A stranger In The Alps, reborn.

Sex, Drugs, Rock-n-Roll (mostly drugs) Los Angeles now, transplant from the Bay

[strngrinthealps]

It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[strngrinthealps]

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One year free.

[strngrinthealps]

If you think that alcoholism or drug addiction isn’t something that could ever affect you or someone you love, you are wrong. It doesn’t matter who you are, what you have, where you live. Addiction will strip away all of that, will take away your career, your family, your home, everything that you value. It happened to me. But for the love of my family and the grace of a higher power, I would still be lost, alone, hopeless and spiraling towards a prison sentence or death.

The good news is that there is a solution. If you’re not dead, you can learn how to live again, how to stop hurting yourself and the people who love you. You can be a good person again, someone worthy of trust, love, and happiness.

It’s simple. First, don’t die. Second, talk to someone. Me. Anyone. Or go to a meeting. Or go to treatment. You don’t have to live that way ever again. You can get back whatever you’ve lost, and more. Just talk to someone. And don’t die.

[strngrinthealps]

#ninemonths #wedorecover #ca #aa #na #sober (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CotlhBauj5E/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[l0velylizz]

Getting clean isn't the hardest part

It’s staying clean and dealing with life with it. Not having drugs to cope, and feeling the wave of emotions as they are. Finding out things about yourself that you never knew were possible. Meth made me a monster.

I’m barely on tumblr anymore, because this was where I went to do my worst. I would post my damage for the whole world to see and I thought it was all fun and games. The party was over as soon as it started. Tweaker nation was my release.

I’m sure I still have followers on this account who knew me in my addiction and I’m here to tell you that there is a way out of this rut.

Here I sit 231 days clean, and sober. Free of any substances. My life in the past almost 8 months has been something I could never have dreamt of.

I made the decision to give myself to the rooms of narcotics and Alcoholics Anonymous. To work a life changing program, and honestly I didn’t have to do that much hard work. I knew I was done living how I was.

Today I love myself. ME! A girl who covered up mirrors because she hated herself. I have a job, I GET to pay bills and rent. My mom is my best friend and just celebrated 5 years in this program. I have beautiful friends who love me unconditionally.

You CAN get clean and stay clean. I promise the outcome of an amazing life will be better than any high on earth.

You just gotta take it one day at a time.

If any of you are struggling PLEASE don’t hesitate to hit me up. I love you all.

[l0velylizz]

Hi it me again with 16 months clean and sober. Recovery is possible 😍❤️

[strngrinthealps]

[strngrinthealps]

#sober #recovery #chabad #12steps (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChHETgyOjNh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[thoughtkick]

“I still catch myself feeling sad about things that don’t matter anymore.”

— Kurt Vonnegut

[federiac-deactivated20250916]

If you decide to rebrand yourself and get a new personality, new habits, new connections, nobody can stop you. You hold all the power.

[st0neymal0neyx0]

So my main blog (st0neymaloneyxo) was wrongfully deactivated today. I hope you pests that reported me constantly have a happy wank over that 😚

I'll be on this account full time soon so could people share this so others know where I am, please? Thankyouuu 🥰

[still-honest-still-repulsive-de]

Oh shit, (Not so)Quick guide to being a closet tweaker.

First off, I was over weight before I relapsed, so the weight I’ve lost, people think it’s something to be proud of. I’ve honestly never even been this skinny in my life so I don’t know what I’d do if I lose too.much more haha. Buuuttttttttt here’s some tips.

1: SLEEP: at least sometimes. There’s no need to stay up for more than one or two days at a time. Pace yourself. 2: EAT: There’s always something you can choke down. Eat something with protein and nutrients when you do eat. Avoid eating too many sugary treats to help prevent tooth decay. 3: CARE FOR YOUR TEETH!!!!!! This is one of the most important things to me. I floss twice a day, brush after every smoke session, and rinse with hydrogen peroxide every so often . I also hold my pipe behind my teeth. It won’t make much of a difference, (I mean cmon, we smoke meth) but it can’t hurt. 4: WORK: If you have a job, (and haven’t fucked it up yet. ) don’t lose it! We’re doing an upper, as long as you take care of your basic human needs you are able to be there and do your job correctly. So do it. I haven’t missed one day of work since I relapsed. 5: HANDS OFF!!! Don’t you dare pick at your skin at all, and NEVER EVER EVER pick at your face. Believe me, I know it’s difficult. It was difficult for me to not pick at myself before I had even tried the shit. But as long as you keep your head on your shoulders (sleeping/eating/socializing) you will be able to practice mind over matter. You know that if you touch whatever it is. You are not going to stop until you’ve created a giant world ending , life ruining, crater in your skin. So just don’t start. Avoid looking in mirrors too closely or for too long. They trap ya. Haha. ALOE VERA: Is the best thing in the world. Seriously. If you do end up picking and fuck your life up, 100% aloe gel with no dyes or added fragrance, or just aloe straight from the plant if you can get it. Heals your skin quickly. And for the ladies trying to be pretty tweakers. If you fuck up your face, aloe makes for a seal for problem spots you’ve picked at and makes it easier to conceal. Also it’s a wonderful primer, and it evens and tones your skin naturally.

[sandinyocrack]

This might be the most useful thing I’ve seen on here.

[still-honest-still-repulsive-de]

Thank you! ♡

[aidashakur]

[perfectquote]

“I hope one day we can forgive each other for not being what we wanted each other to be”

— Kriti G.

[silent-insanities]

I fear that I love too deeply for those who don’t love at all.

[suggestedfeelings]

the smallest amount of reassurance means so much. Random messages like “im not mad at you” “you’re not annoying me” “i’ll text you later” “i love you” is such a relief.

[cwote]

:))

[jb-blunk]

in this terrifying world you continuously have the power to offer someone else a little relief . why would you withhold that. do you remember what a little relief feels like? it feels like a lot