Oct 23, 2017
i feel like i’m over flowing. like a clogged toilet. just a bunch of shit and piss seeping to the floor. i feel the same overly intense shit over and over and i’m sick of yearning to talk to someone about it. there’s no one to talk to. it’s old. i don’t want to hear it coming out of my mouth anymore, let alone rattling around in my brain. i’m a loser and i can’t be alone or with other people so what else is there to do. i haven’t slept in over 30 hours. i’m too fucking sad and i hate myself.
