[strings-ofand-code]

they/them | Schizotypal PD + Autistic.

Aromantic Xenogender / Transneutral Enbian

A real life [error message.]

This was initially an alterhuman blog, I'll still use it for that sometimes, but I generally use it as a place away from main to post things that I relate to my experiences, specifically and especially with Schizotypal Personality Disorder. I post/repost random flags sometimes too yes.

[toesuckler]

psychotic and cluster a-people: do you have sleep disturbance? if so, how?

Yes, i experience intrusive dreams or nightmares.

Yes, i experience a form of insomnia or fragmented sleep

Yes, i experience a form of hypersomnia or excessive daytime sleepiness.

Yes, i experience a form of parasomnia

Yes, i experience multiple of these.

Yes, i experience another unmentioned other form of sleep disturbance.

No, i do not experience sleep disturbance.

RESULTS

Remaining time: 6 days 8 hours

THIS POLL IS FOR PSYCHOTIC AND CLUSTER A PEOPLE. IF YOU DO NOT FALL INTO THESE CATEGORIES, DO NOT VOTE.

[greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou]

hi

[greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou]

actually i want to be alone rn

[greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou]

no i dont... hi

[greenmossloveisreal1998iloveyou]

i think i might need to be on my own rn

[strings-ofand-code]

Sometimes I wish to express some of my odd thinking more because living in my own head can be exhausting. However. My weirdo meter.

[cluster-a-culture]

FUCKKK EVERYBODDYYYYY

[fivepointpalettes]

Vivid Emotions

#0a94c3 | #003eff | #5a1eff | #fb5b85 | #c109b2

[strings-ofand-code]

Aromantic Enbian

For when you're both Aromantic and Enbian.

[schizospec-culture-is]

Questioning STPD culture is being paranoid over whether or not I can be self aware about my symptoms while still having the disorder or not. So for me it's like "I know that other people wanting to read my mind sounds weird, but I'm weird and they don't get it."

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[strings-ofand-code]

Antipsychotics have been awesome honestly where has this been past 4 years of my life

[cluster-a-culture]

StPD Culture, to me, is this quote by Sue Grafton: “Beware the dark pool at the bottom of our hearts. In its icy, black depths, dwell strange and twisted creatures. It is best not to disturb.”

— 🧸🫐.

[fairycosmos]

this lifetime is very bizarre and then youre not even supposed to also be bizarre. Ok

[sugar-sweet-bonfire]

Flower Garden NPD + Flower Garden StPD -

Flower garden themed NPD and StPD flags ..

@radiomogai @obscurian

No off site reuploads / archival onto public wikis , Pinterest , etc ; tag @sugar-sweet-fawnwife in anything made under or related to terms posted ; please don’t use term names as urls / usernames for any site

[pleaseseemeibeg]

how it feels to be aware of your paranoias btw

[yellow-cat]

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

[cluster-a-culture]

god this sounds like a humble brag im sorry i dont mean it that way

(comparatively) socially successful STPD Culture is *through gritted teeth* You are incredibly lucky to have friends who aren't willing to give up on you. They have done so much to stop you from becoming a hermit. Do not throw it away now. No one at the party wishes to kill you. 2 drinks in you will forget you thought anyone wanted to kill you. Do not become a hermit. You remember how you felt when you were a hermit. Being a hermit isn't fun.

[gawdland]

I know its cliche but Schizopolis really is a great movie that shows what my life basically is with stpd lol

[toesuckler]

how it feels to NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL WILL EVER MAKE ME FEEL FREE.

#PERSONALITYDISORDER

#AHEDONIA

#IDONTFEELGOODORHAPPY

#GETAWAYFROMMEWHILEYOUSTILLCAN!!!