ivan ☆ keyframes brained

☼ he/him - thoroughly in love with fictional men ☼ pfp by @rui-drawsbox !!! <3

[mibexe]

i need to know everything about ur keyframes mc immediately

What? I love you. Fakir's a pretty basic winter MC and world's #1 obnoxious otaku.

I'm making you the victim of my backlog, dear asker. I greatly appreciated this ask when I got it and just.... didn't post because I didn't have enough to share at the time................. #oops Here's my small log of images just for You.

This one's based off the fact that you can actively enjoy puns but also hate specifically on Percy doing them?

This is a WIP I'll hopefully finish. But it's been sitting in the drafts for months lol. It's the fits I imagined Fakir in for all the spring events. :3 (I know the game only lets you do 3 but I can use the power of imagination and so can you.)

First impressions! Not representative of how they currently feel about the cast, but a pretty good start.

Other assorted doodles. For now, Jamie's their designated love interest but... we shall see what occurs in the future. I'm excited for summer!!!! :3c

[sunflowertroupe]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY DARLING LEO !!!!!! 🫶🫶🧡🧡🧡

this is my first time doing an oshi birthday setup !!! leonui actually only came in today and i was sososo happy :,-]

[hidden-writer-1028]

Choked Words, Cold Hands

I don't know what it is

Got me wrapped around your cold fingertips

Maybe it's my fault I can't walk away

Maybe I just started feeling a little shame

-Unethical, Faouzia

Closing the door behind you, you sank to the floor and tucked your knees up to your chest, a sob lodged in your throat as you went over the day once again. As you remembered his dismissiveness, his coldness, his lack of anything that showed he cared about you even a fraction of the amount you cared about him. How he just stood there while you broke and cracked down the center of your being. A single tear had rolled down your face then and that was the tipping point. That was the moment when you realized… he was never going to care about you like you cared about him.

He was never going to love you how you needed to be loved.

Looking into Jamie's eyes you had known. Known for a long while now that while he cared about you, while he saw you in a way that was special to him, he wasn't willing to… to sacrifice for you. He wasn't willing to compromise even when you bent and gave every single damned day the two of you existed as an us.

Biting down on your hand to muffle the sound of distress leaking from your body, your throat, your eyes, like broken faucets, you shook and broke right there on your bedroom floor. The pictures of you and Jamie were up on the walls, his knowing grin and your bright one staring down at you with a knowledge that this was always going to be how it ended. Never were you going to get to keep him and keep yourself in the process. It was one or the other never both. Never a gray in the black and white that was Jamie fucking Porter.

Stifling a sob, you reached up and locked the door so that Deja and Cam couldn't, should they learn what was happening, come in and find you. And they would find out. How couldn't they when he was their friend too. How could this stay quiet when you just broke your own heart and walked away from the man who should have held it together. The man who you loved with every fiber of your being, but not more than you loved yourself. Never more than that.

Tasting the salt of your tears, you leaned over your knees and swallowed every wail that wanted to escape. Bit back every cry of anguish you wanted to release. Maybe it shouldn't matter. Maybe you were the one to end things. Maybe you should feel strong and empowered for standing up for yourself like you did.

But you didn't.

No, you didn't feel anything but bleeding, searing, aching pain in your chest, in your stomach, in your throat, in your soul. Clutching at your mouth and biting at your lips, you choked again on the tears that were flowing so freely down your cheeks.

You did right by you and that was what was important. You wanted to believe that. Wanted to understand that leaving Jamie was for your own good. Because if he loved you, it wasn't enough. It wasn't the love you needed. It wasn't the type of care that you craved and cherished. It was a dismissive kind of love. It was a type of love that could leave you in the cold for days at a time before he remembered to turn on the heat or even give you a blanket. Jamie Porter knew how to love, he just didn't know how to love you.

Letting your hands fall from your face you swallowed the sounds of despair that wanted to exist in the world. You had things to do. People to see. Friends to make understand that you did the right thing…

You had to pretend, just as you had before, that Jamie Porter wasn't going to destroy you from where he stood. Shaking away the last of the tears that you would let yourself cry today for Jamie fucking Porter, just as you had yesterday and the day before, you stood on shaky legs and made your way over to your closet. You needed to change. You needed to shower. You needed to breathe and then… then maybe you could remember who you were before you encountered the man that still held a large piece of you in his cold,so fucking cold, hands.

[sunflowertroupe]

THE HAPPIEST OF BIRTHDAYS TO MY DARLINGEST CAM !!!! had work so i had no time to digitize this but i love them sm happy birthday cam <333

[sunflowertroupe]

i love friendship and whimsy and joy thank u keyframes community

[fra-aria]

chiikawas your keyframe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sunflowertroupe]

MY KEYFRAMES MERCH GOT HERE TODAY !!!! literally feeling so whimsical wonderful and fantastic ^_^ also cut out blank house’s logo from the packaging !!! everything arrived perfectly thank u @blank-house for the safe and speedy delivery 🫡

[sunflowertroupe]

"ivan r u gonna remove leo" no that's my wife he stays there forever i fear

[sunflowertroupe]

changing my pfp just made me realize how out of date my profile was oh my gosh 😭😭

[sunflowertroupe]

final post of the day cus its nearly 3 am but this is the first piece i’ve rendered in a long time !!! my keyframes mc/self-insert ^_^ very messy but im soso happy with it

[sunflowertroupe]

guess what i did AGAIN !1!!1!1!1 also once again things like weight arent real jn roblox 🥀 btw i was laughing my ASS OFF while making perce

[sunflowertroupe]

are they even your best friends if you dont make them in a roblox dress up game ??? LMAAOAJSOND 2 cams version because being nonbinary is not real in roblox unfortunately 💔 same goes for having braids i fear

[sunflowertroupe]

sorry if im not supposed to tag shitposts w fandom stuff idk if thats ljke allowed

[sunflowertroupe]

“oh just smth my friend said” i say to my mother after quoting my very real and totally not fictional friend percy tozaki

[lilivanilla]

[mothinkling]

I feel like I should apologize

[cubesugarss]

happy hiiai valentines 🌷