#Fuckit

I'm eighteen and I've wanted to die for ten years

[stay-close]

I can almost understand why people leap from bridges.

— Charles Bukowski, The Difficulty of Breathing

[st-a-y]

I don't think most people understand the urge to kill yourself every time you do something wrong

[madsrecovers]

@madsrecovers

[whitepeopletwitter]

[poems-and-word]

[studentnerdapplepie]

I had this dream the other night where I was cutting.

It wasn't a nightmare - in fact, it was the most peaceful sleep I've had in a long time.

But when I woke up and saw that my wrists were clean, still, after nearly a year, all I felt was longing.

Does the desire - the need - to do it... Ever disappear?

[ilovemymendes]

I feel as if I’m in a pool of nothingness.

[blacktwitterfunny]

[studentnerdapplepie]

I don't want to be alive. But I know that if I failed I would be all alone, so I'm doing math homework at 3am so I don't think about what's really wrong.

[shadowsexual]

[shootcharlieshoot]

[schaax]

Sometimes all you have to do is forget what you feel and remember what you deserve.

[itquiet-deactivated20240530]

[vanish]

[vanish]

[eliminated]

[melisica]