this is the nsfw sideblog lmao. knowing/referencing my main is fine I just wanted this stuff off to the side yk. may also include non-directly-nsfw things that otherwise can't go on main.
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HARD NO: watersports, scat, emeto, feeder stuff, raceplay, actual underage, detrans
IFFY (maybe/ask first): A/B/O, pregnancy/breeding, faux underage
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Series
I'm familar with: The Realm, Lifesteal (currently only S7, working on it lol but feel free to discuss it regardless), Unstable Universe, QSMP (1, not watching 2), Empires, Hermitcraft, Life Series (not a grian enjoyer tho sry. feel like I have to say that), Statesmp, Vampires SMP, MCSR, SBK s2, probably others that I don't remember as I'm writing this lol but you can ask!
I will post CC stuff in general including CC crushing/selfshipping and such lol
Fics
Make sure you read the tags and stuff
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Victory Lap [pangkey, rpf, explicit] (post)
Glassy Eyes (after that, there'll be nothing to be afraid of) [pangkey, zombie apocalypse au] (playlist) (post)
Advanced Techniques [pangkey, explicit] (post)
another taste of your life [pangkey, explicit] (post)
Hmmm... I think it's a āļøāļøāļø for me. Fun to read definitely, there's a lottt of fun angles to play with it with in fic and it can be very tasty... but irl I'm farrrrr too self conscious and hating of my body to want anyone else to see what's going on there aside from the people that have to (ie whoever I'm fucking LMAO). At least outside of a controlled environment like photos.
But ooooh in fic. Can be very fun. And of course I would say this but it's extra tasty in noncon/dubcon hehe. Fucked or made to use toys in front of their friends, or blackmailed with sharing photos of them, or fucked on a discord call... many fun angles.
I have had this concept in my head of Minecraft like. Idk what to call it. But the idea of sex based advancements like when u lose ur virginity or do certain acts, and the achievement comes up in chat for the whole server to see hehe. I think it's a fun concept but idk what to do with it so I'm just. Releasing it to the world now. Be free my concept.
He can't jump, and certainly can't run as fast. Wouldn't it be so easy for him to get pinned down. His legs don't have the same strength to push off. Put him in a hole and he's not getting out.
I mean sure he has his hands but like, just tie them up. He can sit there all pretty in his one block deep hole unable to do anything. Unable to do anything against anyone walking by. He's reached diamond rank which gives him some protection, but what about the netherites? A handful of them are getting frustrated at the lack of people in queue. Wouldn't it be so convenient for there to be someone to take their frustrations out on? Oh look, what a pretty kitty.
What's he gonna do? Runaway? Can't get out of the hole and if he did he can't sprint jump, just catch him.
while everyones on the topic of what colour hax's collar might be, might i suggest that he has different coloured ones that match with all his friends colour schemes...?
he just thinks that wearing a pink and blue collar while calling fein or a white one while calling infume is a silly thing to do and is such a funny joke without even considering that no one knows its happening except him, and that the funny feeling in his chest might be more than just the feeling of having an inside joke š
also rowl would absolutely figure this shit out so quick because they probably call each other with facecam. hax is wearing a turtleneck in july to hide it because hes thinking some dumb shit like "well its *my* inside joke, why should *he* know?" but the shirt keeps slipping a little until rowl is just like "what the fuck are you wearing and why is it the colour of my skins hair"
Oh YESSā¦ I think Haxās first collar is a light blue one, but once he figures out how much he likes wearing it, he really wants to get more. I think he ends up buying a pink one, which unintentionally reminds him of mongey whenever he wears it. And that sparks the idea. He buys a few custom ones that match the colour schemes of his friends, and the whole time heās excusing it in his head by writing it off as a joke. Heās doing it for the bit. No other reason.
And he starts wearing the corresponding collar when talking to friends. He ignores how nice it feels, ignores the feeling of belonging to someone that makes his head spin, and continues calling it a joke in his head.
Eventually he does get caught though. Heās on a video call with Rowl, who notices and immediately teases him about it. Rowl doesnāt tease too hard of course, doesnāt want Hax to be turned away from wearing collars. Just enough to make Hax blush a bit <3
I think normally, when not on call, Hax likes wearing his blue collar. It was the very first collar he bought and itās very comforting. However, if heās having a bad day and needs some extra comfort, heāll put on one of the collars related to one of his closest friends, to feel safe and cared for.
oh DEFINITELY a āļøāļøāļøāļø, maybe edging (lol) towards 5
This one's kinda new to me as smth I enjoy lol but ooooh there's just Something to it.. it's a slightly different vibe than true incest with faux cause instead of the literal taboo/'we shouldnt be doing this' kinda thing it's kinda. A Decision to make it more taboo that it otherwise would be if that makes sense? Like yes we could just be having sex as regular normal people but what if I refer to you as my dad during it. What if we pretend we grew up together as siblings. We could be normal about this but we're making the decision to Make it weird and taboo and that's such a yummy thing. And it's a good avenue to explore Something with what a character might be repressing or needing that they haven't had growing up so it comes out in sex instead. Very Interesting. Very cool opportunity for character exploration there.
Definitely something I'd be interested to try irl lol it's something I have. Thought about. But it's also the type of thing where I feel like it works best if u know someone pretty well going into it lmao it's Not a hookup kind of kink imo š
HMM I think a āļøāļøāļø, maybe āļøāļøāļøāļø?
It's the sort of thing you can't really Practically do irl LMAO but if somebody wanted to try something with it (like, playing dead I guess?) I'd be down to give it a go lol. I don't think I'd be a very good dead body tho š aside from having cold as hell feet ghjk
But in fiction... oooo it's yummyyyyy. There's so much Interesting about it. My favourite flavour is the idea of like, killing someone in a moment of passion and just keeping going cause they can't stop even if they're dead.. or even better Making the decision to kill someone during sex.. yum. The potential gore/gorefucking aspect is very fun but even if that's not part of it there's just Something to fucking the dead body of someone u care about cause u need them so bad. Waow
Fun bonus in Minecraft that u can do it and they come back! Yay! But honestly it's even more fun if they can die Forever it's so much more impactful then
ooo hmmm that's an interesting one I think it'd probably be a āļøāļø... I Could read it but I don't think I'd seek it out nor would it do too much for me...
I have no particular Fear of needles (I have tons of piercings and tattoos, I take a subQ medication so I have to inject myself regularly, and I've had my blood taken and such more times than I can count lmao, me and needles are more than chill) but I also don't find the sensation particularly pleasant or exciting. The appearance of most play piercings isn't particularly appealing to me though I have seen some fun artistic uses of it. It just doesn't seem like it would be particularly enjoyable to me! I'm more of an impact guy than a sharps one I think lol
But I don't think I've ever actually read a fic or anything with needleplay in it, so maybe it could be written in a manner more appealing to me? Aside from some medical kink stuff which is also a bit Meh to me lol, and that was more about the injection than the actual Needle part anyway. Idk I think if I saw a fic with it that otherwise appealed to me it certainly wouldn't turn me off it, and I'd like to see how it was written lmao
Ooooo that's a solid āļøāļøāļøāļø for me.. I wouldn't say it does all too much for me in and of itself so it can't quite be a 5 but crying does add soooo much to basically all of the other types of things I enjoy LMAO. It's like a great bonus treat. Something about someone breaking down and sobbing or just little tears running down their face that they can't help... very yum. licking tears is also an underrated little moment to add to scenes like ooooh the dominance aspect of it... OR the sweeties but weird about it aspect... fun in many ways. ALSO MORE CRYING TOPS PLEASE. please. Thank you.
I'm not someone who can cry very much irl but I think it would be fun irl too in like an emotional release kinda way hmmmmmmm
incest posting again not even anything concrete just the idea of doogile so so so so desperate to come, humping his mattress, one of his hands fisted in his hair, the other in between his teeth to keep his noises down because he's so desperate but likes teetering over the edge because it makes him feel so good. but he can't exactly be loud about it, because usually he does this when his brother's not home, when he's out with his friends or running errands or whatever, but he came back so much earlier than expected.
so doog had to hold his breath when his brother walked past his room, the door not even fully shut because he thought he'd have more time, and pretended to be asleep. he's already lying in bed, it was simple enough to shut his eyes and bite down on his tongue and force his hips to still even through the pleasure running through him, until his brother walked into his own room-- the room that shares a wall with his.
and it's not like he can get up to shut the door, because then his brother will know he's awake, and he'll want to talk, but doog is still hard and aching and dripping precome onto his sheets as he ruts ever so gently so as to not make any noise. he keeps pulling on his hair-- not entirely on purpose but it also makes him feel good and he can picture it's someone else, someone who sounds just like him but is taller and broader in the shoulders and could hold him down so easily.
so he can't shut the door, but he tries to stop and is so close to the edge, just a little more and he'll be tipped over. but doog always does this when he's home alone, he doesn't know how to be quiet. there's a reason he streams nomic on days he's pent up, because when he inevitably starts rutting up into the underside of his desk he can't hold back his whimpers and moans from how good it feels. how his hands stutter on his mouse and he'll fail a boatclutch and groan and drop his hand to palm at his dick through his shorts as he waits to respawn.
he tries to be quiet, he really does. it's just-- he's never had to be quiet before, not like this. and he doesn't think about how the thought of his brother catching him with tears in his eyes and a drooling cock makes it twitch under him. he doesn't think about his brother walking into the room and shoving a hand into his underwear and pulling his hair and calling him the names he usually means as a joke.
doog thinks he wouldn't really mind if they weren't a joke.
but he's not thinking about that, instead he grinds down into his mattress and tugs on his hair alone and pictures a hand on his throat as he bites down on his knuckles.
he's not very successful at swallowing down his moan when his toes curl from the pleasure at a different angle. he's going to have to do laundry after this. he keeps his eyes shut, pictures his brother in the other room with his own dick in hand, moaning his name. he thrusts harder into the mattress, faster, a keen slipping out through his fingers because it feels so good. it's not anything like when he wraps his hand around his cock and jerks himself off, this is better because the sensation is less intense, just building and building like the tide growing in his gut and in between his legs and making his breath hitch when he gets close to the edge again.
he moans a broken thing that might've been his brother's name if he was any more conscious of anything beyond the pleasure he feels. it's blanking out his brain, his limbs fuzzy from the sensation, his eyes fluttering open to see his brother standing in his doorway, the door not even fully open.
oh. oh-- doog shuts his eyes only to blink them open when his brother says "don't stop on my account" and-- and he doesn't look away. neither of them does.
doog keens, the hand in his mouth slipping out and reaching down behind him to press a finger to his rim, farther down to his taint, his legs kicking off his sheets so his brother can have a better view.
he's hard, doog can see through his tears, a tent in his shorts that he makes no move to touch as he watches doog moan shamelessly and rock forwards and backwards. doog wants him to touch himself, to touch doog, to move away from the door and pin doog down and fuck him, to tug at his cock and then slap doog's hands away and make him beg for it. to shove his head down until doog chokes on his cock and gags and begs for it.
"please," doog whispers, his brother's smile growing sharper at his words, his own hips jumping when he finally steps into the room.
okay i think i'm starting to understand the intox thing.
i went out with coworkers today for the first time and there was Something about watching two of my hottest coworkers dancing and getting progressively more drunk as the day went on whist i stayed sober that got me thinking so many thoughts (and also incredibly grateful that THE hottest coworker wasn't there because that would've actually done me in). you learn something new every day etc etc - š·
NO RIGHT. There's Something about seeing people get so wasted they start acting so differently.. people all get drunk in different ways too so it's fun to see what type of drunk they are and how far that difference in how they act could be pushed. How much looser they are, how much more willing to do things they are. And how Vulnerable they are like that. and Um. You Know.
Hax with a pretty pink collar with a bell on itā¦ people like flicking the bell to hear it jingle because Hax gets all flustered about it. He blushes and looks away, but still lets them play with the bell. I think he should get hard about it. In fact, he should get hard every time he hears a bell ring because it reminds him of when heās having sex with the collar on, the bell jingling whenever someone thrusts into him...
there are so many drawings of hax wearing a collar with a bell itās actually driving me insane. and heās probably not thinking much about it, theyāre just cute fanarts, and itās even in his āboundariesā not to change his species so heās probably happy heās not drawn as a cat but as a human. with a collar on. collar with a cute bell. until one of his friends (letās say max because who else) reads a stupid chat message (because thatās what he always does duh). and the message would be like āis hax into pet play???ā
and you know how it goes, this person gets banned, cross banned, and then kidnapped and burned at the stake, and the whole thing is streamed live on twitter or sth. but the damage is done and now hax has to figure out what about his new funny gimmick makes people think heās into pet play so he asks rowl (because who else, itās 7maxggs summer). and look, rowl obviously knows why but explaining it to hax makes rowl wanna die. also wow now itās rowl thinking about pet play with kitty hax. so instead of going into details rowl just shows him the cute fanart with hax proudly collared and says itās because heās being drawn with the bell on his collar.
so yeah someone should definitely instigate this situation and make hax get nervous any time he plays on his alt. because what if he likes the bell and is actually into pet play?
YESS!! This should be a realization for hax. Someone in chat sends the message, and hax doesnāt really understand why they thought that. Then he goes to rowl, who just shows him the fanart of meowingnoises with the collar and bell.
And like, Hax has really enjoyed the fanart! Itās cute seeing people draw him with cat ears headbands and collars. Heās like a little cat! But he never knew people were into thatā¦ sexually. He only likes it because he thinks itās cute and a fun bit. He doesnāt actually have a kink or anythingā¦
But every time he plays on his alt account he just canāt stop thinking about it. The collar specifically. And itās distracting him from his gameplay. Eventually itās negatively impacting his gameplay enough to the point where he actually decided to buy a collar. So his thoughts stop distracting him whenever he plays. He doesnāt have a facecam, so wears it when playing on his no jump account. The one he bought has a detachable bell that he can take off while live, of course. And he finds that he really really likes the collar. But surely that means nothing.
And when he comes back from his hiatus and plays on his main account, he needs to play with his collar on or it feels weird. Like the whole feeling weird playing with shoes on situation. Hes pretty much conditioned himself to feel weird if heās not speedrunning with a collar on.
Sometimes he doesnāt even take his collar off after stream. Just attaches the bell on and goes about his day with the comfortable weight around his neck.
I think he should try to wear it at a lan and try to hide it under a sweater or turtleneck or something. And rowl should notice. Ask why hax is wearing a collar. Is he actually into petplay after all?
And Hax denies it, but the thought of wearing his collar and being Kitty during sexā¦ it does make him blush a bit. Which Rowl notices. I think he should help Hax come to a few discoveries <3
tf! lukey should throw tf! legs to the void as a little treat for newt
- šŖ·
ohhhhhhhhhh. That's so. Yay. I dont have any real specific thoughts about this concept but I think it's fun
Lukey flirting and getting close enough to Legs to suddenly grin and take his hand, and Legs thinks he's just being so forward until Lukey pulls him a little forward and suddenly his world is lurching and he's suddenly somewhere dark and Weird. And Lukey's still there, smiling a bit differently, saying he wants to introduce him to someone.
And then something's touching his arm, something cold and staticky that feels Almost like a hand...
