since you write for Milgram, I've read some.. they're good !! can you do mahiru with a reader that is a lesbian and has a crush on her? (✿^‿^)
Mahiru with a lesbian reader who has a crush on her
Authors Note: I still exist, surprisingly. Any of my new actual writing is on my AO3 (Ashh_Ashh) and I don’t feel like reposting them here. I do still take requests and will try to get to them eventually. I also hope anon doesn’t mind me making these headcanons, I don’t have much motivation to write a proper fanfic right now ^_^
- You cannot hide your crush from Mahiru. She knows. You don’t talk to her? Must be because you get flustered around her because you’re in love with her. You talk to her a lot? Must be because you love her so much you can’t imagine a day that’s not filled with her. You talk to her the normal amount? Must be because you’re trying to seem normal and hide how in love with her you are. She can always tell.
- But! Even though Mahiru very much would reciprocate your crush (there’s not enough romance in the prison. She craves any romance, ESPECIALLY if it includes her), she couldn’t possibly confess in the prisons conditions! I mean, she at least has to get some flowers and wait for the perfect season (even though it changes nothing since you guys are in prison) and prepare the most romantic speech and- yeah no if you want to become her partner then you’re best off confessing yourself.
- If she does end up confessing herself, though, then it’d be the most perfectly romantic thing ever (well, excluding the fact that the location she confessed in is a prison. There’s more romantic areas to confess in…), with a lengthy speech about how much she loves you and her giving you your favorite flowers (if you don’t like flowers, then uhhhh. She’d probably try to give you whatever your favorite thing is I don’t know) and it’s very much Mahiru.
- When she realizes you have a crush on her, she’ll definitely try to spend more time with you. She’d gift you magazines (that have lots of romantic content, of course) and ask you about if you liked them (and use that information to find magazines she think you’d enjoy), she’d also write you poems I think! Very romantic poems.
- If you end up confessing to her, she’d be overjoyed, accepting without hesitation and making it very clear you two are partners now to anyone she might talk to afterwards! The other prisoners probably get sick of her gushing about you in every conversation but she doesn’t care.
- For trial 2 Mahiru… she’d want to spend all of her time with you, since it makes her feel better to be surrounded with romance, you know? She’d also probably confess to you, even if it’s not the perfect time, because she doesn’t want to die alone. She still gifts you things, and I see her writing many more poems because she has less to do.
Authors note: Go read “Play it Cool, Guys”. Good manga. Inspired me to make this.
Possible warnings: Amane-typical cult mentions
- … how someone can fall down so much confuses her. Did the gods decide to punish you in such a trivial way? What did you do to deserve this?
- She doesn’t interfere, though. There must be a reason the gods did this to you.
- If you get hurt from your clumsiness, she is NOT letting you NEAR Shidou. That fucker will try to ””””help”””” you, by INTERFERING WITH THE GODS PLANS!!!!!!!!
- Yeah no. You’ll have to walk it off (preferably without tripping) with her around.
Alternate scenario:
- Is this a test for her? To see if she’ll help someone in need?
- Then she must pass it.
- She starts walking with you, catching you when you fall (I’d imagine she’s strong enough to catch you even if you’re older than her. She was strong enough to k1ll a person after all), and assuring your clumsiness doesn’t get you hurt.
- She definitely becomes a bit overprotective. It’s not for you, though. It’s to pass the test sent to her by the gods (half truth half lie. She may or may not be warming up to you.), of course! That’s it, no other reason she’s helping you (okay that’s a full lie).
Authors note: … seems like nothings here. How odd.
Possible warnings: Amane-typical cult mentions.
Summary:
Amane could never sleep right in MILGRAM.
Knowing she had did something to deserve this place kept her up at night.
If this was a test assigned onto her by the gods, she was horribly failing it. (Copied from my AO3 post of it)
Sleeping was hard when you knew you did something wrong.
Especially for Amane.
Every night, she asks the gods what she did wrong to deserve this fate. They never answer, no matter how much she asks, no matter how consistently she asks. But she will not give up, no, eventually they will hear her pleas (she hoped they’d eventually hear her, at least)!
All she needed was just one more chance to prove whatever she did to deserve being here was a fluke; one more chance to prove no test is needed to show her unwavering faith.
Even if it was the last chance she got, that was all she needed.
Tonight is no different from every other night.
Her hands clasped together in prayer as she asked,
”Dear gods, may I ask why I am here? I only followed your scripture, so what did I do to deserve this fate? If this is a test, have I succeeded yet? Did I fail? Please, give me an answer.” Her voice was quiet as to not disturb the other, sleeping, prisoners (not that she cared for them, she simply knew kindness might make the gods take pity on her and help her. That’s all she wanted. Just enough pity to be freed from here.)
She hoped there would be a sign the gods had heard her pleas eventually, even if its tomorrow, or in a week, or in a month.
Amane slipped back into her bed, pulling the covers over her body as she silently prayed for a better tomorrow.
…
The hours just came and went, yet she still couldn’t fall asleep.
She couldn’t find any sort of fatigue in her, she could only stare up at the ceiling, laying in her bed while hoping for this purgatory to be over. (Maybe she had died, and this was her personal hell because she had failed to help enough people see the truth.)
Maybe just asking wasn’t enough. Did she need an offering? What would even be good enough (that she can obtain, considering the situation she has been in) to have her be finally noticed by the gods? She'll find a suitable offering tomorrow...
... Or maybe in her dreams tonight, she would finally get an answer to her questions.
If she could fall asleep to even dream at all.
After all,
Sleeping was hard when you knew you did something wrong.
Writers note: Back at it again with writing I wrote at 1am on my Kindle that I cleaned up in the morning ‼️
Possible Warnings: I accidently implied a bit of a more yandere tone, but it’s not that mentioned and can br easily ignored. Reader is Rover (this is important to like two parts), but you can imagine being called whatever name you like since I didn’t actually mention readers name.
- He finds you interesting at first: You being an outcast yet so important is quite interesting, yes?
- He believes there is no reason for you to reject the offer to join the Fractsidus, you're an outcast anyways, why not embrace it?
- Your resonence ability is being able to emit mercury, that can only harm those around you and doesnt harm you at all. He finds quite a bit of use in this... (stay far away from this man. The way he admires your mercury is NOT normal.)
- Despite you not wanting to work along side anyone (in fear you’ll hurt them when you use your ability), he constantly tries to get you to join him. Nobody else works with you, so why not work with him? (He refuses to accept that you prefer to be alone.)
- The way you seem to never sleep (he sometimes sees you walking around during the night, for hours on end occasionally...) is another part of you that he finds interest in. How can one stay awake so long, yet fight like they have the energy of sleeping for days?
- If you accept the offer to join the Fractsidus, you probably still avoid the members. No worries, though! Scar will get you to be more social (even just with him. No need to talk with Phrolova.)
I always make the most BANGER writing at 1AM on my Kindle I swear. (Screenshot is like early access of what ill post next. its less polished but it gives an idea. Ill weed out spelling mistakes, fix up weird parts in thebwriting, and whatever in the morning.) (and yeah I'm posting this from my kindle)
Authors note: Made it a oneshot since that seems to fit the request most. Also this might be weirdly written because I have never went on a date before… and I know the request was for a fem!reader but I just never found myself using any gendered terms to describe the reader… sorry!!
Possible warnings: None!
Summary:
Refer to title.
Honestly, this whole “date” thing was pretty new to Rover. I mean, she’d went out with a few other people before, but never with romantic intent… so when you had asked her out on a date, she was both surprised and unsure how to respond. But there’s always a first time for everything, yes?
You had taken her out to Panhua’s restaurant, deciding it would be a good date.
“… is the food nice?” Rover asked, trying to start a conversation with you. That’s what people do on dates, right?
“It is nice!” You answered.
“Mine is as well.” Rover replied.
Neither of you two were really sure how to continue the conversation, but Rover just tried to ask another question, hoping it would actually lead somewhere.
“Are we going to go to anywhere else after this?” Rover asked.
“Do you want to?” You asked in reply.
“… I am unsure.” Rover replied.
… you didnt really know how to reply, so there was just an awkward silence for a few seconds before Rover continued.
“I suppose we don’t have to. This is very satisfactory, just being with you right now.” Rover added, hoping it would make things less awkward.
“Then we aren’t going anywhere after, I guess.” You replied.
“That is fine.” Rover quickly responded, continuing to eat her food.
The rest of the date was just Rover occasionally asking something, you replying, and then repeat. Definitely… a date. (I apologize I have no idea how to finish this.)
Heeeeey… so you want requests… I am here with my very humble ideas … the Yangyang profile picture must be honored ?!?!? I will be the one to ask! Can you write something for her? Perhaps Crush!Headcannons… like how she acts when she’s fallen in love with someone would be cute? The little ways she acts different while she’s pining and all…
Just have fun with it! Thank you. ^^
Im soooo sorry anon, but I genuinely cant come up with anything for her having a crush… Im really sorry!!
Hi! Saw you were wanting requests so I figured I'd suggest something!
How about a reader x Malleus, kinda based on the song "What Can I Do For You?" from Steven Universe. It's fine if you don't want to write it though! I can request something else if you'd prefer :)
Thank you! <3
Im so sorry, but I kind of suck at writing fics based off songs I don’t regularly listen to… I just didn’t really expect this kind of request so I spaced on adding this to my rules. I’ll go add it now, though. So sorry anon!
I “humbly” request some requests. Please. I beg of you. I have no ideas of what to write.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEEEE SEND IN A REQUEST EVEN IF ITS BASIC. I CAN WORK WITH ANYTHING (unless it doesn’t fit my rules). IT DOESNT EVEN HAVE TO BE X READER I CAN DO JUST CHARACTER REQUESTS TOO. I WILL LITERALLY JUST WRITE HEADCANONS FOR A SPECIFIC CHARACTER. YOU CAN JUST SAY “Hey can you write something for [character]?” AND I WILL ANSWER WITH HEADCANONS OF THAT CHARACTER (as long as Im willing to write for them. Characters I dont write for/do write for are in my rules post.)
Just overhauled the account to be Yangyang and added Wuthering waves as a writing fandom instead of pgr (the pgr hyperfix somehow managed to fade the second I added it to my fandoms so yeahhhh….)