[gaylittlebillionaires]

[headtoucher-deactivated20260520]

[commonplacenook]

“Honest people think of themselves all the evil that can be said of them, and that is the reason, my good sir, why they are honest people.”

— Nikolay Chernyshevsky, What Is To Be Done?

[unification]

we have to honour the dead by studying

[hsuhaohsuhaohsuhao]

Hsu Hao, on a scale of one to ten how would you rate your pain?

Now dont you go on worrying about me i dont want anyone to worry about me or what im going through but it is a 10

[imjustexistingtbh]

let’s bonk with mama

[subjectivefactor]

I need to create a theory of how to dress for an interview,,,

[subjectivefactor]

ok im going to read mussolini now so I can understand the average tumblr ML

[mousegirlheart]

[subjectivefactor]

literally everyone here has some horror story of being harassed off a job site lmao. and pretty much exclusively by experienced journeymen, managers, or employers themselves

[subjectivefactor]

so the idea for a lot of women in this program is to get their level 1 cert through this program bcoz no one will mentor them at work to get it, even if they’ve been in the industry for like years. and if they get the cert, they hopefully won’t be expected to just b a bitch for everyone, and will have more of a chance of getting apprenticeship hours

[subjectivefactor]

literally everyone here has some horror story of being harassed off a job site lmao. and pretty much exclusively by experienced journeymen, managers, or employers themselves

[partisan1943]

Soviet soldiers dressed with early Bolshevik uniforms during the parade commemorating the 50th anniversary of the October Revolution, 1967.

[lindleland]

happy pride month!!

[lindleland]

why did i say that

[krasnoarmeyets]

happy pride month

[subjectivefactor]

decided to do something smart with the fact that I wasn’t able to sleep all night and got out of bed early to make a big breakfast. ate the big breakfast. can you guess what happened next

[subjectivefactor]

at the end of the day im quite tired and would really appreciate not having to go into class but im going to be good and won’t fuss even if I don’t get what I want even though multiple people have missed like entire weeks of the program by now and they still somehow haven’t been kicked out despite the fact that they say there’s only five absences allowed before they kick you out and I’ve been like 15 minutes late for the past few mornings and they already asked me about it as if it’s a problem I think you should drink lighter fluid and swallow a match if you think that me watching your condescending powerpoints about how to receive constructive criticism is more important than my health

[subjectivefactor]

but like I said I won’t fuss. so.

[subjectivefactor]

at the end of the day im quite tired and would really appreciate not having to go into class but im going to be good and won’t fuss even if I don’t get what I want even though multiple people have missed like entire weeks of the program by now and they still somehow haven’t been kicked out despite the fact that they say there’s only five absences allowed before they kick you out and I’ve been like 15 minutes late for the past few mornings and they already asked me about it as if it’s a problem I think you should drink lighter fluid and swallow a match if you think that me watching your condescending powerpoints about how to receive constructive criticism is more important than my health

[subjectivefactor]

i did not get a single hour of sleep which is epic

[subjectivefactor]

ML girl looking at my blog and liking none of my posts except for my selfie and then not following me is kind of funny

[subjectivefactor]

im beginning to realize there is in some ways an extremely jarring contrast between my appearance and my personality . I look like a teenage girl who’s lost but then basically act like i know everything and im very angry about the things I know. honestly I talk shit on my looks all the time but if there is anything I don’t like about myself it’s actually the way that I am around other people and I feel like I can’t turn it off. I didn’t really ask to feel this unsafe everywhere . I don’t really like writing it out. it makes me very upset. I really didn’t mean to be so hurt. and there are some bad things about being tired and wounded. it has the potential to incentivize one to be very conservative and unwilling to try new things, which I am , in some ways, in my personal life. being quiet and reserved in so many situations basically is that.

it’s difficult to be true to myself in these conditions. I don’t know what it would look like. I hate the image of the healed person and I hate how such ppl act. they bring up personal virtues only to put others down and build themselves up. but it isn’t enough to be resentful towards that, even though I am. it also isn’t right to be hateful towards any of my resentments, to try and purge them from myself. there are reasons I feel this way. a lot of horrible things happened to me and even when I “got away” I was not able to set myself up for success or some semblance of healing. the wound is infected. so I appreciate everyone who sees the full person growing around that hole, rather than just the irritation and swelling and pus