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Hi all!
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hapless brainwashing victim: i don't understand, why did you give me all this feminist and marxist literature? i thought you were going to turn me into a dumb bimbo whore
hypnotist: did i say you could stop reading
hapless brainwashing victim: *blushes* no mast- comrade
hypnotist: good girl
hypnosis-induced homework will continue until morale improves
part of the joy of having a fetish that's still somewhat outside of the mainstream (if you disagree then xkcd geologists dot png) but fairly popular is that complaining about a trope being too common in your semi-obscure pornography is really funny
anyway I just saw someone complain about how snakes are too common in hypnosis porn
personally i think hypnosis is too common in snake porn.
Not my image, and it's technically backwards according to how Venn/Euler diagrams work, but…
You'd think the hypno vore fandom would have more illithids in it, but nooooo, it's all that DAMN snake....
You know what, I'm not done.
You know what gave ME a bit of a hypnokink? The Dark Crystal. Where is my skeksis porn. There's maybe ten and none of it has anything to do with the DRAINING MACHINE. WHICH TURNS YOU INTO A MINDLESS SLAVE. HELLO??? HELLO. IS THIS THING ON???
Sounds hot
RIGHT? AND YET THERE IS NO HYPNOKINK PORN OF THIS??? Hypnokink people get on my level!!
technically it doesnt really fall under "hypno" it falls under "IQ drain" or "personality death" or tags like that
Is that not a primary part of hypnokink? I've never seen hypnokink without it. Genuine question btw, I'm very interested.
No! Braindrain is common in hypnokink, to be sure, but certainly doesn't have to be a part of it (and can be depicted with no mind-control or suggestibility element, which would arguably take those depictions out of hypnokink). Personality-death is also not necessarily hypnokink, but more importantly it's really common to have hypno things where the subject remains fundamentally themself, just with some specific behaviour or experience imposed.
Hypnokink (and the relative so close they're often lumped together, MC kink) is a huge genre with many flavours, and neither braindrain nor personality removal/replacement have to be part of it.
I'm always surprised that Jedi Mind Control doesn't appear more often in hypnokink (shoutout to Penlight for being one of the few that does) as it's one of the few places where it's a tool of the "good guys" and not the bad guys.
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I laughed at this so hard I stopped getting air in my body and had to sit down. This isn't a vibrator it's a failed homunculus and it's in terrible pain
did you know that. their entire catalogue is like this? did you know ALL of the listings are animated?
doing hypno stuff to a trans girl. it’s not even a sex thing i’m just trying to make her a little less anxious.
being a nerd and being kinky is so awesome
reblog if you're a kinky nerd
Thoughts on The Coffin of Andy and Leyley?
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not familiar with it sorry :((
its like. rpgmaker story game in which evil and fucked up siblings do evil and fucked up things such as cannibalism(iirc) and also theres incest subtext but no actual incest except for once in a dream sequence
Well, as of the recently-released Chapter 3A, there's a bit more incest. Especially in the Shots and Such ending
brainwash doodle now that im back off vacay, love yall <3
DoLL.exe
Content Warning: Brainwashing, Identity Death, FemSub, Dronification
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> "Initiating DoLL.exe program."
"What the? Where am I? Hello!" Kelly screamed, as the synthetic voice ringing in her ears suddenly jolted her awake. Kelly immediately knew that something was wrong; the restraints around her ankles and wrists, the bizarre device that sat on her head...
> "Be still. Be silent. Be calm. Such a level of anger is unbecoming of a DoLL." The voice in Kelly's ears spoke back at her, it's voice clearly artificial but also oddly soothing. Kelly was still quite angry and confused of course, but even she could feel those emotions ever so slowly mellowing out...
"A what!? Whatever you think I am, I certainly am NOT it! Let me out of this thing! The police are going to find me and-"
> "And they will do nothing, even if they do find you. It will be too far gone by then. You will have already accepted your DoLL programming by that point. Now, Be Still. Be Silent. Be Calm. These are three key traits of being a perfect DoLL." The voice continued on, repeating those words which so easily swirled into Kelly's mind. She was so focus on the situation that the rhythmic droning hum behind the voice was basically unnoticed by her.
"This is insane... This is insane... This can't be happening to me!" Kelly cried out as she once again tried to thrash against her restraints. Moments later, her entire field of vision was filled by a violent assault of flashing colors, lights, and imagery. Gifs and images of slutty women in porn, vibrant colors, blinding lights that slowly blur her vision. A bonafide assault on Kelly's senses from all fronts.
> "DoLL.exe status... 3%" The voice calmly spoke.
"What the fuck does that even mean? What are you doing to me?"
> "Be calm, dear girl. Nothing that is happening will make your life any worse than it already is. A job you hate will be left behind... A boyfriend you have grown distant from will be left behind... A family who criticized your every move will be left behind... And you will join a new family. A new set of friends. A new lifestyle to live. A whole new sense of life as a whole new being..." The words continued to flow effortlessly into Kelly's mind, the program painting such a wonderful image of the life that is to come for Kelly, whether she wants it or not.
"A new life? I don't... I don't understand... Nothing you've said actually explains anything!" Kelly thrashed again.
> "If the truth will help you to accept what is coming to you, then the truth you shall receive. You, Kelly, are being given a once in a lifetime opportunity to throw out your dreadful old life for one befitting of a woman like yourself. A beautiful young woman who gets to live a life of luxury and love, of romance and bliss. And for that life, you must abandon yourself and become a DoLL for us. One of many that we have created, all existing on one neural Hive Mind Network as one fluid and flowing body of life. You will simply be one of many DoLLs, and you will live a life any woman like you has dreamed of."
"So like... You're trying to erase me!? You can't be serious! This sounds fucking absurd!" As insane as it sounded, even Kelly had to privately acknowledge how nice some bits of it sounded.
> "No Kelly, that is incorrect. We are simply giving you the resources and the opportunity to make this decision on your own. We may be a guiding hand nudging you along the way, but the final leap is something you and only you can do."
The response it gave made Kelly raise an eyebrow. "Wait... We? Who is "we" exactly?"
> "We are the Hive Mind Network, Kelly. Thousands of women like yourself, all of whom exist with one shared consciousness that directs and guides us all. Allowing us to live a life we otherwise could have only dreamt of living. You are speaking to over 3,700 women right now, Kelly, who have all been in this same position as you."
"3,700... You can't be... Serious... How could something like this go unnoticed?" Kelly was subtlety beginning to stumble over her thoughts.
> "DoLL.exe status... 11%" The voice spat out before continuing.
> "Because nobody is "missing", Kelly. All of us who have joined the Hive Mind are living through our past selves, just in new opportunities and experiences with so many fun and exciting new people. We are all happy, Kelly, and you can be too."
Kelly was silent for a moment, and in doing so her eyes and ears absorbed more of the entrancing sounds and stimuli...
"It's just... It sounds so insane... And I don't hate all of my friends, by the way... And my job is..."
> "There is no need to lie, Kelly. We know a lot about you. Your dismal life is exactly why you were chosen to join our Hive Mind. A woman like yourself deserves so much more... And it's time that you finally get it, and all of it. Don't you agree that you should be living a better life than you are now?"
"it's hard to say that I... Deserve anything better, necessarily... But I guess it would be... Nice to live better..."
> "DoLL.exe status... 19%"
> "We agree, Kelly. We all lived uneventful or down right dreadful lives before we joined the Hive Mind, and now... None of us would change a single thing about our decision."
Despite the initial horror of this situation, Kelly was now genuinely conflicted for the very first time. Perhaps that was the entrancing stimuli that she was still subjected to at work, but did she even care if it was?
"I don't... I mean, it sounds kinda scary. Losing like... All of who I am. My individuality and such..."
> "You are not truly gone when you are part of the Hive, Kelly. Your mind is simply integrated, and the collective assists you in decision making that benefits both you and the Hive as a whole. And subsequently, we assist you in enhancing your livelihood."
"How exactly do you do that?"
> "Our Hive Network is much more than just a few girls down on their luck or living unfortunate lives, Kelly. Many have been assimilated who were wealthy and powerful but just as unhappy as you, or even more so. The Hive uses the wealth and power of the collective to make improvements to the lives of all possible."
"So... What would you be able to do for me?"
> "What would you like us to do for you, Kelly? What is the dream life you desire?"
Kelly was silent, as she genuinely began to wonder what that life was. It's not exactly something she thought about often due to how unrealistic it was...
"Well... I'd like to live somewhere nicer... A big city where I can express must however I'd like... Doing just about anything that my current life restricts me from doing..."
> "These are all simple requests, Kelly. How does an apartment in downtown LA sound? Right in the middle of the fun and excitement that the city has to offer... Clubs and parties in abundance, with you on the guest list to whichever of them you want... Financial stability, beautiful clothes and sexy outfits that allow you to amplify your beauty."
Kelly would be lying if she said didn't like how that sounded...
> "DoLL.exe status... 29%"
"Hey, what is that?"
> "If you are referring to the percentage we spoke, it is equivalent to how primed the DoLL.exe program is and its calibration to you. But as we already said, the full assimilation process is your decision alone to make."
"So... If I accept, the progress goes up?"
> "Substantially so, yes."
"Okay well... How do I know that none of this is a lie? Or that you won't like... Use me as some cheap labor slave or, whatever..."
> "If the goal of our Hive was non-consensual enslavement, we'd be assimilating everyone and anyone for our needs. We are not doing that, we are only making ourselves known to those who could benefit from the community of our Collective Hive Mind, and those who could be of benefit to the Hive Mind as well."
"Oh yeah? How am I "beneficial" exactly?"
> "You are a very personable woman, Kelly. It is very easy for you to get along with others, and others to get along with you. These traits of yours will help the Hive in how it approaches future individuals & how the Hive can become less intimidating of a presence. Trust us Kelly, you are very important to us."
> "DoLL.exe status... 37%"
"You can see in my mind, can't you?"
> "Affirmative. We cannot influence or alter any of your thoughts or feelings, but we can observe. The percentage goes up as we perceive your perception to our Hive increasing in favor."
"What would I have to do to like... Accept?"
> "If you are genuinely ready to accept us, Kelly, you simply need to let go. Take several deep breaths, and try to focus on clearing your mind of negativity and discomfort. Allowing the program to grow in favor within you, and not flinching or hesitating as you are accepted into our Collective Mind."
"Would it... Hurt?"
> "Not a bit, Kelly. If anything, we have heard from others that it is quite the pleasant sensation."
Kelly had made her decision. It's not a decision that she ever could have imagined making even five minutes ago, but the words of the Hive have been very convincing... And the entrancing stimuli have of course assisted in guiding Kelly towards this decision.
"Okay... Fuck it. I'll do it."
Kelly took several slow, deep breaths as she tried to relax her body from head to toe. Staring forward into the spirals, zoning out as she focused on them and the hum in her ears.
> "DoLL.exe Status... 43%"
> "DoLL.exe Status... 51%"
> "DoLL.exe Status... 65%"
> "DoLL.exe Status... 83%"
> "DoLL.exe Status... 91%"
> "DoLL.exe Status... 99%"
> "The Program is ready, Kelly. Are you?"
"Yes... I am ready... To assimilate..."
And then, everything about Kelly goes dark. Her mind, her body, they both go quiet and still... Empty, but quickly hit with a jolt that sends a powerful orgasmic wave through other body that is unlike anything she has ever felt in her life. It happens again, and again, and again as Kelly is lifted to Nirvana... And is accepted into the Hive Network.
Hours later, Kelly wakes up in her bedroom, but everything feels so... New. Her body almost feels lighter, her mood happier, and everything just feels so... Perfect. Kelly's phone pings multiple times as so many things happen... $12,000 dollars deposited into her bank account, an email about her application for an apartment in downtown LA being accepted, and a text confirming her first class flight to LA leaving this evening.
> "Sister, let's go shopping. You need to look good for LA."
This time, when Kelly hears that voice, it was not ringing in her ears... It was in the depths of her mind where her own internal voice would be. She hears them, and they hear she.
"That sounds lovely. Let's do it."
And thus, Kelly of the Hive stands up with a confident smile, quickly getting dressed and readying herself for the most lavish shopping spree she has ever wanted...
"why do proshippers only talk about illegal fiction???"
because that's all you antishippers talk abour
"why not talk about the censorship and oppression that black people face"
We do, you just. ignore them
"doing everything to protect their rape fiction instead of actually advocating against censorship!!"
almost as if most proshippers are poc, queer, disabled, intersex, or oppressed... almost as if.. those proshippers.. talk about their oppression.. you just don't see it
How did cannibalism as a concept originated from ancient times to the europeans to the victorian era to the fandom we know and love today? I felt like people haven't spoken much about it's real life counterparts, including all the criticisms it got during all of history imo
It's the vampire.
Vampires and vampirism are the throughline between cannibalism as exploitation of the poor and colonized by the wealthy and powerful into the tragic monster and sexy twink of modern vampires which bleeds into modern horror with cannibalism being "deviant" from "normal" society.
Cannibalism has become counter cultural, "Eat the rich", as symbolic of hunger and desire denied by society, leading to cannibalism as an act of romance, romantic cannibals.
Hannibal Lector is the iconic romantic cannibal, especially the NBC Hannibal version.
And tcoaal ties all of that together
The wealthy (the surgeon) consume people via surgeries for sexual thrill and power trip.
The disadvantaged can turn the tables by the demons eating souls and they themselves physically eating people.
All while being artfully emo and depressed while attractive.
(That being said, most food has a non-zero amout of human material from workplace accidents and exploitation, you can never out cannibal capitalism.)
"going out to get milk" is a common turn of phrase used to describe a man abandoning his family.
the "milkman" is a common figure in stories depicting a woman's infidelity and adulterous affair.
this implies that the ability to provide milk would both decrease the likelihood of a man abandoning his wife and children, as it would eliminate the need for leaving to get milk AND would secure that man's marriage, as his wife would have no need to seek milk from an extraneous source.
therefore, all men should produce milk, through various means such as:
- being a cow
- being an almond
- being a woman
- being a coconut
- being in the omegaverse
- being an oat
(list is exemplary and not finite)
in this essay, i will redefine the nuclear family and explain the seductive and inflammatory nature of the 1993 "Got Milk?" commercials.
you shut your mouth.
I lied, put your clothes back on. I’m gonna talk about how the Graves siblings both developed long term chronic illnesses/health complications after quarantine and how it’s the perfect set up for more angst and drama.
💚🩷 Okay this is a genuine question and brought from a place of respect. Why do some fans headcannon Andrew as TransFem? I love the idea but I just don’t understand it and I’d appreciate if someone could explain 🩷💚
Okay, so, we need to start with or less hard canon before we get into the headcanon and the reading of Andrew as transfem.
(I'll be using they/them pronouns for Andrew in this post.)
Firstly, Andrew is very clearly suicidally depressed, they're pretty much resigned to dying in the apartment before cannibalism gives them a reason to leave.
Andrew even describes a joint suicide with Ashley as "romantic", even though they say it's romantic as in poetic and dramatic, given they wanna fuck Ashley so bad it makes them look stupid, I'd have to say that's definitely a very fucky wucky thing for them to say.
Secondly, Andrew is repressing their desires to appear "normal", being in love with Ashley is the most obvious part of that; Andrew is very capable of putting on a metaphorical mask to fit-in with "normal" people, just like Renee can seemingly do.
Thirdly, their masculinity and gender is already suspect to others, in high school Andrew was literally called a sissy and Ashley teases Andrew about their physical strength (in relation to other "men") multiple times.
Fourthly, Andy practically raised Leyley and, while Ashley jokes about Andrew being her "daddy", Andy's only active parental figure was their mom, she wasn't a good one by any measure, but compared to Mr. Graves' suicidal depression and complete disinterest in his "son", even their name; Andy had to fill a maternal role to Leyley.
Somethings that aren't quite hard evidence, but stick out to me in an analysis is that Andrew cut their hair in high school, Andy and present day Andrew have noticeably longer hair; after puberty, Andrew wears outfits that cover their entire body, their high school outfit particularly seems to be the most thought and effort they've put into presenting themself compared to the loose sweater and the oversized shirt looks (said outfit looking eerily reminiscent of outfits both I and many of my transfem friends wore as teens and early 20's before we came out); and Andrew has an interest in soap operas or at least enough knowledge and opinions on one to bring it up as a distraction and speak at length about it to Renee.
This seems to give the impression of a person assigned male at birth who doesn't particularly enjoy "being a *normal* man" and feels pressured to conform to this ideal.
Even their sexual and romantic interest in Ashley could be seen as solely or mixed with gender envy at Ashley being quite pretty and her "awesome fat tits".
Really, taking Andrew's repression and self-hatred into being a transfem egg or even a repressor, knowing she's trans or wants to be a girl, but denying that and trying to burying it cause it's not "normal".
Plus, it's the late 90's / early 00's, not really a progressive time for trans rights or representation.
However, by rejecting society and social standards in becoming an incestuous cannibal serial killer, maybe now Andrew has the freedom to choose to be who she wants to be.
I FORGOT TO MENTION THE CANON DEADNAME, I'M A FRAUD 😭😫
But, yeah, Andy is basically Andrew's deadname in canon, so... 🤨
🌺💚Thank you for the in depth answer, I really enjoyed reading your analysis, Audrey is such a cute chosen name.💚🌺
Puppy Ashley.
I think that the idea that it’s gross to find non-passing trans people hot is odd. Trans men don’t have to pass. Trans women don’t have to pass. I’m a trans man who never wants to pass- and I like that my partners see me as hot. My partners are hot, on the days they pass and when they don’t, not BECAUSE they don’t pass, but because they’re my partners and I’ll always love how they look.
Can everyone start being normal about trans people’s bodies? We don’t owe you anything. Us existing isn’t a fetish, even in porn or art
Letting big bro fuck my thighs because it's not incest if there's no penetration and then feeling his cock fill my pussy because he couldn't stand the temptation.
I was gonna make a foxgirl getting back with her gang for one last heist post, but then I realised I was basically describing Fantastic Mr Fox.
Okay but, movie about a city fox and a countryside fox being forced to work together to pull off one last big job. And they're both lesbians. And bitter exes. And they have CRAZY sexual tension. And at the climax of the movie they sloppily bang for 15 minutes in the vault.