sun dipped

a blog for a journey into systemhood/discovery. other parts have blogs, and will use their names. i (host) will not use a name, for now... he/him pronouns

[sundippedstars]

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hi i am [redacted] this is my blog where i will ruminate on systemhood and discovery and if that's related to the feelings i've been having. i'm still learning and reading a lot and if what i'm experiencing even could be called a system. we are still learning communication and what or who we are. i will not be using a name for now, but my parts will be using theirs. i am the host. there's 4(5?) of us.

cloud's blog / starshine's blog / midnight's blog / kit's blog

[ymutate]

Miho Ichise (Japanese artist)

Lighthearted

Oil on panel

[n64retro]

The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time Nintendo EAD Nintendo 64 1998

[witchrealms]

(x)

[nahumartz]

almost died painting this

[zephyraes]

STIM - Matcha Gradient Mousse

Link back to this post directly if used.

[bakedbananners]

tabula rasa

[yellow-cat]

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

[c98sancturary]

frozen brownie chocolate ice cream and cookie dough chunk dairy queen blizzard F2U. source: 洗于于 on wechat

[ewaneneollav]

i love people so much that im trying to be one myself. its a bit crazy, i know…

[idc0o]

Somehow being a person does not come naturally to me

[allsadnshit]

I want to want something really bad then get it

[c98sancturary]

matcha scones with clotted cream and strawberry jam F2U with source

[sundippedstars]

i am scared that i will be this hurt thing forever. and that everyone i loved will eventually leave because putting up with my mood swings and self is going to be too much, because it is too draining. and i hate when i feel like i can see proof of that. god

[syn4k]

ok note to self i gotta leave the house regularly so that i dont feel like im slowly transforming into an evil fucking shadow clone of myself

[syn4k]

So as it turns out your sense of self doesnt exist in a vacuum. You gotta actually use it and bounce it off of other people like echolocation to see where you are as a person and shit. So if you dont regularly interact with other people the echoes just get weaker and weaker and before you know it your personality is a blurry fucked up fog clone of its former self. which it sucks because this makes it really hard to interact with people again but yknow

[jetix]

2006-01-06

[hatbabo]

Saria's song plays in the background