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My life feels like an endless humiliation ritual.
I swesr I'm gonna reorganize this blog someday
Quick ink sketch (EDIT: updated version, still a W.I.P.) | Mao, from the manga of the same name, by Rumiko Takashi (just started reading it and I like it) | Linktree
Even if it's just something small, I really like how the anime handled this little sleuthing scene.
The anime adaption showing the nobleman's daughter dashing about so cheerily - so full of life - really made the reveal of her true form all the more chilling.
we got some sakuga animation in this episode
drew this a while ago btw
the mao brainrot has hit me like some curse :/
anyway after catching up w the manga Mei is def one of my faves, she's 1000% still alive guys trust
new wonderful characters i wanna obsess over
rambles about Mei and Renji from MAO
the one who never experienced any parental love and was literally sold as a child by their parents and the only kindness and tender care they got was from a sibling that suffered a horrific end.
the other grew up with people caring and buliding back lives around them, in a tight loving community with a loving parent only for it to all go up in smokes and only survived by old friends sacrificing themselves up so they can escape (yet they died if not for another character.) Mei is constantly under attention, she's mixed heritage and her features are exotic enough that everybody thinks she's beautiful. this got her into threats of rape more than once.
her rage and cries for revenge substituted for 'wanting to live' in a crucial moment and she's come to terms with the sides effects ever since. her being outside of law and probably dead once someone excorsises the seed out of her is all right to her.
in her eyes she'll help where she can with what she can, if it means to kill the threat because she's strong enough to, she will, but if it can be solved without much fight, she would prefer that. she's angry but she already resovled her personal vendetta, now all that's left in her mystical life is to do as much good as she can while dealing with evil so be it.
Renji was also a victim of rape (or almost, since he bit the customer and that's all we know) watched his sister be mistreated and killed, harbors a never ending hatered for all who use others. his working philosophy is simple 'get money that i can handle however i want' and his attitude is rather aloof in casual interactions. he came to terms to be an outlaw the minute he set fire to his parents, and since then he doesn't care what his justice will cost for him.
in his eyes children are to be protected against whatever comes. he will be the nameless(?) protector from the shadows, one drenched in blood and sut and holding all the wretched bastards who mistreat his people in a chokehold.
so they work together. at first as instructed but then it quickly shows how similar they are. how achingly similar their reasons and motives can be.
Renji sees another strong yet gentle girl (woman) just like his sister who again and again holds back what they need for what is needed in the situation.
Mei sees a victim who because of her are in a horrible situation. just as her childhood friend died to let her escape, now Renji shares her cursed nature because of the seed she healed him with. yet whenever she offers they leave her behind and think for themselves they deny with the same stubborn face.
and now at chapter 293 i'm sooooooooo happy to see Rumiko sensei thighten the ropes around them - i want them to snap at each other in their own way cause Mei is once again in a horrible situation (being watched by Hakubi's steel demons) is visibly hurt (almost got raped by the cursed sword wielding brute) is keeping all problems to herself cause she's afraid Hakubi will hurt Kagari if she talks and Renji is once again was kicked down and let Mei (as his sister) get kidnapped (i'm playing with perspectives feeding into fears) thus prooving to himself he's still not enough had to play seconds to Mei's rescue (the one kicking that bastard was Mao and Renji will bite his tounge before thanking him) sees someone in pain but cannot convince them he's here to help now sees that their at-times-ally is only here to watch (the little steel demons) and reinforces that he can only rely on himself (? maybe? we'll see?) and this is a really delicious situation that can go so many ways.
other rambles in general my song for their dynamic is
"if i was easy to kill, you would have done it already" "you're at my feet, we're by the fire, you're a gentle beast and i'm alive" mostly the gentle tone fits Mei and Renji is mostly glare rarely bite but that's the fun part
it's yet another 'beauty and the beast' but it's also so much more and i love them, they are my little gently blorbos for now, cause my usual toxic love is for whatever is going on between Yurako Hakubi and Daigo. also shoutout to Mao being the feral loyal dog he is for kinda almost killing whatever threatens to harm Nanoka, love to see them snap .
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Look at those chubby cheeks, Nanoka, we adore you and even more will end up adoring you in the end.
so um I’m starting a tag game!!
FILL OUT THIS FORM
NAME:
AGE: (or age group)
HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN USING TUMBLR:
WHATS THE PRIMARY THING YOU USE IT FOR:
FAVORITE FANDOM: FAVORITE SHOW:
FAVORITE MOVIE: FAVORITE BOOK:
FAVORITE FOOD:
YOU CAN BRING 3 THINGS A 1 PERSON REAL OR FICTIONAL TO A DESERT ISLAND WHO AND WHAT ARE YOU BRINGING:
So if you are tagged reblog with your answers tags AND one new question!!
Tags: @deathbyivys @virtualfawn @panncakesposts @suchafunnywaybby @timmyytoughknuckles @gracious-midnight @yurisoldier400
If you see this and we’re not tagged feel free to participate
HI THIS WAS FUN I FEEL LIKE IM GETTING DRAFTED OK
name: yuri or Waspie☺️☺️
age: 16👁️👁️😳
how long have you been using tumblr: this July it’ll be a year!!😁😁😁🎉🎉🎉
what’s th primary thing you use it for: uhhh to reblog stuff I like,, make friends and say stupid stuff 😊😊
favorite fandom: UHHFM😢😢😢 THIS IS SO HARD,,, uhhhmmmmmmm,,,, ok.. this is EVIL. probably 😣😣😣😣😣 saw,, or beastie boys 😣😣 probably beastie boys because it made me all my friends on here😁
favorite show: UHHMM,, house md,, but I really like x files 👀👀👀
favorite book: girl interrupted!! ‼️‼️
favorite movie: UPTOWN GIRLS OOUYGGH…… I LOVE IT SUAH😂😂😂😂 I don’t PLAY about uptown girls…. Ooughy…
favorite food: 🧐🧐🧐 sushi,,,,, pork chops,,, burgers ☺️
you can bring 3 things and 1 person real or fictional to a desert island who and what are you bringing?: OK,, for things,, bringing all my CDs and DVDs in my case 😳 and then,, my framed picture of shawnee smith,, and my dvd player ☺️ ☺️ and for people 😳😳I’m bringing adrock ok
@freakyolivelady @freakinggeek @dannyelfmanstattos @xashcroft @maybeavampireee @thor-is-trans-and-pan-he-told-me @eurrydice
yayy thanks for the tag😊😊
name: olive 🫒
age: 18
how long have you been using tumblr: i think it was a year in february.....so just over a year
whats the primary thing you use it for: talking to my FRIENDS 😊😊😊 and posting into the void...
favorite fandom: beastie boys 😊 really the only one im in 😢 they are my whole life... the reason I came to tumblr 😻
favorite show: I dont really watch shows but I have sort of been watching yellowjackets and its very good
favorite book: maybe 🤔jurassic park😊or the shining
favorite movie: roadside prophets 😭😭😭😭
favorite food: I looove teriyaki chicken yum...
you can bring 3 things and 1 person real or fictional to a desert island, who/what are you bringing?: probably my cds 🤔 ummm cd player..... and a book ok maybe beastie boys book... reading it until I die..... and then I will also bring my best friend 😊 because she will keep me entertained #court jester 😻
ok tagging @fkrrparker @cavejebus @1992adrock @eeeurydiceee @omnipotentnothing @olliedoesthings @deathwaltz-ao3 and.. anyone else ok yay
yay ty for the tag 😁😁😁😁
name: Daz
age: it's a secret 🤫 but im a minor
how long have you been using tumblr: pretty much a little over a year,,, i started back in october 2024 i think?
whats the primary thing you use it for: shitposting and fic updates for my 2 fans #yay
favorite fandom: ummmmmmm i cant pick sorry 😢😢😢 i have like three
favorite show: mmm either Death Note or Scott Pilgrim Takes Off
favorite book: The Catcher in the Rye IM THE #1 HOLDEN CAULFIELD DEFENDER IDGAF
favorite movie: Scott Pilgrim vs The World
favorite food: cheesecake 🤤
you can bring 3 things and 1 person real or fictional to a desert island, who/what are you bringing?: ummm probably a really long book because yeah, laptop for writing i gotta keep working on my fics ok, and then my camera,,,, as for the person probably my friend ngl we could just talk about random shit and we wont get bored
tagging @babydollystar @inhumangirll @princess-of-slight-melancholy @strell-struggles @ormacritis @sunevvv and any other mutuals yay SORRY IF YOU DIDNT WANT TO BE TAGGED I LVOE YOU
name: Sunevv (i write it differently every time :/)
age: 10 months away from paying taxes
how long have you been using tumblr: more than a year ig, perhaps more than 2
whats the primary thing you use it for: posting art and whining, all in one blog unfortunately
favorite fandom: uhhhhh idk, classic literature fandoms tend to b chill so perhaps those
favorite show: im gonna say mao although it only has like 10 eps rn it has been my comfort manga for years so
favorite book: FRANKENSTEIN
favorite movie: uhhhhh my taste in movies suck so idkkk... I think the movies i've rewatched the most times have been kill bill and scott pilgrim
favorite food: chicken with rice
you can bring 3 things and 1 person real or fictional to a desert island, who/what are you bringing?: uhhhh perhaps my 3ds although the battery wont last a sec, i have a big ass lotr book i never finished so that would keep me occupied anddd perhaps a notebook, my laptop or another book. i would bring my most deranged friend so Ill listen to her rambling about slendermansion as die of hunger or something
DAZ IM SORRY
but anyways~~~~ I have this week totally free. this won't happen again, i hope
I'm alive
I didnt even notice almost 2 months passed. These days i genuinely felt like a zombie, my sleep schedule really got fucked up beyond repair. 50/50 chance each day i even got to feel alive
I'm alive
This post is almost 11 years old now, so I feel like it’s time for an update: