Truly, no filter!
This book will make you relate, of course, if you’re a millennial. But most of all, I think this book will also hit you into the face that we’re in this generation and there are pros and cons being in here.
IN CASE YOU COME BACK
Poems, confessions, apologies, and promises
By Marla Miniano & Reese Lansangan
Illustrations by Jamie Catt
I also got this book on the warehouse sale but I’ve read some of the pages of this book from my friend who also have this one. Honestly, I was not a fan of buying a book that contains poems or other entry that will just make me sad and leave just me without not knowing what every word the author had just said. It turns out when I got a glimpse of this book from my friend, I found it hard not to put it down.
There’s something about the words of the authors here that made me comfortable about my pain and how they describe the hurt; there’s still beauty in it. It’s not that it’s very good to be hurt, okay? The beauty in it is that it’s very true and very real and they’ve captured it in a very good way the way the reader had almost felt. The illustrations were the symbol of every piece. And I love that the art has reflected the words and the gist of every work that the authors has made.
When I open this little book, it reminds me that it’s okay to be sad at some point. And that it’s okay to pause for awhile and just reflect. It’s like your book of how you have conquered and how’d you face maturity in life. This book will comfort you somehow. It will not let you feel the pain and it will not make you the pain that you’ve felt. It will make you feel the aftermath of your pain and the realization. And that was comforting to me.
DREAMLAND
By Robert Anderson
Fantasy fiction/YA Paranormal fiction
I bought this book just this February during the Book Binge Bazaar of National Bookstore. I got it for only 175php ($3.50)! The reason why I bought this is because my brother told me so. He said it was pretty interesting. And I don’t want to leave the bazaar empty handed so I bought it (I only bought two books there).
Fantasy is not my number one to find in the bookstore. But, reading the back of the cover makes it kind of interesting.
“Odea Donahue has been able to travel through people’s dreams since she was six years old. Her mother taught her the three rules of walking: Never interfere. Never be seen. Never walk the same person’s dream more than once. Dea has never questioned her mother, not about the rules, not about the clocks or the mirrors, not about moving from place to place to be one step ahead of the unseen monsters that Dea’s mother is certain are right behind them.
Then a mysterious new boy, Connor, comes to town and Dea finally starts to feel normal. As Connor breaks down the walls that she’s had up for so long, he gets closer to learning her secret. For the first time she wonders if that’s so bad. But when Dea breaks the rules, the boundary between worlds begins to deteriorate. How can she know what’s real and what’s not?”
Story wise, it is very easy to understand. There’s some major plots but I swear you’ll be able to move on easily. It’s not that very hard to understand for the story moves along just fine.
I was kind of expecting this book to be very metaphoric and the kind of book that will make your brain turn into nuts but sadly it isn’t. And it was my bad for I expected much. It’s not that I didn’t liked the book though. I liked it. And it’s not that it’s my first time to read a book that’s not very very metaphoric (lol). Maybe I just expected that because this is a fantasy.
If I’m going to rate this book it’s going to be 3 out of 5. I would say that the way the author has described every scene of what Dea (the main character) has seen in her dreams were very well-written. Just like I’ve said, you’ll get along with the story easily for the author has written the words detail by detail.
I’m also a fan of books who has a lowkey love story but focuses more on the action. I love it when stories have that kind of concept. And this books covers that. Dea and Connor like each other obviously but what keeps you unto it is how the heck they’re not doing anything about it and how they prioritize their friendship.
I’ll recommend this book to anyone who loves fantasy and a little bit of mystery. But to be honest, I still don’t know what to feel on the ending lol.
TURTLES ALL THE WAY DOWN
By John Green
YA Fiction
The hype is super real for me on John Green’s comeback in another book. I did not buy this on sale or whatever. I bought this on an actual bookstore for my love John Green’s work.
Hardbound. Is. Wow.
When I first heard about him releasing a new book, of course I am very excited to get it on my hands as soon a possible. If you subscribe on the YouTube channel of him and his brother, Hank, named thevlogbrothers you’ll surely have an update on how the book is going.
I also watched John reading the first chapter as a teaser. You can check that here.
This book was released last October 2017. But I only got it this year but so far so so good because I haven’t read any spoilers and any bad comments about it.
“Sixteen-year-old Aza never intended to pursue the mystery of fugitive billionaire Russell Pickett, but there’s a hundred-thousand-dollar reward at stake and her Best and Most Fearless Friend, Daisy, is eager to investigate. So together, they navigate the short distance and broad divides that separate them from Russell Pickett’s son, Davis.
Aza is trying. She is trying to be a good daughter, a good friend, a good student, and maybe even a good detective, while also living within the ever-tightening spiral of her own thoughts.
In his long-awaited return, John Green, the acclaimed, award-winning author of Looking for Alaska and The Fault in Our Stars, shares Aza’s story with shattering, unflinching clarity in this brilliant novel of love, resilience, and the power of lifelong friendship.”
Now, I’ve heard that turtles do not have a huge part in this. So it was very a John Green style that you’ll have to read the book to be able understand the title of the book. Which was awesome, btw. And it’s not the only animal you’ll get to encounter in this book also.
Anyway, I have a lot to say about this book that I might even write about it in a separate blog just to pour out my emotions and thoughts about this book. But overall, it was a wonderful story. Knowing that John displayed a character that can almost relate to what he’s experiencing to his mental health issue seems very personal to me. The built of the story focuses more on the personal issue rather than issue about the mystery they have to solve. And that’s very good.
I’ve related so much to the main character, Ava, although Daisy, her friend, is a Star Wars nerd, I think these two and I will be such great friends. Hahaha.
There are moments which I picture that Ava wants to speak and to interact to her friends but she doesn’t have the energy to do so. And it’s not that she’s not having fun, it’s just that she’s just too tired to interact. And I get it, you know (woohoo! shoutout to my passive friends there. Where you at?).
It’s just amazing how John Green illustrates the feeling.
I won’t say no more about this book because I might be able to spoil y’all. Hahaha. But I highly recommend this book to almost everyone especially to the people who thinks that there’s something wrong with their mind. If you have a friend that might be going through something and you can’t understand them, this book might be able to help you also.
I hope you had a fun time reading this.
Brb, I’ll be reading some books now.
Love always,
mega
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The original post only has US helplines. I've added UK helplines underneath. It would be great if people could add numbers from everywhere in the world.
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453
UK Helplines:
Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]
Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111
Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]
Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]
b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]
b-eat youthline (for under 25's with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)
Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]
Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600
Drinkline: 0800 9178282
Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]
Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight
India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614
India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669
Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7
suicide hotlines;
Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430
Australia: 13-11-14
Austria: 01-713-3374
Barbados: 429-9999
Belgium: 106
Botswana: 391-1270
Brazil: 21-233-9191
Canada: 1-800-448-3000
China: 852-2382-0000
(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)
Costa Rica: 606-253-5439
Croatia: 01-4833-888
Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67
Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908
Denmark: 70-201-201
Egypt: 762-1602
Estonia: 6-558-088
Finland: 040-5032199
France: 01-45-39-4000
Germany: 0800-181-0721
Greece: 1018
Guatemala: 502-234-1239
Holland: 0900-0767
Honduras: 504-237-3623
Hungary: 06-80-820-111
Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90
Israel: 09-8892333
Italy: 06-705-4444
Japan: 3-5286-9090
Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292
Malaysia: 03-756-8144
(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)
Mexico: 525-510-2550
Netherlands: 0900-0767
New Zealand: 4-473-9739
New Guinea: 675-326-0011
Nicaragua: 505-268-6171
Norway: 47-815-33-300
Philippines: 02-896-9191
Poland: 52-70-000
Portugal: 239-72-10-10
Russia: 8-20-222-82-10
Spain: 91-459-00-50
South Africa: 0861-322-322
South Korea: 2-715-8600
Sweden: 031-711-2400
Switzerland: 143
Taiwan: 0800-788-995
Thailand: 02-249-9977
Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800
Ukraine: 0487-327715
I love stickers with all my heart, but the dedication it takes to to place them somewhere forever? Not emotionally ready