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           so many moments of, ‘wow I’m gay’, so little time

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random thought of the day: multi-muse blogs are so great tbh like for someone who’s always coming up with characters and ideas, I love people who literally don’t care whether people will follow them or not and just do it. I just love..multi-muses..so much. 

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          I didn’t feel like it’d been very long since I last got on here, but it’s been over a week??? rip. I mean, I didn’t have any activity, but I still feel bad. I’ll try and get on later or something when more people are on and do a starter call?? ehhh. 

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Sick Of Losing Soulmates - Dodie Clark

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harmoniris:

              ❛  you do not have to stand outside, my friend. i am more than happy to welcome your presence.  ❜

             he turns his head, hands remaining in their position upon his lap. while he does not remove himself from his meditation, he makes it clear to the other that his intentions are nothing but benevolent.    

        Sunny almost hid behind the door, but instead he managed a save and put a smile appeared on his face.  ❛ Sorry, I just..are you meditating? ❜ He asked curiously, taking a few steps closer. It was an unusual sight at the base. Most people tended to go to the training rooms to get rid of stress or relax. He hadn’t seen anyone meditating before, and the omnic’s form made it look even more different. He still didn’t want to intrude though and kept a comfortable distance. 

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         Sorry I haven’t been around as much. I started this blog with a bang, but then it’s kinda fizzled the past week. If anyone’s on, feel free to like this for a starter!! If not, I’ll try and work on Sunny more. 

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deathforsaken:

     This was familiar, and it struck chords within him. Soft and easy. He had to be gentle, be Gabriel. Reaper relented, the mingle of the two fading into just the one. Gabriel knelt down in front of Sunny, the soft smile on his lips beneath the mask while his eyes reflected his concern. He’d never dealt with this in this situation; he needed to find a way to turn this around in a good way, a better way. His way.

    ❛ Sunny, we can’t head back just yet, okay? It’s getting late. I’ll take you somewhere safe where we can stay for the time being. When morning comes we’ll make the choice then. What we  can do in the meantime is just go to a safe place with me and we’ll spend some time together. You can watch me cook for you again. I can find us some cartoons on the computer. You can tell me what you want to see and we’ll get it for you. How’s that? ❜

     Again his hand is held out toward the other. It had been a while, he didn’t know how rusty he was with it. He could only hope it goes through and gets accepted. He was agreeable, kind, gave a good offer, but it was an offer that specifically sided to him. He gave a reason that was a lie, but viable enough. There was no way he could go back to Overwatch. Ever. They’d simply lock him up and throw away the key in hopes he’d die permanently. Or so he could assume. Besides that, he had scores to settle. It simply wasn’t an option for him; which was why he’d needed to be quick on his feet and think the way around it.

         ❛ You’ll cook for me again? ❜ Sunny’s eyes lit up. His favorite thing was cooking with Gabriel. When Gabe was gone, Sunny could barely cook for himself anymore, either going long periods without anything or relying on junk food most of the time. Just the thought of trying to cook something had his mind filling with memories of when Gabe would show him something, Sunny would cook it, and Gabe looked proud. He loved that look, even if Gabe was a hardass before. He got special treatment and he knew it, but right there, all he could think about was being with his Gabe again. He wasn’t thinking it was a bad idea. He wasn’t thinking much at all other than that cooking and watching cartoons with Gabie sounded nice, but if he was more near his rational thought process, it wouldn’t be that easy. But he wasn’t.              Sunny glanced up at Gabriel hesitantly before he reached up and wrapped his hand around two of Gabriel’s hands, or gloves, whatever they were, he avoided the pointy part and held on tight as he slowly pushed himself off the ground. He wiped his eyes and managed a small smile up at Gabriel. His body was completely exhausted, but his mind was trying to keep up because he was excited he got to be with Gabriel again. It wasn’t even present in his mind what just went on, the shooting at him, almost being killed. He blocked it all out in favor of the calmness he desperately craved in his mind. Even if he was shaking. Even if he was bleeding. It didn’t matter. ❝ I wanna watch Omnics Playhouse and eat mac n cheese. ❞

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           Sunny crouched down in front of the other, trying to make himself appear as harmless as possible. He didn’t really know if the other was hurt, or just taking time to themselves, but they looked upset, and Sunny thought maybe he could help. ❝ Hey, um... ❞ Shit, he probably should’ve thought of what to say. Now wasn’t the time to lose confidence in his people skills. He plastered a big, warm smile on his face and tilted his head.  ❝ You doing okay? Anything you need? ❞

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letter to my younger self: the only thing you will be interested in is kpop, like 2 video games, learning Japanese, and absolutely nothing that will help you be an adult. good luck 

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I’ve got nothing left to prove Cause I’ve got nothing left to lose See me bare my teeth for you

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PHARAH:

          “NO NEED to beat yourself up about it, trust me,” she offers him a wolfish grin,            teeth flashing through split lips, leaning back against the doorway. honestly, it            wasn’t a big deal at all– he wasn’t the only person getting used to the base            again. “I’m FAREEHA AMARI, code name PHARAH. I pilot the RAPTORA            suit you see by the landing pad in the bigger docking bay. My mother is Ana.”

          ❝ Oh shit, ya, that suit looked really awesome. I bet you kick some serious ass. And oh, for real!? Ana’s kid!? I feel like I saw you around a few times when you were younger. You must seriously kick some ass if you’re Ana’s kid. Nice to meet you. I’m Sunny. I was here well..back before recall and everything. Not very long, but ya know. It was a memorable couple of years, ❞ he said fondly as he glanced around the room. 

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      Bloop bloop. Anyone want a starter? 

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au where two people are connected and if one gets hurt or touched, the other feels it.

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DEATHFORSAKEN:

    ❛ I’m not asking you to fight them like I am. I don’t need you to take sides. I don’t need you to feel the same way I do, like I taught Blackwatch to. All I want is you out of their hands. I want to have you back at least near me again. Let me give you a home. I can do that still. If you would just come with me, I’d never have to lay a harmful hand to you. I could keep you safe, things can return to the way they were once I’m finished setting it right. ❜

     God, he’s desperate. He can’t let this chance go. He’s already gotten through enough. Sunny knows the truth now; he knows Gabriel’s truth. That’s all that was needed. Now he just has to reach out a little more, try to convince him to come back. Come to a proper home. A place that he had that was so empty for so long. He could use company. Someone who knew, someone who cared. Someone who he cared about. 

    ❛ I won’t drag you into anything I do. Where I stay is safe. I can protect you, I can help you with anything you need. I can’t just let you slip through my fingers. I would never forgive myself for it. I don’t want you falling into their hands, and I don’t want to force you into my life. But I don’t want us to continue on knowing the other is alive and somewhere far off, doing god knows what. I promise I’m doing what I can to make things right, to bring a long lost justice to me. ❜

    ❛ And on the day I succeed, things will get better. I’ll have everything set straight, there will be a reason to wake up every day and really smile just for the sake of it for once. I’m going to make it right; a world where everyone who stands by me and myself can enjoy. ❜

     He pauses, to collect himself. Breathe. He has to get this right. Focus his thoughts. Say what he really wants to say. His mask meets with Sunny’s face and he finally speaks it. 

    ❛ I want to be able to give you a home. Something more than what little I could give you in Overwatch. I want to do things properly. I want to give you an environment that is free of corruption looming over our shoulders. I just want to give you something I believe you deserve. ❜

          Sunny brought his knees to his chest as he stared at Gabriel, uncertainty clear. Home, a home, it was pulling him in. All he ever wanted was a home, someone to love him, and he honestly wasn’t sure if he was being tricked or not. If it was Gabriel, he knew he wasn’t, but what if this wasn’t? Not really, and he was going to give in because he was weak and alone. And they he felt it, his mind slipping, the fear of making big decisions, it was too much for him. It was all too much. Honestly, somewhere in the back of his mind, he was surprised this hadn’t happened sooner, but they had been fighting. He’d really tried to fight it, be the agent he was made to be, but with Gabe, it always seemed to crumble away.             He suddenly looked up at Gabriel with big, shiny eyes, and bit his lip. ❛ But Reaper is gonna hurt my friends,❜ he whispered, small and soft, nothing like a tone he was using moments ago. And he was speaking as if Reaper wasn’t there, in front of him. But he didn’t see it that way. He saw Gabriel, and Gabriel was his friend. Gabriel took care of him, and Sunny liked Gabriel a lot because he was a nice man, but Reaper wasn’t. Reaper was going to hurt all the friends he cared about. Sunny didn’t want Reaper to hurt his friends because they were his family, and they meant a lot to him. ❛ I don’t want him to Gabie. You can’t let Reaper hurt my friends. Please. ❜           His eyes darted to look down at his shoes, like at any moment he would get in trouble or maybe even Reaper would come to get him. The thought sent shivers down his body.  ❛ If we go back to base, we’ll be safe! And       and we can watch cartoons in bed. ❜ He looked up with hope in his eyes. If they went back to Overwatch, him and Gabie would be safe and they could stay in Gabie’s room where it could just be them and they could sit by each other huddle up under blankets like they did that one time, and Reaper couldn’t get to them. Because Overwatch was safe. That’s all he knew. Overwatch protected them, Gabie protected him, and if all of them were there, no one would get hurt.