[stray--cat]

I have started to become aware that people don’t want to hear my shit. I’ll just keep convincing myself I’m fine during every crisis so I won’t bother others. I’ll get a therapist. I’ll be that commercial where the lady hides her face with a smiley face mask. I won’t be dramatic. I won’t be an adult baby. Toughen up. Y’know, keep living and be oblivious.

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Reblog and put in the tags what your comfort show is.

[stray--cat]

If I look and I see divine beauty, I do not question if it is real

We can be caught up in what fools us. Beauty is real and when you see it you know what it is. How could you say a woman is a monster beneathe the surface. Even her, in all her flaws is heaven sent, a moonbeam. She is not a monster but a protector, in her element in nature she bears her teeth for herself and whom she loves.

[stray--cat]

You have inspired something catastrophic in me

A complete destruction and redesign

The collapsing of dams and the burning of fires

Something that can’t be ignored, no

But I still don’t know how to say it all to you

I still don’t know

[stray--cat]

When I was younger i used to see the world as magic and poetic

I felt like I had to grow out of it

And now the world has become survival

You do have a talent of making girls cry

You said it is your favorite thing about being alive

And I thought just ten minutes ago you could never do it to me

I am untouchable

But then you set me free

[stray--cat]

Never have i felt so hollow as this

But I fail to remember a picture where you’re smiling

And in my dreams i feel full

[stray--cat]

Cherokee

[stray--cat]

I smell the sweat on my skin

I know I would have liked this song better before

And I miss the past versions of myself dearly

Little gray cats circling

The one light that someone should be studying under

Upsidedown spider

Septempter and smoke

Little gray cats by by by

[stray--cat]

Me doing my makeup this morning deciding to marry myself:

Me: “Babe, you look beautiful”

Me @ myself: “Ugh, go away”

[stray--cat]

Unecessary aggressions

When you think something is a threat but it’s not

And the threat is killed

A life lost and a guilt carried

[stray--cat]

Your eye I saw in a dream

Wide open and blue and glowing

I could not run from it’s light

And I was terrified yet freed

Now in waking life

I stay as far as I can

I can’t handle myself in your vision

What you see does not look like me to me

I can relocate, I can flee

But you will still be behind my eyes

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“Having a soft heart in a cruel world is courage, not weakness.”

— Katherine Henson

[stray--cat]

Kiki

[stray--cat]

Tonight I will be mourning a you that never exsisted

[stray--cat]

It’s nothing special to toss and turn at the constant and unrelentless presense of someone in your mind

It happens to everyone all the time

But I cant tell you the last time it has happened to me

My head and heart are swirling with curiosity

And I can’t help but feel like I want to be near you

I wonder if you have thought about me too

I’m not much to think of

Perhaps I’m a little plain

But doesn’t the mystery strike you ?

All that I don’t know I want to know more

Maybe I wont let you know me enough to know I’m a bore

Here I go falling down down down

And I’ll do whatever I can to distract myself

I’ll lock my heart up and put it back on the shelf

These thoughts nobody must know

I hope I don’t slip and they show

[stray--cat]

The sun behind his head and in the others mouth made me blissful

The curious looks they gave me

And the smiles, the compliments and the jokes

I pushed my body so hard it hurt but we talked about how we’ll sleep well tonight

Picking at the grass was something I liked to watch her do

I didn’t feel like I was intruding as I often feel

I felt like a pack animal accepted in swiftly much like you see dogs do

I fucking love the smiles

It’s all I’ll ever need from now on