[martian-astro10]

Controversial.....but.......stop using christian concepts to explain nakshatras.... it's weird

Like.......stop it. How do people ALWAYS manage to steal from us? Like how? I'm truly appalled by the audacity. Clothes, jewellery, medicinal practices, heck even psychological concepts and now astrology.

You do not have to force yourself to pray to Hindu gods, it's okay to be a Christian or any other religion and still want to learn Vedic astrology.

Saw this person comparing purva bhadrapada to christ cleansing the world and......no....just no

The kalki purana very clearly associates kalki (destroyer of evil forces, ending the current cosmic cycle, and is responsible for restoring righteousness) with moon in dhanistha.

It is specifically dhanishta because the ashta vasus DIRECTLY rule dhanishta. The ashta vasus are the eight elemental deities (water, earth, wind, fire, etc), it literally makes perfect sense when you think about it. You need to have the blessings of the most basic elements to change the universe. You need the alignment of all the energies, IT'S SO BASIC.

I have sun and Mercury in purva bhadrapada and I'm still disagreeing because IT'S WRONG.

Purva bhadrapada is literally associated with stability. The ruling deity of PB is aja ekapada, he stands on one foot and is considered to be responsible for permanently stabilizing all the realms.

UUGGHH. Atleast have some shame bruh 💀. It's starting to piss me off real bad, you all always do this. Always steal from us and then never give any credit or proper explanation for what you're talking about.

ALSO, STOP BELIEVING CLAIRE NAKTI. All the information about the nakshatras comes from puranas and yet people flock to a white woman who only focuses on superficial stuff to learn about them.

[screamastrology]

Those with 4th house lillith my heart goes out to you all, you've been told you're not worth it from day one, denied support, all from the people who are supposed to love you the most.

Don't be afraid to find your real family, never settle for less.

[jaylaannette]

Astro observations are so funny cause you can tell when certain "notes" are just vent sessions about specific people with random placements slapped on the title.

You didn't "observe" anything, you're just mad at a specific Scorpio Venus.

[punksocks]

BM Lilith Aspecting Ascendant Culture:

*Just based on my experiences, only take what resonates

-Being labeled as a weirdo as a kid and being outcasted from most social groups

-Getting to know the other outcasts and caring for them

-Being seen as feisty and often being blamed for starting fights when you stand up for yourself

-Having authority figures dote on you, often taking too much interest in you and what you’ll do

-Otherwise having beefs for seemingly the most petty reasons with other authority figures (which is crazy like why are grown folks fighting kids)

-Or being surprised that figures you looked up to seemed to have ulterior motives (especially conjuct, square, and opposition)

-Often you grow up being shamed to the point that you don’t grow into yourself and become confident in your Lilith energy until you’re older (late high school, early college, post college even). this is especially true for hard aspects (conjunct, opposition, square)

-People assume you’re mean and find you intimidating and are surprised if you’re nice to them

-Sometimes your kindness can mistaken for weakness and people severely underestimate your power and all of the hardships you’ve gone through in your life

-You may have gone through a period of downplaying your femininity/being a pick me before embracing your femininity/probably becoming a feminist

-You may be drawn towards alternative/unique styles that express a darker femininity

-You may be drawn to having an unnatural hair color (as I write this my hair is pink and orange so I get it)

-You may also identify as non-binary or femme instead of cis because of how much you don’t identify with traditional femininity

-No matter what you wear, it looks s*xy. You could be covered from head to toe and it wouldn’t make that much of a difference

-You may have gone through a period of wearing lots of layers to hide your body shape. Then embracing your curves by wearing more stylized outfits.

-People will often react as if you’re dressed scandalously for work or for different occasions even though the same outfit wouldn’t catch negative attention for anyone else

-Very specific but you may struggle when dating other women/femmes to either close the distance between you or to not unlock some petty behavior with the person you’re dating

-Maybe going through a phase of dating around after you come into your attractiveness. Partially being surprised by the attention (especially if you date men/masc folks) and partially being shocked by how dudes react when you date them (getting possessive and controlling only a few dates in)

-No matter how many people you date you tend to get shamed by friends or family for dating around

-But taking a certain amount of pride in the attention you’re getting after your glow up (if square or opposition your Asc you probably go back and forth between pride and anxiety/disgust)

-Getting favors from total strangers but evil eyes from (some) family/close friends

-Having to be aware of mean girl behavior for the rest of your life (4th house for family/7th & 8th house for relationships/10th house workplaces/1st house every aspect of your life lowkey and the experiences will likely shape your personality)

-Often growing out of friendships because you realize some people don’t actually like you but they’re indulgent on some aspect of your energy (for example, seeing you as strong so they like to “humble you” and make you feel small)

-Being seen as a temptress or a damsel in need of saving but rarely being seen as yourself (treasure the people that do see you clearly and treat you well)

-Being seen as “irresistible” to certain extremes. Trines and Sextiles are more likely to embrace this and squares and oppositions are more likely to be wary of volatile behavior this attracts.

-Older men are nicest to you. Men who are in relationships often ogle you or avoid you most adamantly. And f*ck boys get into you but like just physically. (Guys who claim to not be f*ck boys also can get caught up in the same way)

-In positive romantic relationships you may still find yourself unlocking passion in unexpected ways from your partners (ex. They may be the quiet unassuming type but when you hook up a more intense side of them seems to come out of nowhere)

-Getting dudes that have been in your dms trying to hook up for years (goofy behavior lol)

-Getting shown off by someone your dating but less likely to be introduced to someone’s inner circle as anything more than a friend

-Having guys that pursue you just to try to get you to change how you express yourself (how you dress, how you act, etc)

-Being the friend with all the stories of guys hitting on you in weird ways

-Having an interest in exploring s*xuality and bodily autonomy, but not matching the n*mphomaniac image projected onto you (more so for squares and oppositions)

-In general your s*xuality is a significant part of your personality either through embracing (trine, sextile) it or suppressing it (square, opposition) or by going back and forth between those extremes (conjunct, square, opposition)

[suninyourmoon]

ASTROLOGY OBSERVATIONS (2)

🗣 Not professional astrologer! It’s only based on my own experience, people that i know, and self-observation. So please take with grain of salt! :D

Venus in Libra peeps could be those who keep nagging about how they want a relationship so bad. (i know a few people in my life with this placement and they can't stop complaining about how single they are help)

Leo moon are lying to themselves if they say they don't like attention. (perhaps don't realize it yet?)

A lot of Venus in Virgo people that i know at some point in their life will questioning whether they really want a marriage or not. (yeah me too)

Someone said "i can't see myself getting married. I don't know, it seems unrealistic to me" yeah you are Virgo Venus in 12th house retrograde.

I mean, Venus in Virgo itself already make this person picky when it comes to love, and then the confusion and unrealistic idea they had because of the neptune influence. And in retrograde? jeez. i believe they have been in a relationship but then the relationship they had never meet their expentation because this people have a hopeless romantic idea of what romance is.

Venus in Sagittarius / 9th need a lot of freedom. Have a special place for foreigner in ther heart. Love someone who can keep up with their wild energy. Love people who is aware of society problem. Might also into smart people. Probably like to joke around with people close to their heart as well. (or people in general)

Moon in 7th house / Moon in Libra find comfort from being around people.

or they might feel the need to be in a relationship so that they won't feel lonely. Might dealing with co-dependency. (i know it's not your fault but please seek theraphy)

Friend of mine have 7th stellium (5 planet) and i swear to god, the attachment issues they have with is not a joke. They struggle with being on their own and need someone approval in every aspect of their life. Feel like they are incomplete if they're single. Too selfless, too giving. Later in life, people with this placement might have to realize that they should learn to stand on their on feet.

Neptune in 3rd house might having a hard time to communicate what they want to say. They also might say something they don't mean.

Uranus in 3rd house saying something in such a random way. i can't understand you sometimes,,,,,,

Chiron in 2nd house peeps could deal with feeling unworthy and feel unsave. They could feel guilty if they spend money on themselves. My Friend with this placement struggle with fear of end up lacking money all the time.

TW : ED!

i've met a few people with Chiron in 1st house, all of them stuggle with self-image and body dysmorphia, and also struggling with Eating Disorder. :(

END OF WARNING

Those with Jupiter and Saturn together in 8th House will likely to be extremely wealthy. They are hardworking and blessed with money.

They might also are curious about the deeper things in live, spirituality and the theme around 8th house but at the same times fear of the unknown and uncertainty. They might be those people who want to dive deeper into sex (or just have high energy on that) and desire devoted relatonship but hold themselves back and blocking themself from intimate relationship because a deep fear of commitment. It's very frustasing when jupiter and saturn are in the same house.

this is actually synasty thingy but i felt like i need to mention this, DO NOT MESS AROUND WITH SOMEONE YOU HAVE 8TH HOUSE SYNASTRY WITH WHEN YOU’RE NOT READY AT ALL🩸👄🩸 i have my experience with someone who my planets fall into their 8th house (stellium), and they are OBSESSES. I help bring their true and darker side of them so now they’re attach on me, it’s sorta my fault for trying to fix them tho that’s why i’m telling you stop messing around with this synastry if you’re not ready.

8th house placement… did astrology became your free therapy because they can validate ur emotion and understand you so damn well? Same👍🏻

Mercury-Saturn aspect, i know it’s a good thing to be careful with ur words but please say something if you really want to say it. You literally limiting ur self sometimes and overthinks a lot

There someone i know said that they don't know how to get mad and have Mars-Saturn aspect. These people (Could be Saturn in 8th house as well) might been told during their childhood that it's wrong let their temper loose so then growing up they feel guilty to express their anger and try to burry those temper.

They also could be those who struggle with supressed sexuality.

idk but my mom have Scorpio Mars and used to make a lot of sexual jokes during my childhood. (please don't do that)

Sagittarius Asc peeps i knew in the first impression look so innocently religious and calm, and they always turns out to be not. Like, literally

Thats it✨ thankyou sm and you can give me a feedback 💥 cheers peeps🫶

[secsualtarot]

Hiii,your readings are SO accurate,can I ask you a question?? I am learning about tarot and I struggle to read sex preference and physical appearance of people,i almost don't find books about it,could you please give me some tips and recommendations about where to learn about it??? If you don't want to it's okay,I love your job,wish you happiness ❤️❤️

Hi anon! Thank you for the kind words. I'm terribly sorry for the late reply. I don't know tarot books that address this topic so I can't give any rec.

With Tarot

For physical appearance, you can refer to the images of people on the cards. But for sexual kinks, the message is derived from the card meanings (besides the images themselves). In order to do this, you have to be familiar with 1) tarot basic meanings, 2) sexual kinks. Once you do, all you have to do is match similar concepts together.

You can take it further by learning the psychology behind people motivation or behavior, this can explain their sexual preference, but this one is complicated to write a guide on.

Example:

The Fool

Basic meaning: Beginnings, Innocence, Leap of faith, Originality, Spontaneity

Sexual interpretation: A new lover, virgin, sexual acts that involve risk, new kink, new position, spontaneous sex, outdoor sex, a new experience every time you have sex, etc.

The Hierophant

Basic meaning: Education, Learning, Marriage, Religion, Seeking counsel or advice, Spiritual guidance, Tradition

Sexual interpretation: Having an experienced lover, being 'taught' in the bedroom, vanilla sex, missionary position, not being opened to different or weird kinks, sex after marriage, sex in a serious relationship, sexual problem due to religion, sex that is controlled in some way, sex with a boundary placed, etc.

Basic meanings above were taken from wikipedia

With oracle deck

The easier way is to create your own oracle deck; simply list down sexual kinks and physical traits and write them on blank cards.

Other post:

Interpret Tarot cards in sexual context

[suninyourmoon]

✨HOW MY PLACEMENT MANIFEST INTO MY LIFE

This is the first random astrology observation based from my own chart! I might be wrong but heree we are

✨i think aspect in ascendant give a big influence in appearance. I’m a Capricorn asc but i have moon trine asc so my face look more softer and rounder, i’m an average height and look more plump, not petite and bony(?)

✨speaking of ascendant, i have chiron tightly conjuct ascendant and when i read how it will manifest in someone birthchart i almost choke my drink 💀

Chiron conjuct asc is an indicator of being bullied, especially in early life. I get bullied when i was in middle school (also, i have my chiron (rx) in 12th house so i don’t even realize the damage that it caused, it took me soo long to finally realize how those trauma affecting the way i behave and interact with people. Healing journey is hard and painful, I always try to runaway from my past and i never really tell anyone how exactly my past is, it traumatizing and scary to remember)

✨moon in taurus not necessarily have a good relationship with ur mom. In my case, she try to provide my needs but there’s no love there. In the end of the day, as a kid you need affection and love from ur parent and replacing those needs with the idea of provide you food etc is not helping.

✨i have moon in 4th house really close to 5th house, i can feel those 2 placement in my daily life.

I also have my lilith in 4th house, my family have a lot of inner problem, i feel like a black sheep and my family also traumatizing to me, but my emotion is easily affected by my home situation. It’s hard for me to stay happy or positive when everyone in my family put me into a bad vibe. (It’s getting better now but when i was younger oh damn it’s hard💀)

While my moon is in 5th house in whole sign, and all of those emotion i have is being expressed into an art. Art is almost everything to me (since taurus also ruled by venus) and i love singing! (Taurus ruled throat). My art is highly influenced by my emotion, whether it’s a song, writing, painting, etc.

✨having planet in 8th house makes you sort of act less like the sign of that planet

I’m a leo stellium (sun, mercury, mars) and for real before i know astrology deeper, i always confused and hate it if someone make an assumption about who i am based on my sun sign. I don’t know why they always put a bad things over leo it makes me annoyed to hear someone say yadi yadi yada when they don’t even know me💀 i also have a few people i know that is leo and i don’t relate to them at all. Turns out that i have my sun in 8th house, also my sun, moon and mercury is in scorpio degree. Everything is make sense now.

But i think now that i make an observation based on my own chart is literally leo behavior lmao jk

✨well about heavy scorpio influence… (8th house and a lot of pluto aspect) even when people always say that i have a baby face, they told me that i often come across as intimidating. Even when they don’t tell me, i get the vibe when someone is scared of me or afraid to make me mad (yet i still get hurt because i used to be so easy to taken advantage of lmaoooo💀)

✨lilith aspecting ascendant attract jealousy? I think so :/

i have lilith square ascendant and my relationship with woman is hella complicated my entire life. They always have something to hate about me, and one of the reason why they hate me because since i was kid, i’m getting used to get along with not only girls but also boys. When i was in middle school, it becomes a big thing that the girls start to see me as someone who try to seduce all boys when the boys just naturally come to me and be my friend, i don’t even try at all because i like to be friend with everyone regardles the gender. I start to got rumor spreading about it and i end up spend my middle-highschool year not being so close with either woman or man, i prefer being alone.

⚠️TW : Sexual topic

✨also because my lilith is in hard aspect to my ascendant, i hate man gaze. I don’t want to be seen as sexy, hot, anything around that vibe. Even just having a thought that someone staring at me in that kind of way and having sexual desire over me makes me want to throw up

✨but funny enough i also have major lilith influence in my chart, heavy leo and scorpio energy. I can say it’s not like i hate sex or something, i’m can be wild but only with someone i really have high level of trust and intimacy. I love the idea of my future s/o being obsessed over me (lmao), not some random people ew🥲

⚠️end

✨sun square moon…. my mom and dad hate on each other HAHA🏃🏻

✨i don’t have any planet in scorpio but i think i got a big scorpio influence since my dad is scorpio sun and my mom is scorpio moon and mars, now here i’m the only heavy fire in my family but with big scorpio energy👹

✨IC persona chart explain a bit detail of how our childhood looks like

i have 12th house stellium including my moon in my IC Persona chart. I can say my childhood is soooo confusing and emotionally traumatizing but it’s hidden inside of me. with saturn in my 4th house, i don’t get a chance to explore my self a lot because the strict rule that given to me, so i often detach my self from reality and end up forgot a lot of things from my childhood now. I have my chiron in 11th house and friendship is wounded me. I also have pisces rising there.

Meanwhile my brother have leo moon 5th in his IC persona chart (it’s literally the opposite of me) and idk but he’s more open about his emotion and somehow got more attention and closer to my parent than me. He has 11th house stellium there and i remember he got a lot of chance to spend a time with his friend too (i can’t relate bro HAHA)

I think if you’re a blacksheep in ur family u could check your ic chart.. it sort lf give you a validation of how you feel all this time (since i can’t afford theraphy yet LMAO i still stuck with my family anyway)

✨venus in virgo get too much hate why tho💀

each people may got a different manifestation from this placement but for me personally is that i rarely fall in love (well i never officially date anyone but i do have involved in complicated situation) It takes time to build a trust and when i know that this person don’t take this relationship seriously i’ll cut them. That’s why i end up never date someone because people in my age love the idea of dating for fun. I’m now almost 4 years not having any crush and i’m completely fine. It’s better than playing around with relationship. I just kinda know what i wanted in relationship and i’m not gonna settle for less.

But i had my venus square saturn lMaO it’s makes me even harder to get into a relationship

✨my venus in 9th house makes me… :

always wanted to travel and live abroad since i was little.

wanted to learn multiply language😃 but so far english is the only language i diving into (i do try to learn korean, japanese and thai in elementary school but wellll since english is a universal language i stick with this one first)

attracted to date a foreigner instead LMAO 👹🤡 When i was in 4th grade, there’s a singer from my country that really into english song and speak english really well. I usually listen to the song from my country, japan, thai, chinese, and korean song but because of this singer i start to listen to the song he covers and i start to have a thing for someone that can speak english really well🤡

love to learn about higher knowlegde, philosophy, spirituality, etc. I also see relationship as a way to expand our experience too. To get better and to learn a lot of thing from life. I want someone to learn about life together.

Okay that’s all for today!🏃🏻 it’s fun to putting my thought here:D maybe i’ll do it again in the future!

[thoewe]

Lilith square asc 🙋🏻‍♀️ sameee

I hate the feeling of being sexualized but I’m not averse to being sexual with someone I can trust and for an emotional bond with

The attention I get from random people makes me cringe though 😬

[poetry-siir]

[suninyourmoon]

(QUICK MESSY)

ASTROLOGY OBSERVATIONS

Based on people i knowㅡ

🗣Not professional astrologer! It’s only based on my own experience and observatiom please take with grain of salt!

ㅡi’m still learning about solar return chart so i’ll take this observation from a bigger picture

my brother passed away this year, and when i look up to his SR, he had 6th stellium which is the house of health, there is chiron, mars, jupiter and neptune sitting there. The Neptune (in pisces) makes me wonder, because the causes of his death is trough the ilness that remain unknown until the day he get into the hospital. Also, he have his sun on 8th house.

my friend went trough break up with his ex 2 times in one year before the final breakup so i look up to his SR chart and he had pluto and jupiter in his 7th house that year, both are in retrograde.

Last year i have my venus in 2nd house and i spend a looot of money to buy a clothes and beauty related product that year.

ㅡmy friend has gemini stellium in the 6th house in his chart, and he constanly nagging😂 i also can consider him as picky eater.

He often said something like “we have to communicate this”….”that’s why communication is important”….. “communication this and that” he mention that word a loooot. What in a gemini dictionary is this LMAO

ㅡhe also have cancer stellium including his venus, and admit about the fact that he lowkey looking for mom figure in a relationship (NAURR💀)

ㅡspeaking of that, it’s interesting because i have 7th house in cancer with jupiter there and when i look up to natal chart of people that confessed to me they love me, all of them have venus in cancer😃 so i guess pay attention to that 7th house lmao

ㅡi know some people who have lilith in 4th house (including me) and we all came from traumatic household, we hate being home with our family and tend to avoid our family event. Please stay safe and you deserve happiness okay?

ㅡif you have 8th or scorpio major placement (stellium or heavy influence, pluto dominant),you’ll have learn the fact that you will face a constant transformation in ur life. It’s hard ik, i also need to learned it the hard way. You’ll face a lot of death (metaphor or the true meaning of it), constant urge to evaluate ur life, etc. Afterthat, you’ll be like “oh, another one? Geez. Anyways so”. You’ll step into your power when you realize that this is the part of your self that you also need to embrace.

ㅡis it me or saturn in 6th house with north node in 6th makes it difficult to keep up with a routine and be organized i hate it💀

ㅡanyway, north node in 6th people, do you somehow interested in serving others or learn something related to health? (Physical health, mental health ect).

Me and my other 2 friend have north node in gemini 6th house, i see the pattern here that we all need to learn to communicate better, also interested in psychology and helping others.

I think thats all for nowww💖

[honey-tea-and-cookies]

Messages For These Placements <3

Aquarius Sun/Mercury: Y'all always gotta be the smartest in the room huh? Don't argue, we both know it. Even if you're defensive smh 🙄. Now this isn't to say you're wrong. You absolutely are smart. But you're more than that, you know? I know people have made your intelligence a huge part of your identity (gifted kid burnout anyone??) but you are actually way more than that. You don't need to know everything to be of value. You matter beyond your intelligence and learning capability. Side note: You are so funny and it's such a shame people don't realise it more. Like, astrology people do, but regular people in your regular life don't see you as funny. That's bullshit tbh y'all are hysterical.

Taurus Moon: Stop dealing with your emotions through baking. Banana bread is temporary. The problem will stay. Fix the issue at it's root. Come on now. You're amazing at giving advice, for once please use your own wisdom. Also, I know this is a huge realisation but; not everyone has the same love language as you. By that I mean, it's not that they don't care about you. It's not that they don't put as much effort in as you do. It's that you just express your affections differently. You give advice, you cook for people, you help them with clothes and general design choices, you help them with work, etc. That's great! But they might not do that for you, and it doesn't mean they don't love you. It just means they might show it as texting you a meme that reminded them of you, inviting you to play video games, re-watching an episode so you can catch up, letting you pick the music, checking on you after you fall asleep, etc. You know?? Important lesson you guys. Finally, PUT UP BOUNDARIES. I'm begging. I know you want to be selfless and I know you try to be kind and I know you struggle to do things you know will upset others in some way. Your happiness/safety/comfort/wellbeing is more important though. I know you get told by astrologers that Taurus is 'selfish' or 'egotistical', and they can be, but in this place especially I think it makes some really kind and gentle people. Y'all are also bad bitches but that's not the point here. The point is, set boundaries. Thank you :)

Capricorn Venus: No because why do does Cap Venus make life so hard it's not fair 😭. You want to be open and vulnerable and loved by your person so bad, I know, it's just really hard. It's just... uncomfortable, you know? I know vulnerability is a struggle for everyone, but it's truly paralysing for Cap Venus natives. Stuck in a limbo between the carnal yet truly deep desire for romantic, domestic bliss and desperately wishing for their heart remain untouched, and therefore unharmed. Life is hard and our minds are cruel, my love. I know. You'll get there honey :)

Mars in 1st House: RBF. Everyone thinks you're a bitch. That's my whole comment. Oh, and that literally every person knows what you're thinking. You are NOT slick, sorry babes. Love you though????

Lilith in 4th House: This isn't a callout this is a cry for help. Please get therapy you guys. Or a hug. Or cut off some family members. Please treat yourself today. TW: Death, sexual harassment, mental illness, emotional manipulation, implication of suicide, familial trauma. Y'all are always like "I've had a blessed life, I'm so grateful for what I have" and you've lost a major family member, been sexually harassed by your uncle, had to talk down your own parent and had a whole mental illness be blamed on you 🤨. TW: Over. Baby take a breather. This was not an attack on you, I just can't handle getting too serious right now lol. Please though, seriously, give me a fucking hug. We both need a snuggle okay? Or if you're uncomfortable with touch, we can sit on the same couch and enjoy each other's general comforting presence. Let's make a pact to heal, okay? I love you <3

Jupiter in 7th House: Fake scenarios much? Pull yourself together sweetheart. We both know you're at least a little scared of love. Yet, it's one of your greatest dreams?? You won't meet anyone by day dreaming, ya know. If you genuinely aren't ready yet, that's okay! However, if the first one is you. If you are the person who desperately wants a relationship but is too busy day dreaming to do anything about it... I don't know what to tell you cutie pie. Good luck?? 💀

Okay everyone, that's all I have for today! Thank you so much for reading. If you have any of these placements, let me know! Tell me if you relate or not lol please relate to me I CANNOT be the only bitch like this right??? I love you guys so much, and have an amazing day/night!!

[superstarhodaya]

you have to understand you are a creative soul, and no 9-5 day job would take that away from you

[1111jenx]

hi all take it from ur local astrologer, astro don't mean shit when it comes to ur feelings.

chase that one person bc you want to, fall in love with that one person bc your hearts call out for one another. don't let synastry and charts and confusing numbers take that chance to fall madly in love away from you ever.

I know couples that have the weirdest synastry ever but they were and are perfect for one another in their own unique way.

it's cool if you wanna use astro as a preventative tool too, but the best way to use astro is to just live your life to the fullest and notice the transits and changes in the sky along with it:)

2022 is coming soon and I feel like I need to get this off my chest. have a fun rest of the day everyone🤍🤍

[suninyourmoon]

I recently looking at my draconic chart (higher self) it’s quite interesting!

Libra rising, taurus sun, aquarius moon,

Taurus stellium, chart ruler in 9th house, venus dominant, cancer venus

Sheeesss it actually make sooo much sense tbh i relate to this chart, but somehow danggg she’s so pretty, cool and idkk i’m in love with her???

It’s also cool the fact that in sidereal, i’m a venus atmakaraka person, it feels like a mission to connect with my higher self 😭💚

i want to dig in more into draconic chart so when i feel lost and sooo insecure i can look up to my draconic chart 😎

[aquariushv]

credit; @the_hex_princess on insta

[spiritualitywithtally]

astrology is literally a whole other language, idc what anyone says. if my friend said to me “the relationship gives me more 12th house vibes but i really want it to be more 10th house like” , i would literally understand exactly what she means but people who don’t know much about astrology at all wouldn’t 😭. it’s a different language.

[suninyourmoon]

✨HOW MY PLACEMENT MANIFEST INTO MY LIFE

This is the first random astrology observation based from my own chart! I might be wrong but heree we are

✨i think aspect in ascendant give a big influence in appearance. I’m a Capricorn asc but i have moon trine asc so my face look more softer and rounder, i’m an average height and look more plump, not petite and bony(?)

✨speaking of ascendant, i have chiron tightly conjuct ascendant and when i read how it will manifest in someone birthchart i almost choke my drink 💀

Chiron conjuct asc is an indicator of being bullied, especially in early life. I get bullied when i was in middle school (also, i have my chiron (rx) in 12th house so i don’t even realize the damage that it caused, it took me soo long to finally realize how those trauma affecting the way i behave and interact with people. Healing journey is hard and painful, I always try to runaway from my past and i never really tell anyone how exactly my past is, it traumatizing and scary to remember)

✨moon in taurus not necessarily have a good relationship with ur mom. In my case, she try to provide my needs but there’s no love there. In the end of the day, as a kid you need affection and love from ur parent and replacing those needs with the idea of provide you food etc is not helping.

✨i have moon in 4th house really close to 5th house, i can feel those 2 placement in my daily life.

I also have my lilith in 4th house, my family have a lot of inner problem, i feel like a black sheep and my family also traumatizing to me, but my emotion is easily affected by my home situation. It’s hard for me to stay happy or positive when everyone in my family put me into a bad vibe. (It’s getting better now but when i was younger oh damn it’s hard💀)

While my moon is in 5th house in whole sign, and all of those emotion i have is being expressed into an art. Art is almost everything to me (since taurus also ruled by venus) and i love singing! (Taurus ruled throat). My art is highly influenced by my emotion, whether it’s a song, writing, painting, etc.

✨having planet in 8th house makes you sort of act less like the sign of that planet

I’m a leo stellium (sun, mercury, mars) and for real before i know astrology deeper, i always confused and hate it if someone make an assumption about who i am based on my sun sign. I don’t know why they always put a bad things over leo it makes me annoyed to hear someone say yadi yadi yada when they don’t even know me💀 i also have a few people i know that is leo and i don’t relate to them at all. Turns out that i have my sun in 8th house, also my sun, moon and mercury is in scorpio degree. Everything is make sense now.

But i think now that i make an observation based on my own chart is literally leo behavior lmao jk

✨well about heavy scorpio influence… (8th house and a lot of pluto aspect) even when people always say that i have a baby face, they told me that i often come across as intimidating. Even when they don’t tell me, i get the vibe when someone is scared of me or afraid to make me mad (yet i still get hurt because i used to be so easy to taken advantage of lmaoooo💀)

✨lilith aspecting ascendant attract jealousy? I think so :/

i have lilith square ascendant and my relationship with woman is hella complicated my entire life. They always have something to hate about me, and one of the reason why they hate me because since i was kid, i’m getting used to get along with not only girls but also boys. When i was in middle school, it becomes a big thing that the girls start to see me as someone who try to seduce all boys when the boys just naturally come to me and be my friend, i don’t even try at all because i like to be friend with everyone regardles the gender. I start to got rumor spreading about it and i end up spend my middle-highschool year not being so close with either woman or man, i prefer being alone.

⚠️TW : Sexual topic

✨also because my lilith is in hard aspect to my ascendant, i hate man gaze. I don’t want to be seen as sexy, hot, anything around that vibe. Even just having a thought that someone staring at me in that kind of way and having sexual desire over me makes me want to throw up

✨but funny enough i also have major lilith influence in my chart, heavy leo and scorpio energy. I can say it’s not like i hate sex or something, i’m can be wild but only with someone i really have high level of trust and intimacy. I love the idea of my future s/o being obsessed over me (lmao), not some random people ew🥲

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✨sun square moon…. my mom and dad hate on each other HAHA🏃🏻

✨i don’t have any planet in scorpio but i think i got a big scorpio influence since my dad is scorpio sun and my mom is scorpio moon and mars, now here i’m the only heavy fire in my family but with big scorpio energy👹

✨IC persona chart explain a bit detail of how our childhood looks like

i have 12th house stellium including my moon in my IC Persona chart. I can say my childhood is soooo confusing and emotionally traumatizing but it’s hidden inside of me. with saturn in my 4th house, i don’t get a chance to explore my self a lot because the strict rule that given to me, so i often detach my self from reality and end up forgot a lot of things from my childhood now. I have my chiron in 11th house and friendship is wounded me. I also have pisces rising there.

Meanwhile my brother have leo moon 5th in his IC persona chart (it’s literally the opposite of me) and idk but he’s more open about his emotion and somehow got more attention and closer to my parent than me. He has 11th house stellium there and i remember he got a lot of chance to spend a time with his friend too (i can’t relate bro HAHA)

I think if you’re a blacksheep in ur family u could check your ic chart.. it sort lf give you a validation of how you feel all this time (since i can’t afford theraphy yet LMAO i still stuck with my family anyway)

✨venus in virgo get too much hate why tho💀

each people may got a different manifestation from this placement but for me personally is that i rarely fall in love (well i never officially date anyone but i do have involved in complicated situation) It takes time to build a trust and when i know that this person don’t take this relationship seriously i’ll cut them. That’s why i end up never date someone because people in my age love the idea of dating for fun. I’m now almost 4 years not having any crush and i’m completely fine. It’s better than playing around with relationship. I just kinda know what i wanted in relationship and i’m not gonna settle for less.

But i had my venus square saturn lMaO it’s makes me even harder to get into a relationship

✨my venus in 9th house makes me… :

always wanted to travel and live abroad since i was little.

wanted to learn multiply language😃 but so far english is the only language i diving into (i do try to learn korean, japanese and thai in elementary school but wellll since english is a universal language i stick with this one first)

attracted to date a foreigner instead LMAO 👹🤡 When i was in 4th grade, there’s a singer from my country that really into english song and speak english really well. I usually listen to the song from my country, japan, thai, chinese, and korean song but because of this singer i start to listen to the song he covers and i start to have a thing for someone that can speak english really well🤡

love to learn about higher knowlegde, philosophy, spirituality, etc. I also see relationship as a way to expand our experience too. To get better and to learn a lot of thing from life. I want someone to learn about life together.

Okay that’s all for today!🏃🏻 it’s fun to putting my thought here:D maybe i’ll do it again in the future!

[unusual-influence]

Hi! 💙 i wan’t to ask you about capricorn asc in 5 degree and saturn trine uranus, can you tell me about it?? Thankyou and have a nice day!✨

Hey there,

Capricorn Ascendant at 5. You are responsible and have strong self-control. You believe in consistency and progress. You may have darker features and a prominent bond structure. You may express yourself very strategically. You may love anything entertainment related, but are disciplined about spending time on them. You could be well-known for having retro style.

Saturn trine Uranus. Rules and regulations tend to work out well for any changes you may make. You may encounter important authoritative figures on the Internet. Criticism may motivate you to move forward. Things may tend to play out as you planned. If you encounter obstacles, you can find help from your community, especially on the Internet