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some of you have to learn what a real apology is

[trzns-deactivated20190422]

a real apology isn’t about excuses. a real apology isn’t a justification. a real apology is “i did x and it made you feel y. even if i was feeling z, it doesn’t justify the way i lashed out at/treated/etc you. you didn’t deserve that and im sorry” or SOMETHING like that but i’m sick and tired of people using their own emotional state as a barrier against taking real responsibility lol

[boykeats]

[seedling]

it is actually really sweet when someone stays up late to talk to you

[olearypoetry]

[inkskinned]

probably the worst of it is i know our love wasn’t storybook just-got-swept-up. i know we had something that didn’t work; i spent too many summer nights sobbing over shit you said. 

but i loved you. i loved you even though it was stupid, and that’s the worst of it. do you know how many times i’ve been asked, “well, what exactly were you expecting?” how many gentle we-told-you-so pat-on-the-back “you should have gotten out sooner” speeches i’ve heard. “what were you thinking” and “why do you let yourself get burned”. 

i knew better. i knew better. i told myself i could do better.

but i fell in love like this-is-forever. i fell in love like best-friend star-struck. every time you smiled at me i felt like i got hit by a truck. for a second i actually thought. for a second when i lied to myself. for a second there i saw us. i knew better but.

it’s one thing to get my heart broken. but did you have to make me feel so fucking dumb.

[studyblr]

here’s to every girl working so so hard to reach her goal. i see you. you can do it.

[paechly]

[sugagagashini]

Sandra

FACTS I KNOW ABOUT YOU:

1. You smile genuinely even though you’re hurt and literally f*cuked up.

2. When you think hard, your right eyebrow always quirk up.

3. You come off a lot stronger than you think.

4. You won’t admit defeat unless you’re so darn sure about it.

5. You’ve been hurt time and time again, but you’re so you that you think he is gonna come back and haunt you more. While you’re here, holding on to  whatever your ANOTHER friend is telling you because you’re afraid he/she is leaving you one day.

6. You love making people smile, at least me.

7. You love me even though i push you away, talk shit to you, mind-blown you and even shut you up. Thank you so much for staying, it means the world to me. 

8. You long for your parents presence. Although they get you everything you want, it doesn’t equate to their presence for both you and your sister.

9. Your sister needs you more than you think. And you need her. If one day she’s gone out or anything, you’d feel bored to your wit ends.

10. You trust Gloria with everything you’ve got. But just in case she’s not there, I’d be here for you and you know it.

11. You include people in your life without checking if they’re actually good or not.

12. Your tumblr is about that one guy who broke your heart but he still means the world to you. Fact is, no matter how long you say that he’s not on your mind, he is still in your heart.

13. You’ve thought about suicidal, even I have and you know it. You’re strong, but I’m gonna remind you every single day.

14. You look up to me, I’ve got no idea why. I guess its because i come off strong but I’m dying every time.

15. You’re favorite number is 10 and your register number is 22.

16. You’re so insecure.

17. You want someone to be there for you no matter how suckish you feel, how stupid you think you are.

18. You wanted to be a boxer last time, inspired by that guy who was into mu-ay Thai.

19. You tell yourself you’re a fighter but you’re convinced yourself.

20. Your friends mean the world to you, even if they hurt you time and time again, you’re gonna smile and brush it off. Like you always say, benefit of a doubt. There’s a reason their doing this and doing that. That’s what you think. And that is what I know.

21. You forgive but you don’t forget.

22. I want you to know that I’m so proud of you and keep studying hard, aiming high and achieving whatever you want alright? I may not be there for you 24/7 but, I’ll be there for you when you need me. You can count on me to hold you, to feel you and to tell you how I feel about things you’re confused about. Thank you for being yourself and not judging me. Cheers to out future, and I love you.

Hey there, I hope your happy. Things both you and I know cannot be replaced by the countless arguments we have. Thanks for standing by me when you had no reasons to. Lets fight for whatever we believe in. Stay, no matter how hard it is. Thanks again.

PS. I did this cause i saw the post about the little things thingy. Hope you love it. X

[sugagagashini]

may 16 2013 :’-)

[c0ntemplations]

“And one day, I hope I meet someone who makes me forget what it feels like to be in love with you.”

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[meeres-tiefe]

[saying]

[sugagagashini]

Are your friends supposed to be toxic?

[c0ntemplations]

Whoever taught us that closure was sitting down and having coffee with someone to talk about what happened and why it all went wrong? Sometimes closure is just one conversation too long that opens up another can of worms and a whole lot of heartache. Maybe closure is just you, on your own, deciding it’s no longer important enough to be in your life.

phone calls with a wise friend.

[sugagagashini]

Be still, my beating heart.

[c0ntemplations]

getting handwritten cards are possibly the best presents ever.

[sugagagashini]

I wish I was enough.