Of our elaborate plans, the end

and all the children are insane {Death note blog /mostly meronia}

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Near's altersss- OSDD Near headcanonnn

Question is: What do you like to wear?

part one

do not ask me what Jim Morrison is doing here. It's a long long story.

WHICH ONE IS YOUR FAVORITE?

close up look:

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part two is heree~

i've got you a naked picture of sexual alter too- I'll share it in another post hehe

[pc98-rom]

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Matt Jeevas right here

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Traditional art is back in town

and yes Tumblr destoys the quality ofc

It's such a pain in the ass having shit camera and clean art

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ok so I'm drawing part two and I accidentally switched between two layers and this happened

hahahahahahahahahahahhaha omg

og near meets cunty near

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yall who needs mello lol

damn what a smash this drawing is

gayest of them all slay near hahah stooopppp

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ok so I'm drawing part two and I accidentally switched between two layers and this happened

hahahahahahahahahahahhaha omg

og near meets cunty near

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Near's altersss- OSDD Near headcanonnn

Question is: What do you like to wear?

part one

do not ask me what Jim Morrison is doing here. It's a long long story.

WHICH ONE IS YOUR FAVORITE?

close up look:

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Self-criticism of my own storytelling because I feel bad about myself

My intention when creating a story in relation to the original work is to create a coherent and realistic version of the original, erasing the fallacies but not ignoring the primary data.

I have gone far enough in my imagination that I cannot erase my mistakes and look at them (Mello and Near) differently. They are already very complex and well-written (as I will allow myself to say, because I put an enormous amount of thought into them), but it still doesn't change the fact that I just adjust them to my needs, trying to create something big while actually just satisfying myself instead of describing a 'life form' I wanted to portray.. People are correct to imagine Near as autistic and Mello as a narcissist (though they all fail at that, because he fits the "husbando" type better), and then they ship them with people they realistically would never even look at. Some people headcanon Near as having chronic pain, based on how he stands and walks. It is actually such a good idea because autism and chronic pain are linked. As is chronic pain and dissociation (I have talked with real people who have DID/OSDD, and it is very, very present). But no, what I did is fetishize my characters, both of them. I made them likable, attractive, intelligent, and even when suffering, easy on eyes.

If Near has oculocutaneous albinism, why didn't I make him cross-eyed? Most people with that type of albinism are cross-eyed, or at least the majority. No, I had to make him pretty. So yeah, I did what most of the people in the fandom do. I took characters and idealized them so that I could daydream, relate, and feel good about myself, then called them "like real people". I didn't invest anything in them. Daydreaming in that form is an escapism from reality and daily suffering. If that is someone's goal, I understand and that's alright, but it's not mine (at last not in theory but I'm hypocritical). The problem arises when I say I "don't want to make fantasy" and "I want to describe a part of a human experience," but then put a heavy makeup on the characters to make them more likable for myself. That's hypocrisy. Because one thing is wanting to enjoy an idealized piece of fiction, and another is calling yourself "serious" about the realism of your story and vision.

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something about love 🪽

i think in the most simplest terms this piece is about mystique’s perception of her family’s love for her being comically fragile. countered by the reality that it is magically resilient. she doesn’t understand why they still love her despite everything she’s done to herself and them. she should terrify them, she’s this big hulking figure that’s always looked down on them ( both physically & subconsciously to some extent ) and yet they still love her despite everything she’s put them through. and she loves them too.

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Hello?

[mellophiliac]

solo mello manga panels edited by keehlophiliac/mellophiliac

all panels are edited by me (keehlophiliac/mellophiliac). not a professional. i try my best to match the original art style. vibes based updates. i believe in the collective ownership of the means of production in umsr (united mello socialist republics). the love of mello shall not be contained in the hands of few. so the images can be downloaded by fellow melloist comrades for personal use and the greater good of melloism. i go by keehlophiliac/mellophiliac on other platforms as well. i started this project after being unable to find the raw death note manga. currently intending to slowly go through all mello panels in the manga, but you can dm me to request that i priorotize specific manga panels. here are some of the black-and-white ones i edited thus far. i don't really know how to use tumblr, so i may not be that active.

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Stop scrolling look at his eyes

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just started drawing Mello (17 years old Mello)

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ladies and gantlemen- Matt Jeevas YAAAALLLLLLLLL FINALLY COMES IN BJABSKBAKJSHADHLASHDASKN,ASMNX,ASNX,AJA

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Guess who am I talking about

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M&M? How about N&N?

{Near and his alters}

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Revealing two panels of the comic I'm working on- Not gonna spoil ;)

[unremovablemoldstain]

I interpret Mello's bold sense of style as an intentional choice made in hopes of it bringing a sense of identity into his life, as well as helping him feel like he stands out and is special/important. Of course he naturally enjoys fashion. However, being that he thinks the world doesn't care about him, he does try to use his clothing as a way to combat that because he desperately wants people to just see him so he can feel valued.