thoughts of the heart

everything under the sun. all my heart, thoughts and dreams in one page💕

[sugarmuch]

Letting go, and letting God ☝🏻 https://www.instagram.com/p/CM42YNMD_MLWsTUbczDbVvWQyzKzeIbTGOYq3w0/?igshid=y3rvj9rzvea8

[sugarmuch]

In joy or sadness, flowers are our constant friends🥀 https://www.instagram.com/p/CM2CjXeDT0jlszS3TSvioXzix9_XCO2W5-SGu40/?igshid=1e49les0gvvov

[sugarmuch]

Wherever life plants you, bloom with grace🌸 https://www.instagram.com/p/CM2CX9YDcOvN0BJ_ZNFYKQ3mwRi4miooC-EX280/?igshid=12u16rkl4kj9k

[sugarmuch]

feeding my feed from our last Sagada trip💙 #bluesoilsagada #lovee (at Sagada) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMmvAMbj1-XFfLieJT9CiFBBL58Rd0x8W-vnrk0/?igshid=1disdf45reezf

[jericosilvers]

[sugarmuch]

O how long have I chased rivers From lowly seas to where they rise Against the rush of grace descending From the source of its supply 'Cause in the highlands and the heartache You're neither more or less inclined I would search and stop at nothing You're just not that hard to find #songofascent #beachbabe #blessed https://www.instagram.com/p/CMFEJFsDwUZDvbeQko6MfDWzsPbgJAr8N1AWb00/?igshid=3qorginw98z7

[sugarmuch]

Wearing the smile you gave me 😹☺️🌺 #aloha https://www.instagram.com/p/CMFAebPDeINRZwkrRzKcJSwpShYoX5SXca-2S40/?igshid=7h0ybpd4hrk9

[sugarmuch]

kapagod na din talaga😞

[sugarmuch]

𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/CK5zpayjDjabIoF9sXnPj9VTy4AJ8NhL9aKs-s0/?igshid=p9nue85jd64

[sugarmuch]

Seven blessed years with you✨Saranghaeyo!😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/CKwiw4MDORklBBlfX32jKS83OPMwvvAiYC6QOQ0/?igshid=bks547acrp95

[sugarmuch]

if only i can trade my life for someone who really needs it

[sugarmuch]

my heart is just like a frozen lake in the summer, with a slight pressure, a nudge, i know i am breaking apart.

i do really hate the fact that i am everyone’s fall back, and when times get rough it feels like i don’t have anyone to really catch me.

I will always remember the friends who take their time just to make me feel special but it’s so sad that i am so not accustomed to the feeling of being loved.

It seems that the love i had for my mom was so special and nothing could really replace it, and the thought of loving someone with my whole heart is as scary as the day they will be gone forever.

[sugarmuch]

So today is another year, i really had thought that if a year has gone through, all my sadness will just turn into a faint memory but i guess not of you.

I really am missing you quite a lot today mom, and two days ago and a week ago too.

Some people might have called me over reacting and sentimental but its okay, at least i get to shower myself some tears to let God know how sad it is to lose you, and how eager i am to see you just one bit. It is very sad to know that when you were alive, i got every chance to be with you but now i'm begging for just one dream.

It is so damn crazy. So ridiculous for a human being to realize how important mothers are until they are gone.

I just miss you a lot that's all.

I guess you're coping with heaven too good that you might have forgotten how hard life was back here,

I just hope you've gotten the chance to experience a bit of happiness and not all misery.

I hope you had the chill life too, i hope you had laughed like i did have when i was young.

If you were alive, i'd dream of taking you to vacations, to trips even to operas and cruises, i know you'd love them.

But that is the only thing your petty little daughter has to offer.

I know for sure, HEAVEN IS BETTER.

So i now i give up and pull myself together again.

and then i am gonna tell you how happy i am to have had a mom just like you.

Selfless, beautiful, supportive, loving and the best, one could ever have.

I love you ma, tani sadya kada subong... Nahidlaw lang ko simo kag tani gna dumdom mo man ko bisan papano. Palangga ta guid ka.

[sugarmuch]

[sugarmuch]

warmth🍃 📸 @mykdestua14 https://www.instagram.com/p/CI1x6qPDgXgJFSdex1Qa8CJE6ejvKpaDx7y9f40/?igshid=77haov1u0r8l

[sugarmuch]

Dreamy✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/CI1xkz_j7MOzgn-zmVXp5Fkepy_J9kqEjc_NeE0/?igshid=tb0jwbmnkpa7

[sugarmuch]

The skies were made for sunsets🌅 📸 Michael John Destua https://www.instagram.com/p/CI01_z9juyUvyS50FZ0PeSXQMR59GEkB4TvjoE0/?igshid=1kvuqdhdfhofc