StuckStuckStuck

Hey, I’m Winnie!! I’m 18 & bi, she/her. TW: ed, sh 173cm SW:182 CW:150 GW:138 GW2:126 GW3:119 GW4:112 UGW:103

[ddfddddddddddddddddd-deactivate]

having a guy be your reason to be slim is amazing. skipping breakfast and lunch just for him. doing 300 crunches on the floor just for him. not eating that unhealthy snack just for him. it’s honestly the only th!ñ$p0 that works for me.

[stuckinazkaban]

I miss you

[dialogue-prompts]

“I’m torn between looking like a snack or eating one...”

[promptsblog]

"Don't get me wrong, you still suck and I hate you, I just know you're innocent of this crime."

[flirting-with-psychology]

ROMANTIC ASK GAME!

(from @flatmiddleearthsociety)

1. what is your love language? (giving and receiving)

Quality time and physical touch

2. cheek-kisses or hand holding?

Hand holding

3. do you currently have a crush or partner(s)?

I have a boyfriend

4. if you have a crush or partner(s), what is your favorite thing about them?

How sweet he is

5. what song do you most associate with love/how you love?

How I love: Blank Space by Taylor Swift

6. what does love mean/look like to you?

Idk

7. what is your favorite movie about love?

Confessions of a Shopaholic

8. have you ever made a playlist for a crush or partner?

Not for them but about them

9. are you a “little spoon” or a “big spoon”?

Little spoon

10. what is your favorite fictional relationship? (“OTP” or whateva)

Uhh Idk? I’ve been enjoying Nancy and Ace from Nancy Drew lately but they’re not my favorite 

11. what color(s) do you associate with love?

Red, basic I know

12. what do you most look for in a partner? (e.g. traits you are attracted to, physical appearance- or personality-wise)

Physical: Attractive face, my “type” is light skin, dark hair, blue eyes, but I branch off from that plenty

Personality: Good sense of humor, easy to talk to, honest, nerdy, common interests

13. what does your ideal date with someone look like?

Idk something out of the ordinary

14. what is your favorite aspect of (romantic) love?

Having a person to cuddle and hang out with

15. do you believe in soulmates?

Idk

[thoughtkick]

“I don’t feel particularly proud of myself. But when I walk alone in the woods or lie in the meadows, all is well.”

— Franz Kafka, Letters to Friends, Family, and Editors

[thoughtkick]

“I don’t feel particularly proud of myself. But when I walk alone in the woods or lie in the meadows, all is well.”

— Franz Kafka, Letters to Friends, Family, and Editors

[velinxi]

Don’t you dare drop us

[novelbear]

the little things - romantic gestures i love

massaging their shoulders when they clearly had a long day

cupping their cheeks

random "i love you"'s just in case they forgot

kisses on the cheeks

kisses on the tip of their nose

or on their upper lip/cupids bow

playing with their fingers

reading with them

taking pictures of them when they don't realize it because they just look too good to not do so.

fixing their hair for them

pulling them closer when a cool breeze hits you both outside

linking arms

tying their shoe when you notice the laces flying around

knowing their morning routine so perfectly that you already have some of their breakfast/drinks laid out before they get to the kitchen

recording their favorite show on the dvr because you know they'll be in a little late tonight and miss it

gently wiping something off of their face and noticing them smiling because you're just so cute and close

pulling each other into the warmest hugs

dancing together for the first time

letting them take a sip of your drink, then another, then another, then- you might as well let them keep it

giving them a bite of your food

brushing your teeth together and looking at yourselves in the mirror

resting your head on their shoulder

[greeneyesalllies]

my friend took this pic of me yesterday and i can’t believe it

[prompts-in-a-barrel]

“Hey. Don’t die.”

“I’ll do my best.”

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  we  love  angst  on  this  blog,  what  can  we  say.  here’s  some  more  dialogue  prompts  for  you.  a  warning  for  potentially  triggering  themes  below.  )

❛ everything you touch, you ruin. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ you can’t make me disappear. ❜

❛ memories are only there to make you bleed. ❜

❛ i don’t need your permission. ❜

❛ don’t shut me out like this. ❜

❛ the less you know, the better. ❜

❛ i won’t stop killing until you kill me. ❜

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ you think i felt something for you? you’ve forgotten what i am. ❜

❛ the last time we talked, didn’t you say you wanted to kill me? ❜

❛ i felt something loosen in me that shouldn’t have been loosened. ❜

❛ pull yourself together. we have work to do. ❜

❛ stay back, i have a demon inside of me. ❜

❛ let me get closer, i have a hell inside of me where your demon can live. ❜

❛ people like that don’t deserve to live. ❜

❛ just do what you’re told. like you always do. ❜

❛ why do you have to make everyone hate you? ❜

❛ it’s better that you don’t get involved. ❜

❛ i’d do anything to make you stay. ❜

❛ who cares if it bleeds. ❜

❛ is this what you think love is? ❜

❛ just breathe through it. it gets easier. ❜

❛ don’t pretend that you cared about me. ❜

❛ i’m starting to think you like wasting my time. ❜

❛ we wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for me. ❜

❛ i will never, ever, give you a moment’s peace. ❜

❛ the world doesn’t hate us. but it doesn’t love us either. ❜

❛ it hurts that you still can’t trust me after all this time. ❜

❛ a darkness with voices is better than a silent void. ❜

❛ it’s safer to be feared, than loved. ❜

❛ am i not good enough for you? ❜

❛ a burnt child loves the fire. ❜

❛ i’m tired of dying. ❜

❛ what if you hurt because it feels good? ❜

❛ don’t try to fix me, i’m not broken. ❜

❛ if you want me to die, you can just say so. ❜

❛ you don’t have to be afraid of who you are. ❜

❛ that line disappears once you cross it. ❜

❛ how can i believe you after all you’ve done? ❜

❛ i won’t let you forget about me. ❜

❛ the person you once knew me as, died. ❜

❛ are you going to leave me again? ❜

❛ i have nothing i could offer you. ❜

❛ no one is going to save you. no one can. ❜

❛ maybe you’re / i’m already dead. ❜ 

❛ you have blood on your hands. ❜

❛ what, can’t take a punch? ❜

❛ i’m your mind giving you someone to talk to. ❜

❛ you have to step out of this darkness and let them see you for who you are, like i have. ❜

[stuckinazkaban]

I’ve got back on my fasting app!! I’m gonna cleanse THE HELL outta this body. I want to feel hungry and I never want that feeling of full again.

The next time I am hungry I am going to close my eyes and tell myself that this is normal. You don’t need to binge. You don’t need food. You don’t need to eat because you’re body has too much fat on it already.

I feel disgusting and im going to never feel like this again.

Beauty is skinny. And beauty is loving yourself.

And like hell if I’d love myself in this body.

[stuckinazkaban]

TW: Ed, self harm

I’ve never needed something so much before. I feel like I need this as soon as I can and I’ll do anything to get it.

A freaking thigh gap.

I’ve never had one and I just DESPERATELY want one.

I want my ribs to show without having to suck in or anything. And when I’m changing at someone’s house I want them to accidentally walk in and stare, then ask me about it later.

But first is a thigh gap and I WILL have one before summer or else I’ll carve it out.

[queeryearningg]

putting a necklace around someone’s neck for them while pushing their hair out of the way is a specific type of intimacy that i yearn for constantly

[stuckinazkaban]

I’ve managed to lose 6 pounds in a week so yea I’m proud of myself but it’s not good enough. I’m not happy or as satisfied as I should be.

Why?

I’ll tell you why…

Because I’m 141 pounds and I need to be 120 to be considered at least kind of skinny. I’m 5”7.

I just desperately want to get there before Easter and it’s just not possible. But I believe in myself.

I want to look skinny.

I want to look skinny.

I want to look skinny.

I want to look skinny.

I want to look skinny.

I have a girl I want to impress and this isn’t going to. The last time I saw her I was 138. Imagine if she sees me and thinks about the way my jeans are a bit more snug than last time?!

It gives me nightmares.

[mzjmesa]

JEALOUSY PROMPTS

1.) “who was that?” // “what are you talking about?”

2.) “they were checking you out.”

3.) “can you please get your hands off them?” // “you guys are not dating though?”

4.) “i act like i'm jealous because i am!”

5.) “it's selfish of me to ask you to stop flirting with other people— because i broke up with you— but it physically hurts to see you do it infront of me.”

6.) “it's mandatory to keep your hands off coworkers, so you two should break up.” // “its not mandatory, i've read our policies and stuff.” // “news flash, it's a new policy.”

7.) “i can't be jealous. why am i jealous? i was the one who called it quits.”

8.) “you look amazing together... i-i hope the best for you two.”

9.) “stop staring at them, will you? they're gonna melt.” // “i can't help it. they're so pretty!” // “sure. whatever.”

10.) “i'm jealous because i love you!”