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Ilya being dominant in the show and bossing Shane around and Shane (overtly and implicitely) obeying:
- jerking off at Shane in the shower
- what is your room number?
- herding him like a prey animal
- acting like he wasn’t going to reciprocate after Shane blew him (does this count?)
- 1221
- get on your knees
- get on your stomach, on your stomach
- you have phone? give.
- herding him like a prey animal on the roof in Vegas
- pursuer in all the texts in the year and a half of pursuing Shane
- go away Hollander
- I want you to suck my dick
- no. we will go back to our seats…[…]
- take off your clothes
- good. now, get on the bed
- touch yourself. show off for me
- tell me
- no after
- stay
- *throws clothes at shane*
- Hollander give these kids some money I don’t have my wallet
- take off your clothes. if you want to help me, take your clothes off
- glasses back on please
- pinning Shane to the bed
- all their kisses where he approaches and grabs Shane’s face
- tell me about them
- the phone call blow job
- gimme kees
- maybe it’s time to wake up, yes?
Shane telling Ilya what to do and Ilya ignoring him:
- you suck my dick
- please get on your knees on this filthy bathroom floor and suck my dick
- 'please stop' (phone call blowjob)
- ilya eating pasta after shane motions for him to stop
i swear sometimes post fuck ilya looks at shane’s hole and has this face 🥹 like near tears he is so in love with shane’s sweet hole how vulnurable it looks he sniffles a little and shane looks at him like 🤨 over his shoulder like are you okay? ilya being like i just love it so much, pretty little hole. so pretty and lovely for me always. my darling. 🥹 shane attempts to roll his eyes but secretly he’s like. feeling so buzzy and giddy abt it
No genuinely. Like that’s his. His Shane, his hole, his boy!!! Okay sometimes thinks about the first time he got Shane on his stomach and his fingers touching at Shane’s pretty little hole. How she he had been, how nervous. How squirmy. Now he lets Ilya shane and trim him here, he loves when Ilya applied cream after sex for him- when Ilya eats him out Shane shamelessly pushes himself down into Ilya’s starving mouth, arching up into it. He trusts Ilya so completely with this part of him, it’s Ilya’s. And Ilya just adores him, loves Shane so much and most of all loves to be the one that cares for him here, his most intimate place. He feels a sense of ownership, over it, adoration, the place he fits best, the place that keeps his cock warm, the place they can join each other, connect. Ilya will kiss and eat him for hours, dizzying indulging in it. He can cum just from eating Shane out, cock shooting untouched against his abdomen.
And YES Shane adores the adoration. Loves how Ilya makes every part of his body feel beautiful- the thing he used to be so ashamed of, him and the dildo he bought half drunk under the covers of his bed biting his nails off in shame shame. The worry he’d felt when he’d get off and press a finger over his hole, how hard it would make him cum. The knot in his stomach when he’d used the toy for the first time and how much he loved it, how good it felt. And now to feel so, good, so beautiful there, for Ilya to own him there too, to want to kiss and lick and shower praise over his asshole. It’s like dizzying.
"You have no idea..." // devon again - skittles
Actually FUCK IT list of times Shane calls Ilya baby:
- Ilya gets a sunburn during the first cottage summer and neither of them realize it until Ilya is taking his shirt off that night and Shane sees the lobster-red flush across his shoulders. He sucks in a hiss through his teeth and says, "Oh, baby, ouch," and presses the big, broad pads of his fingertips so tenderly to Ilya's shoulder and Ilya has to close his eyes because he feels like he's going to crack apart.
- When he answers the phone and he's alone. "Hi baby," said so softly if it's been a long day. Or a hard one. Or if it's late. "Hey baby," more energetically, usually in the morning, in a way that reminds Ilya of how his teammates answer the phone to their girlfriends and wives. Masculine and jockish and very North American in a way that makes Ilya feel pleased for Shane, in a weird way.
- Glass on the floor in the kitchen. Ilya blindly following the sound of the shatter and not really even thinking about it until he's standing amongst the shards and Shane is gesturing frantically with the broom. "Put on some fucking shoes, baby, please! Fuck, where are your slides--no, don't move, I'll get them--"
- Said gently, as a question, on days when he perhaps stays in bed longer than can be justified by sleepiness.
- "Hey, baby," said some mornings when Ilya comes downstairs dressed for the day and Shane really likes his outfit. Usually an indication that Ilya will not be wearing those clothes for very long.
- In bed less often than you'd think. Really a vanilla sex only thing, because being called baby can sometimes bring Ilya out of it when he's really in the groove. But Shane will lose it a little sometimes, when Ilya says, "Tell me you like it," and Shane says, "Yes baby fuck fuck I like it fuck please don't stop fuck baby please let me cum" and that's. Very good. Obviously.
- Said with a very particular warning lilt and only AFTER Shane has already said, "Ilya." and then, "Rozanov." In the same tone. This is actually one of only two circumstances where the very elusive 'babe' comes into play. If Shane REALLY wants Ilya to stop whatever he's doing or saying, it's a hand around the wrist and the word, "Babe," quiet but firm. And it does shut Ilya up approximately 100% of the time.
- Other instance of 'babe': Any sort of crowd. 'Ilya' is three syllables (Because Shane...pronounces it a bit wrong.) and unique enough that Shane sometimes worries about drawing attention. 'Babe' is one syllable and can be barked above the crowd in the Captain Hollander voice loud enough that Ilya will have no choice but to hear him if he's within the surrounding 500 feet. They have Marco-Polo'd themselves back to each other with 'BABE' and 'SHANE' multiple times in multiple countries.
- One time someone accidently brings several bottles of fortified wine to the barbecue. It's quite high proof for wine and several people get tipsier than normal, including Shane. Halfway through the evening he puts his head on Ilya's shoulder and plays with his fingers and murmurs, "My baby," into the seam of his shirt and Ilya, looking down at him so fondly, says, "Yes. Yours. Drink some water for me, sweetheart."
- "YES BABY." Yelled directly in Ilya's face during goal cellies. Obviously. This is also the first thing Ilya hears when the ringing in his ears stops after he scores the game-winning goal in overtime in game seven of the Stanley Cup finals. Knees on the ice, sobbing, screaming, laughing, and his husband barrels towards him at damn near light speed, tackles him, skids onto his knees and sends them sliding along the ice together, knocks Ilya's helmet off and puts his hands on his face and yells Yes baby! Fuck yes, baby! We did it!
Hear me out.
Shane hole aftercare. After Ilya fucks him within an inch of his life, he wants to make sure Shane isn’t actually hurt. In their early days, Shane is lowkey so embarrassed by this. “Hollander. I just had my tongue up your ass. Let me check you’re okay.” Shane grumbles and says he’d know if there were any tears or anything, but Ilya insists. Wipes his hole of the leftover lube (and later, cum) and gives him a little check to make sure everything looks okay. No tears. Only minor redness. Etc. When he finishes he gives Shane’s hole a little kiss with a MWAH! Shane is blushing the whole time, but he secretly loves it. Ilya is being so sweet and gentle with him. Once they’re boyfriends/husbands, it becomes one of both of their favorite parts of aftercare.
Baby ! I read this last night and was like wow wow wow and then immediately fell asleep before I could properly reply to you. Forgive me ! Because this is YUM yum yum yum so perfect good. Ilya’s number 1 priority is Shane, always, during sex and I know 1000% he is so thorough and gentle and sweet with Shane after he’s fucked him stupid. He’s 1) so appreciative of Shane’s body, that Shane gives it to him, submits it to him and trusts Ilya to use him and make him feel good and look after him 2) he’s so reverent of Shane’s body, Shane’s body is his profession, his life and Ilya understands that, so aftercare is always making sure his Shane is okay, not just mentally but physically as well.
Hole aftercare is such an important part of it, the most intimate, after the buzz of horniness has washed away, letting Ilya see him there closely, check him and look after him. The most intimate part of him. I think during their situationship era it was kinda few and far between, depending on the vibe between them, if Shane would let Ilya check him- it would only be after rougher sex and even then Shane would fuss after a few seconds, saying see I’m fine. Maybe he’d let Ilya linger once or twice long enough to give it a soft kiss. But usually at the most let Ilya wipe away the extra lube and feel with his fingers but not get back between his legs.
Then they are together and in LUV! And boyfriendsss so it’s not scary, letting Ilya see him like that, he already has his whole heart between his teeth. And they both really love it, it makes Shane a bit dizzy when Ilya will finally pull out after sex and shuffle Shane onto his side or his tummy or shuffle down between his legs and put them over Ilya’s shoulders so he can check him. Ilya in a soft happy voice with such affection it’s dizzying to Shane (like Ilya has such a love, reverence for this part of him, where he takes Ilya) “there he is” sometimes “there she is” when he wants to make Shane blush and fuss and bitch at him. Soft kisses and little strokes of his fingertips, licks where he’s swollen and puffy sometimes.
Shane will sometimes wriggle and sigh and start to get hard again and Ilya will look up with questioning eyes and Shane will nod but say “gentle” and Ilya will nod and say “of course, let me kiss it all better” and eat Shane out gently and slow and mostly soft kisses and broad licks till Shane is coming again, thighs squeezing.
Its tutting and little sorries with a gentle touches of the pad of his thumb if there is a hairline tear or friction marks that look painful. Sometimes his fingers back inside or tongue for a while it Shane is achy and complaining about feeling too empty after being stretched for so long.
Then it’s cleaning him during the shower, fingers to help clear out his cum, cuddled close and kissing and talking as they do. It’s ilya laying sleeping Shane out on the bed and rubbing the scent free, hypoallergenic dermatologist approved skin ointment, thick and soft like like parrafin that melts into oil like shine over Shane’s hole and ass and between his thighs, gentle massaging if Ilya had him folded up to take him. Sometimes Ilya falling asleep with naked Shane on his chest, Ilya’s hand on his ass, fingers gently rubbing and touching between his ass cheeks as they drift off to sleep together.
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My period (due today 👀)
My new vibe (due last week 🤨)
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shane's face after ilya picks him up my god he's so turned on. this guy is 200lbs of pure muscle he follows a diet other professional athletes have never even heard of and spends half his life in the gym, the other half muscling big strong hockey players out the way to get to a puck. and ilya just lifted him right off the ground and is ferrying him over to the bed where he Is Going To Fuck Him. my sweet steaming-engine-brain shane has never blanked so hard in his life. he's barely a person in this moment he is just Hormone
#if you are a person who is not little and have ever been picked up easily by a partner for the first time in your life... u get it
[A 2.3k forced breeding roleplay ficlet from this ask. Enjoy!]
Shane is lying face down, ass up in the bed whining as Ilya slowly and methodically preps him with his fingers, stretching his hole so slowly he wants to cry. And they haven't even started yet. "'S enough, Ilya. Please! I'm ready!" Ilya pulls his fingers out with an evil chuckle. "Oh, I did not realise you were one doing all the work, Hollander. You think you are ready for me? Want me to put it straight in?" He smacks his cock against Shane's wet hole, the slap echoing around the room obscenely. "N-no. C-condom. Please Ilya! Condom p-please. Need you." Shane is grinding his hips back against where Ilya's cock rests in the cleft of his ass. His hole is twitching hungrily and he's panting and flushed. Fuck. He looks ruined already. Ilya wants to draw this out even longer.
WAIT guys im not done horny posting… one more thing… Shane and Ilya have bare sex, ok and Shane is all have you ever you know done that with anyone before? And Ilya is like hm no not really and Shane is like what do you mean not really. And Ilya is like well with girls sometimes when I was drunk and being stupid, but I’d always pull out- I’ve only ever cum inside you Shane. And Shane is like. Oh. Because it kinda didn’t matter if Ilya had- but he kinda loves that only he’s given Ilya that. And then he’s just like “I can’t really picture you being able to pull out” and Ilya is like all eye brows and “what? What kind of chirp is this Hollander? I am not so stupid to maybe get someone pregnant” and Shane is just all shrug- “well whenever we- everytime we’ve fucked, even with a condom you don’t want to come anywhere but inside me. And you push in so deep when you cum sometimes it knocks my breath out. So. I just can’t see it” he shrugs and Ilya is all.
“What the fuck shane” and he’s maybe a little hard, and Shane is like “I mean it’s really hot. I like it. I just think you’d suck at pulling out” and he’s got a little smirk and Ilya is like woooow. Turns into bickering which turns into play fighting which turns into dry humping- which turns into Shane on his back with his legs slung over Ilya’s hips, Ilya pushing into him bare and slick with lube.
Once he’s all the way inside, mouth panting against Shane’s, Shane stroking his hand through his hair he’s like “make sure you pull out okay?” And Ilya pulls back to catch Shane’s eye and that little gleam he gets in it and oh game on. Ilya is like “of course baby, don’t wanna get you pregnant, metros stand no chance without next season if you’re knocked up” and Shane’s mouth drops open and his cock throbs between them and he lets out a tiny choked sound and oh. Ilya will be investigating that more later.
But it Shane so it’s game on and he swallows and he says “mm only if you can’t control yourself big boy” and Ilya hates how much that turns him on- and then they’re fucking and Shane is squirmy and loud under him, hands all over Ilya’s chest and neck and face and down his back and gripping at his ass and Ilya loooves that he can fuck him like this now, on his back and glued close and not hiding anything between them anymore. Ilyas getting close and his brain is swimming because he won’t prove Shane right- he won’t but fuck it feels so fucking good and Shane is so tight and wet and perfect around him and his cock looks so pretty throbbing and jolting with Ilya’s thrusts and he loves the way Shane shakes around him after he’s cum and Ilya keeps fucking him through it till he fills him and he wants that and he- he can’t he’s going to be good.
And then shane is kissing him, pulling at his hair, scratching at his scalp and saying “m close” Ilya all low and soft and fuck Ilya loves him and only Ilya gets him like this and they both need this so badly- it’s the whole universe, how good this feels. And Ilya needs Shane to feel good, he’s nodding, kissing Shane back the best he can as he fucks him, harder, deeper, presses his legs apart further the leverage down and in the way Shane loves and Shane is whining, throwing his head back and mumbling “Ilya Ilya” and Ilya might die, like this, he thinks one day because it’s too good. It’s already heaven.
“Let go sweetheart” Ilya is mumbling and shane is nodding and he’s slurring out “don’t cum, don’t cum inside remember, you can’ get me pre” and Ilya is fucking him harder then, Shane’s words stuttering until he cums, back bowed and all over his stomach and chest and he’s so fucking tight round Ilya and Ilya is so fucking close. So close. He needs to cum- but he needs to cum inside Shane.
He’s never once had an issue with pulling out, happy to cover tits or face or ass in his cum instead, but Shane is all dazed and shivery and post orgasm gorgeous on his cock and his hands are grabbing soft and open at Ilya’s back and neck, holding him close and Shane loves being full, Ilya knows this, Ilya loves filling him, he stays inside Shane after sex for as long as he can most times and it’s not right it’s not what he wants, to pull out of the warm secure home of Shane’s body, where he belongs, where Shane takes him like it’s devotion. Ilya is shivering, his shoulder wracking as he fucks Shane and his pace is slowed and he tries to force his hips to stay on the out stroke. To pull back- but he can’t, he can’t stop driving in, helpless little fucks of his good because this feels to good, being Shane’s, connected to him, fucking him open, fitting him on him he can’t make himself stop.
Ilya frowns and looks up at Shane and Shane is head back, mouth parted, soft smile as he takes Ilya’s thrusts, his hand on Ilya’s cheek now, thumb rubbing and Shane mumbles after a big content sigh “fuck baby I love your cock” and then Ilya is whining, low and driving into Shane, all the way, sinking his cock so deep it must hurt a bit for Shane, till he has no more space to go and he cums so hard his thigh and lower stomach cramp with it, Shaking as he ruts and pushes up up up into Shane, filling him.
When they both have words again, Shane giggles, fuck drunk and swats at Ilya’s ass and Ilya is shaking his head and pinching at Shane’s sides and calling him a cheat! A fucking cheat! He didn’t play faiiir and Shane is laughing, open and happy and locks his legs behind Ilya’s back when he does threaten to pull out and kisses his head and tell him it’s okay he won’t tell alone his pull out game is weak and Ilya pins his hands to the bed to tickle him until Shane is kicking at him and flushed all the way down his chest and Ilya gives in. He slumps onto Shane, biting back his smile. Fuck Shane is so fun and lovely and hot and everything he could have ever wanted. He puts his hand over Shane’s stomach, spreading his cum out with his fingers, making a mess that Shane will start to bitch about in the next ten or so seconds but Ilya beats him to it, pulls back to look at Shane and ask “what will we call the baby?” And then Shane is pushing Ilya out of him, avoiding eye contact and flushing and stumbling on dazed legs to the shower. Ilya catches his smile in the bathroom mirror as Ilya chases after him.
I really thought that Ilya calling Shane 'baby' was the height of my hedonistic wish fulfillment but then I discovered Shane calling Ilya 'baby' and well. Well I've got news for you guys. My depravity knows no bounds.
a very sad day has come. I have reached my tag limit on my pinned post 😔 i knew this day would soon arrive and yet I am unprepared.
At the cottage- Ilya leaving a massive fucking hickie on the soft skin of the back of Shane’s neck. He doesn’t realise till he pulls back, dizzy and panting and trying to blink his eyes open to check Shane is okay under him, ears still ringing- and sees the purple red welt, angry teeth marks around it and blood blisters patterning the skin.
It’s all shiny from his saliva. He didn’t realise how hard he’d been sucking and biting and mouthing at Shane’s neck as he fucked them through their second orgasms. Ilya is like oh fuck a little worried he bit too hard and he’s leaning down to brush his mouth mover it in tiny little kisses and Shane shivers and tightens around Ilya so hard Ilya gasps, hand gripping Shane’s hip. And Shane is all “don’t I can’t. I need like a few minutes at least” and Ilya is like oh 😚 my perfect pervert.
Shane finally sees it later in the afternoon, after a nap and shower with the help of the bathroom mirror and a phone. His eyes go dark and hes blushing and Ilya is all “you like this?” And Shane is shrugging and nodding and he’s leaning into Ilya again like they have a string tugging between their navels. He blows Ilya there in the bathroom, his knees on the tile, wet and worshiping and pulls Ilya’s hand to the back of his neck. He cums wet and messy against Ilya’s shin when Ilya’s fingers press down hard into the bruise while his cock is in the back of Shane’s throat.
Shane sending Ilya a picture of the bruise faded, but still there dark and the shape of Ilya’s hungry mouth abs to the, pressed into his skin. With the caption “almost gone” the ‘:(‘ is implied. The ache of being apart was enough and now the marks would be gone too. Ilya sucks another hickey, dark and small but there, between Shane’s thighs the next time they see each other, right in the crease between thigh and his ass so Shane doesn’t have to worry about anyone seeing it, but he can have it, the ache of Ilya with him. It helps both of them to know it’s there.
now, if I ever go back to this, you'll be the first to know, but for now I felt like I had a visual debt to the tentacle fanclub
fic prompt/kink.. ilya cumming prematurely, like he's barely in there and can't help it
I gotchu baby here u go
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“Remember That Time…?”
or A Hollanov Ficlet Ilya Would Like to Forget
rating: (mild) e | wc: ~1200 | tags: momentary anal, premature ejaculation, boys missing each other, Shane teasing by initiating dirty talk??? more likely than u think
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Back then, Ilya had thought that their seven-year-long situationship was the most agonizing romantic trial he would be asked to endure by a higher power.
Then, it was the years driving between Montreal and Ottawa, constantly missing his boyfriend and aching in his chest when he wasn’t holding him.
But those two periods…those two periods had nothing on this.
What was supposed to be a three-day trip to finalize a couple big name brand deals turned into a week-long mess in Los Angeles. Shane was calling every day, but his parents were staying in the hotel room next door, so volume level was a difficulty.
cock worship by Shane can be so personal.
getting on his knees during their first hookup without being asked bc he had to have Ilya’s cock in his mouth, had been fantasizing about it. not wanting to let Ilya leave a hookup without having tasted Ilya's cock, bc he always wants a taste. how hot he finds Ilya fucking his mouth w/ his cock to the point of tears. how he loves the sensation of Ilya’s cock becoming hard in his mouth, on his tongue, sighs, moans, eyes roll back when it happens, giving small kisses to it, mouthing gently around it, licking everywhere. how, while sucking Ilya’s cock in the shower, he thought about having a yoga mat in the bathroom for easy access so his knees wouldn’t get tired, so he could suck Ilya’s cock longer. how hard he’s worked at sucking cock, wanting Ilya to feel good, bc Ilya’s cock makes him feel so good. how, sometimes, he gives Ilya’s cock a parting kiss after blowing him. how he can come by simply sucking Ilya’s cock.
how a 2-hour drive w/ a plug in was a must bc he wanted to be so ready for Ilya’s cock, didn’t want to waste any time, how he didn’t even give Ilya a chance to tease him first, just immediately pulled Ilya’s underwear down & got his mouth right on his cock & when Ilya pulled away to try to take back some control, Shane chased after his cock, making Ilya feel worshipped & tearing up at how beautiful Shane looked on his knees for him. how he had to pull over w/ said plug in bc he wanted to come bc of Ilya's cock, not bc of the toy. how eagerly he raises his ass in the air to receive Ilya’s cock.
when Ilya said Shane was the one calling the shots during phone sex, the first thing he asked Ilya to do was to touch his cock bc he needed to see that, even tho he would’ve preferred sitting on Ilya’s lap more than anything, he needed to see Ilya touching his cock. how much he needed to wrap his hand around Ilya’s cock & his cock at the same time, how good that felt to him & Ilya.
how much he loves riding Ilya’s cock, loves bouncing on it, grinding down hard on it, loves watching Ilya panting beneath him, loves the way his ass can reduce Ilya to a puddle by how good it makes Ilya's cock feel. loves it even more when he’s pushed onto his back or pressed onto his stomach bc Ilya knows Shane wants to be fucked harder, deeper, that he wants to feel his cock for days. telling Ilya on several occasions how much he loves his cock.
how bratty and whiny he can be bc he needs Ilya's cock inside him, is desperate for it, wants Ilya to hurry. asking Ilya, “are you gonna fuck me?” or saying “please fuck me” telling him he needs him, needs his cock. how, after so many years, he’s still surprised at how full he feels when Ilya’s cock is inside him, how nothing could ever make him feel as full as Ilya’s cock. how he's been w/ two other men & they couldn't compare to Ilya, couldn't compare to what Ilya's cock does to him. how he loves watching Ilya’s cock shoot bc of him. how wild it makes him feel when Ilya comes inside him bc his body did that to Ilya's cock.
god, he really loves Ilya’s cock. but more than anything, he loves how worshiping Ilya's cock makes Ilya feel.
[A 2.3k forced breeding roleplay ficlet from this ask. Enjoy!]
Shane is lying face down, ass up in the bed whining as Ilya slowly and methodically preps him with his fingers, stretching his hole so slowly he wants to cry. And they haven't even started yet. "'S enough, Ilya. Please! I'm ready!" Ilya pulls his fingers out with an evil chuckle. "Oh, I did not realise you were one doing all the work, Hollander. You think you are ready for me? Want me to put it straight in?" He smacks his cock against Shane's wet hole, the slap echoing around the room obscenely. "N-no. C-condom. Please Ilya! Condom p-please. Need you." Shane is grinding his hips back against where Ilya's cock rests in the cleft of his ass. His hole is twitching hungrily and he's panting and flushed. Fuck. He looks ruined already. Ilya wants to draw this out even longer.
